Spinning Ourselves "back" to The Garden

My lapse in regularity has made my re-entry to blogspot.com interesting.  It keeps changing its structure so there's a slight learning curve.  But so be it.  Everything is changing its structure.

Although I've suggested this before, this time it looks like I'm headed back to regular blogging.  My book, Empowering the Spirit:  A Process to Activate Your Soul Potential , first published in 2005, is now available on Kindle.  This reediting and re-formatting has been a 9-month process and now my time and focus are freed up enormously.

I am also almost finished with this season's workshop offerings, (there's information at the end of this blog entry about my upcoming 2-day workshop "Taking the Next Evolutionary Step:  A Multidimensional Journey to Shift Your Assemblage Point and Your Life," should you be interested,) and I do not plan to offer more until Spring.  Thus, my energies are fully available for new writing and I expect this blog will return to its earlier frequency.  Well at a higher frequency of course, since my development like all of yours, is accelerating quickly.

So, you may wonder, what have I been learning about my own multidimensional nature (and therefore our multidimensional nature) that I'm feeling compelled to share?  Well the insight I feel most Called to re-begin this blog with is this:  It is our nature, our natural state of being, to be 5th dimensional, not 3rd dimensional.  I have come to understand that we were 5th Dimensional beings in the first place.

We came to this planet from the star system that held this 5D frequency and we created amazing civilizations.  (Many of us also held 6D and 8D frequencies, but our biological structure was most aligned with the beings of 5D)  There are stories that say we mated with beings already here.  I have no idea about that.  But I know, because I can feel it in every fiber of my being, that after this initial "golden age" if you will, we went through a descension process on this planet.  I believe this is the biblical Fall... and it was not Eve's fault (but that's another blog.)

As we descended, we moved into duality. I think this occurred due to a series of choices we made collectively, agreeing perhaps to be part of this very interesting experience or experiment.  Of course, as you students of the vertical dimensions know, the 4th dimension is where the Light splits and polarity emerges.  Since the 4th dimension does not carry the frequency of embodiment, in order to keep our biological bodies, we descended further into 3D, the other polarized dimension.

As dynamic and dramatic as polarity might be, with it came attachment to the Light or the Dark, the yin or the yang, making wholeness impossible and propelling us to an even slower frequency.  Our cells became denser and denser and the vast majority of human life on planet Earth became stuck in this dysfunctional duality of operating physically in a dense 3D energy field, while being at the mercy of the emotional and archetypal whims of some of the darker 4D forces.  Wars and bloodshed became became the norm.  Harming each other began to take precedence over loving each other.  The more we were wounded, the more our heart chakra closed and the less access we had to our loving origins.

We are now at the agreed upon time to reverse this process.  (Could this be our Collective Plan B?)  We are both preparing for and in the process of Ascension.  We are becoming more and more skilled at healing our old wounds and navigating through this polarity.  We are opening codes within our cells to help us in this process.  We are also activating our merkaba to provide us with the vehicle for this remarkable journey.

It has been through meditating with and pondering the merkaba, that I have realized that 5D is our natural state.  The merkaba, (mer means light/ ka means Spirit/ ba means body) is an energy configuration that is a star tetrahedron, a 3 dimensional Star of David. It is made of light and the triangles are counter-rotating, so the top one is spinning in one direction and the bottom in another.  The picture below will give you a good idea of what I mean.

We all have the potential to activate this configuration in our own energy field.  When we do, the merkaba, which is also translated from the Hebrew to mean "chariot," becomes the vehicle to propel our biological bodies into the 5th dimension.  It is a part of our energy field in the same way that our chakras are.  And like the chakras, to function correctly, it must be spinning at a certain frequency.

Drunvalo Melchizedek believes that we almost lost the capacity to do this.  He says that the whole energetic configuration of the merkaba had almost been extinguished in the consciousness of humanity. Until recently that is.  But now it has a very strong hold.  More and more of us are reconnecting with our merkabas whether consciously or unconsciously. This field that surrounds us is becoming more and more functional.

While I have read that our base chakra is in the midpoint of this configuration, I don't think this is correct.  I think it is our heart chakra.  It is our heart energy that spins the merkaba. The more we open our hearts, the faster our cellular structure vibrates, which in turn activates our merkaba and transports us into the 5th dimension.  Just as the heart chakra is the center and the core of our physical chakras, the 5th dimension is the center and the core of the dimensional frequency we carry as 9D humans.  It will be from this dimension that we create the New Earth we have hoped for and dreamed of for so long.

And so Brother/Sister Earthings, there you have it.  This is what we are remembering.  This is what we are Re-Membering.  This is the center or the core of who we are.  We are the Creators;  We are vehicles for unconditional Love;  We are One with all that is.  So keep those merkabas spinning us all into the emerging consciousness.

Until We blog again, you are all in my heart, which is also your heart, and may those hearts feel lighter and lighter with each passing day.

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Hmmm.  I'm new at this uploading, so the image is much bigger than anticipated, but since the photo and graphics were done by my oldest daughter, Rhiannon, this big image gets my "proud mama thing" going.

Speaking Our 7th Dimensional Truth and other MultiD Ramblings

I have been revisiting and revising my second book Empowering the Spirit, because I'm planning to publish it on Kindle in the next few months.  As I was looking over what I had written on the 5th chakra, I realized how this chakra is connected with the 7th Dimension and began as well to realize that as we heal this chakra, we amplify our ability to hold 7D frequency.

The 5th chakra is our throat chakra.  To keep it functioning in a healthy way, we need to be able to both speak our truth and speak from our hearts.  I wrote about the developmental task of teenagers needing to talk back when something feels unfair or wrong.  As a society, we discourage this and therefore many of us reach adulthood repressing honest communication and therefore powerful self-expression.  There's something even deeper and more insidious that begins to occur when we are trained to not speak from our heart, to not speak our truth, to not challenge convention:  we begin to hold back speaking our inner wisdom which both disconnects us from our Spirit and creates obstacles to our collective evolution.

In 7D, higher dimensional light gets transduced into sound.  Chanting, bird song, conscious music and poetry hold this resonance for us and keep us connected to the energy of this dimension. If one were to imagine that they could tune their vocal chords to vibrate in harmony, if not in exact frequency of 7D (I suspect we do not at this point have the physical capacity for our vocal chords to vibrate at that frequency although chanting the word OM, at just the right resonance, gets us close,) we would hold this level of consciousness in all our communications.  Imagine spreading Divine resonance simply by speaking our truth and communicating our wisdom.

I always talk about the water crystals when I teach about 7D.  Masaru Emoto in The Hidden Messages in Water ran experiments to show how sound (and even the written word) created different crystalline formations in water:  some clearly beautiful and healing, and other's bleak and unappealing.  Consciously sending loving words into the water would create these vibrant, healing water crystals while consciously sending angry, hateful words to the water would create structures that actually looked quite ill.  Music did the same thing creating harmony or disharmony depending on the resonance (there are beautiful crystals from 1950's modern jazz, and some pretty ugly formations from some Heavy Metal music. Sounds from 7D (which are made up of higher vibrational light that has slowed down from 8D) create energetic crystalline structures in 6D pretty much the same way: this is sacred geometry.  And for those of you following this multidimensional theory, you'll remember that everything in 6D replicates in 3D.  You'll also remember that creation on the 9D vertical axis comes both from above and from below. There are gravitational waves in both 1D and 9D that create all that exists in between.  Therefore not only does 6D replicate in 3D, 3D thoughts create mists in 6D that give rise to geometric configurations as well, which then will replicate on Earth.  Given this, I would think that we send energy up to 7D, just as 7D sends energy down to us.  This is the dance of creation.  And sound plays a very important role.

As I wrote this, my mind immediately wandered over to the dark side of communication: Those infamous 4-letter words that personally I have found to hold some important wisdom on their own about the human experience.  Am I taking myself away from that higher frequency every time "oh shit" falls out of my mouth.  "Fuck yes!"  I answer wryly.  BUT, there is a cadence and humor, and even better, an overall passion, a teenage-style life force energy that is often encoded in these expletives.  So lest I start thumping a new paradigm bible, and try to impose old rules of conduct, let me be clear.  It is not the words, but the intent behind them, the energy behind them.  If I start cursing you out, I am taking a negative feeling within me and projecting it onto you, this will keep me stuck in dense energies.  I'll be creating "sick water crystals" so to speak.  On the other hand, if I use expletives to express a passionate feeling, I may be opening that archetypal stream to higher dimensional portals and maybe end up creating a whole new geometric crystal structure that might have its own type of beauty.  Remember we can use very proper words to spew bad energy, and not such proper ones to keep us in a good energy flow.  So I suppose one really important criteria for healthy 5th chakra expression is authenticity and an open heart.  From there all dramatic words have a positive purpose.  My point is, that words and sounds that can hook us up to the spiritual energy of 7D might not always be the most "holy" and therefore the most obvious.  It is not the word itself, but rather the feeling behind that word when it is uttered or written.  (Now that would be an interesting water crystal experiment.)

Because authentic speech has been discouraged, suppressed and repressed in our culture, even the most developed human is likely to have some communication issues.  I'd like to see a water crystal that develops when one uses words that avoid truth, that are indirect and full of innuendo.  It is a good practice to think about how we were taught to communicate.  Were we taught to hold back?  Were we taught to speak aggressively?  Were we taught to speak words we thought others would like us to say?  It is interesting that the word phony, has "phon" (as in phonic) in it.  Crystalline formations from inauthentic speech no matter how pretty the words, aren't going to create healing structures.  And clear, direct and truthful words spoken with love will heal our hearts, our relationships and no doubt, our dimension.

So speak out, brother and sister Earthlings, tell it like it is, tell it like you feel it, and tell it like you vision it.   Speak of love, and speak of pain.  Imagine the words that begin in your heart, that move up into your brain, and let them roll out of your mouth.  Sing your passion and sing us a new world... afterall, it's almost 2012.

My blog is a year old today. Just How Much Multidimensional Potential Am I Living?

I began this blog exactly a year ago.  I have been pretty faithful, and you, my readers, have been pretty faithful as well. Uncharacteristically, I only wrote one blog post in November. Lots of factors played into this, but the outcome was that I began to look more consciously at what this blog is really about, where it's been and where it might meander during its second year on the planet.

My intention in starting this blog was to give voice to the increasing awareness I was having about our multidimensional nature.  I saw this as an opportunity to share this information in a way that could both educate and activate an expanded view of who we really are, and why we are really here.  I imagined that we would all begin to experience ourselves as tuning forks, holding the frequencies of each of the 9 dimensions on the vertical axis, connecting with the full gamut of Divine intelligence implicit in this and creating a New Earth in the process.  I visualized myself vibrating this way in my daily practice through much of this year. I taught numerous workshops and classes where I took others through this experience.  I imagined we would all become super-beings, walking in our 3D bodies on planet Earth together, while operating simultaneously in all the other dimensions and that the ensuing magic would totally transform us and our world.  And that this would have happened by now, or at least that I would have seen visible progress.

I wrote a lot about time: its ending, its meaning, its mundane and esoteric functions -- how it swirls out of 9D in some inexplicable and mystical way to create long Earth cycles and then is no more.  I wrapped my mind around it.  I railed at how quickly it escaped my control and how much of it I found myself using just to put out these weekly words.  I turned 65 and wondered if I was running out of time or was, as I happily announced, only 1/2-way through adulthood and therefore still had plenty of time.  I spoke a lot about time and the Mayan calendar and Callemann's view of its meaning and its ending.  And I began to take a more serious look at the idea that we were all in the process of ascending from being 3rd dimensional beings to becoming 5th dimensional beings, stressing how important it is that we continue to open our hearts and release judgments.    

And then I woke up at 4 this morning, and I asked myself:  Just how much more of my multidimensional potential have I activated in this past year?  Have I made any progress at all?  I realized at that moment that I didn't have a clue, but it didn't seem like it was very much.  I also realized as my brain wandered and wondered about these things, that I was not feeling my ka body, or what I'm more recently beginning to think is my light body. (You know, when you get that wonderful sense of floating, being almost weightless, as if you barely have a physical body, but instead are this wonderful energy body that is in the midst of getting an etheric massage?).  I tried to call it in since I often feel it in the middle of the night, but to no avail.  Realizing I wasn't able to feel that light body made it all the more likely to me that perhaps I hadn't activated anything more at all;  that perhaps I would never be able to write another blog;  that perhaps I had jumped off the spiral path, and got caught on the hamster wheel, spinning aimlessly while under the illusion that something different was happening.  And then while I was in the midst of these rather dark and disturbing thoughts, my light body showed up.  It hadn't come to me when I tried to call it, although sometimes it will.  It popped in (or my awareness expanded to include it, for it must always be there) totally spontaneously, and even though I noticed that my thoughts continued - dense 4D thoughts - this energy body didn't care.  It stayed anyway.  I was having this amazingly pleasurable ongoing sensation while simultaneously watching myself still thinking these cumbersome thoughts. I found this fascinating and soon drifted back off to sleep.

When I got up this morning, I was feeling considerably more optimistic, but did not glean the significance of what occurred until I just wrote about it.  There I was holding several frequencies simultaneously and this happened with no effort on my part. The frequency I am vibrating at to experience that "light body" sensation is higher dimensional...(I'm not sure at this point just what dimension),and my thoughts were vibrating at a lower frequency and I was still in a 3D body lying in my bed, which was vibrating at still another frequency.  So there's my answer.  While I was having light body sensations before starting this blog last year, what has changed is that I can hold these multi-levels of consciousness in my awareness, and that is just happening on its own.

I find this pretty darn interesting.  First, as usual, I am shown that the Universe will always answer my call as long as I pay attention.  And then that I am being given a clear message something definitely has been changing within me, and it is about using more of my multidimensional potential and it has absolutely no intention of looking like what I might have anticipated.

Now that I'm able to take a more objective look at my growth than I was at 4 this morning, I see that of late I have been experiencing a power in my teachings that has not been there before.  I've always been a gifted teacher with great access to intuitive wisdom, as well as the ability to engage and flow with my audience, but this year, I can feel the Divine coming through me in a new way; a stronger and louder way and it has been primarily as I've taught multidimensionality.

Then there's the last, but in no way "least" change, and that has to do with my heart.  Last year at this time, my heart was generally pretty open.  Now, however, when I tune into my heart, I can feel my heart energy expand throughout my entire chest from one side of my body to the other.  This doesn't mean I don't have to deal with judgments that arise for myself and others, but the growth is palpable.

When I was standing in the middle of our Blue Star Medicine wheel the other day on my daily walk up  the mountain to our Spirit Temple, I asked for guidance about where this blog was supposed to go. What I got was assurance that it should continue and that it was going to veer slightly in a new direction.  What that will look like will have to evolve over time, but let me assure you, Brother and Sister Earthlings, I will continue sending these words out to you and will hold you in my ever expanding heart.  Together we can shift both ourselves and this dying world out of the 3rd dimensional crises it is stuck in and into something vibrant and miraculous.  We just need to release expectations and pay attention.

In the Now, for Now

Greetings Brother and Sister Earthlings,

It feels like years since I've written here -- but of course it has only been two or so weeks. My cognitive mind cannot grasp that fact, and perhaps that is what is meant by the phrase the end of time.  The old sign-posts or "time posts" if you will, no longer seem to anchor anything in my life.  I still have an appointment book and thus I still have appointments, but something profound has seemed to have shifted in my psyche and perhaps it really is an aftermath of both the 10/28/11 and 11/11/11portals.

A bit of a personal recap before I go deeper into a multidimensional perspective on this.  My husband and I spent a few days in Asheville at the beginning of the month both because a dear friend of ours, Thea Summer Deer, was having a book-signing for her wonderful new book:  "THE WISDOM OF THE PLANET DEVAS:  Herbal Medicine for a New Earth" and because we had a free extra night at our favorite hotel.  Getting away from home, even though we were less than an hour geographically, and immersing ourselves in the wonderful culture and cuisine of Asheville, helped me realize that I really needed a break. That while I work for myself and create my own time-tables (there's that interesting conceptual word again), I was working too much... pushing too hard.  I returned feeling refreshed.  And immediately dove into preparing a teaching that I was offering on multidimensionality, the next day.

That next morning I moseyed down the hill to the Venus Rising Sanctuary which is just a stone's throw from my door and in the Isis Cove community where I live.  Linda Star Wolf had asked me to teach a small segment on using our multidimensional nature for our emotional and spiritual healing, to the students at a month-long training  sponsored by Venus Rising Institute for the Shamanic Arts.  As I breathed in the beautiful mountain air on this sunny, crisp Fall day, my heart was soaring.  First of all, I love that I can just walk to where I'm going to teach -- to me that represents a perfect life.  And second, well perhaps not in that order, I was so happy to be able to teach multidimensionality to this evolved group of people, and third, still not in that order, I was excited because I had added a new element to the teaching:  and while it is a complex theory, I found a way to do this that was simple and accessible.

The teaching went perfectly.  It was a large group, but not so large that I couldn't connect with everyone on a personal level.  I introduced the idea that now in our evolution we are not just able to live in the Above and the Below simultaneously (a key point in my earlier talks and workshops,) but we are able to live in the Before and the Beyond as well.  I see this visually.  The Above and Below are about our ability to hold the frequencies of the 9 dimensional vertical axis:  1D, of course, being the Earth's iron crystal core and 9D, Galactic Center.  So one might see a vertical line going from way below one's feet and extending way above one's head.  And then the axis for the Before and Beyond being horizontal... the Before extending in a straight line from the center of our heart chakra out our back, and through the time lines that our souls experience as "past."  In that time line, our inner teenager, our inner children, and the energy of all our past lives stretch out behind us.  And then the Beyond is the part of that line that extends forward from our heart and holds all of our future potentiality or our imaginal cells as Star Wolf writes in her latest book, VISIONARY SHAMANISM.

All 4 segments if you will, meet at a point in the center of our hearts.  And it is here that we access the Now.  It is here that time stops and simultaneously contains all we ever were, all we ever will be, AND all 9 dimensions of our nature.  It is here that we meet our inner child and inner teenager and call on a wise and loving part of ourselves from that timeline to nurture and re-raise these parts of ourselves.  And it is at this point, the perfect balance of the fulcrum of all our parts, that we live in a state of grace and ease.

Nice huh?  I was euphoric.  And then within two days, I became very ill.  Symptom-wise the flu I came down with was almost identical to the flu I had last year at this time, and it was going through that illness in 2010 that ultimately gave rise to this blog.  Just like last year, this year's flu hit me just when I was shifting my energetic frequency -- making another leap up the evolutionary spiral so to speak.

Being sick allowed me another 3 work-free days, and then voila... it was 11/11/11.  I was finally feeling well enough that I could attend a women's spirituality group for a few hours late morning, rest in the afternoon and attend a larger community gathering in the evening, where we were doing a ritual for this very special portal.  I had been asked to call in the Above as part of calling in the directions at the beginning of the ritual.  I have not had much exposure to Native American teachings although I feel great reverence for them.  Still I have never been very comfortable calling in the Earthly directions, but the ABOVE, now there was a place that I could relate to.  Still, I still was not back to full health or energy.  While I had pondered how I wanted to call in the ABOVE, I hadn't written anything down or in any way practiced what I would say.  As we began, I realized this was not true for some of the others:  they were sounding mighty polished in their presentation. I asked my ego to calm down and step back and just let whatever was supposed to occur, occur.  As I stepped forward, a powerful force took me over.  Perhaps the orator of my BEFORE or a voice from my BEYOND... whoever it was swept me away and I had to make it an act of will to stop speaking, as I felt that I had called in the ABOVE as effectively as I could and there was no need to continue.  I could palpably feel the power that had surged through me.

This is new territory for me.  I know that I am a gifted teacher and I know that I have done a reasonably good job of quieting both my mind and my ego in my day to day life; more often than not, my Spirit is in charge. But the sense of Presence that came through me that evening could only have come from my multidimensional energies being fully aligned, right there at the center of my heart chakra, the fulcrum of the Above/the Below/the Before/the Beyond in perfect balance.

And so as I began this blog yesterday, feeling much better physically and letting inspiration flow through me, I realized that I had been living several days in that wonderful state of well-being and contentment that arises from being in the Now.  But that was yesterday....(there's that time thing again.)

Got cranky last night.  I'm grateful it didn't last long.  But my 3D human is still living my life with me and she's not always flowing with the new "rules."  That's why we have been born with a sense of humor.

So I'm back.  Hope this finds all of you in good Spirits.  And if I don't blog again before Thanksgiving, enjoy your turkey or tofurky or whatever quirky variation of tradition you like to bring forth.  It's a whole new day.

Being a 3D/5D person on the old/New Earth

It's been an interesting ride the past few days.  Right now my creativity is surging and my multidimensional connection feels more integrated than ever.  After diving into concern and confusion about what my work was truly to be and become, if it was to be and become anything more at all, Spirit tapped me on the shoulder and said "HA!  Ye of little trust... haven't you learned anything!"  Okay.  Okay.  Spirit did tap me on the shoulder and give me some very clear Guidance about the next step of my sacred work, and I simultaneously felt Her loving and gentle humor about the mental/emotional gyrations I've been putting myself through.  But somehow I don't think She would have phrased things quite like that. "Haven't you learned anything!" sounds like my inner 3D judge who, masquerading as Spirit, sneaked right in.

As we are riding this first wave of our ascension process from 3D beings to 5D beings, I'm suspecting I'm not the only one going through some bi-polar dances.  Here's what I wrote a few days ago when I first began this posting:
        
       Feeling stuck back in 3D again... but that's okay.  I know on some level it's part of my process.  As I expand energetically, there seems to be an almost equal period of contraction.  Interesting huh since that is one of the main laws of Newtonian physics, (for every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction) or put differently, a primary physical law of the third dimension.
       I was surprised though as this contracted state almost immediately followed a lovely one-day workshop that I taught with Anyaa McAndrew on Activating Our Multidimensional Potential.  We have been getting plenty of emails from our students saying how good they feel -- but, hmmmmm, at least this teacher is experiencing something quite different.

Now that I am at the manic pole, (or at least I was until my husband walked in and we started bickering about ridiculous stuff, which put me momentarily back in the depressive pole,)  I see the magical interweaving of energy; I feel the perfection of the Universe I live in. And I see, yet again, this ecstatic dance is much more fun than doing the bi-polar jig that likes to spin us around and around.

So what's up here?  I know that it is optimum to maintain that lovely sense of equanimity and presence. I know being reactive to all outer stimulation simply disconnects me from my center and Divine wisdom.  And certainly I have worked long and hard at this, practicing over and over the joy of non- reactivity.  SO, why have I been recently so reactive?

As one of those human creatures that I share the planet with, I realize that we never just learn a lesson and then are done with it at least not in the 3rd dimension.  When we are talking about emotional and spiritual healing and development, we are talking about learning the same lesson over and over in a multitude of variations.  AND, while on an individual level I have Saturn transiting my natal Jupiter which is rather a bi-polar energy to start with, I feel this is part of the larger and more generalizable cycle which we are all passing through on our way to Unity Consciousness.

The Mayan calendar ends in 14 days.  We are in the final day of the final underworld:  an 18 day period which is the very last segment of a 16.4 billion year evolutionary cycle.  On the 28th of this month, all of the 9 major cycles or underworlds of the last 16.4 billion years are scheduled to culminate.  How can we not all be feeling this? Our cellular memories are amped up to the max, while the demands of daily life seems to match the intensity of this vibration.

What I have been consistently bringing my awareness back to is the 2 cardinal rules of our present evolution into 5D beings:  1.  Keep opening both the heart and the high heart   2.  Notice and release judgement.  Are you rolling in the aisles yet??  Piece of cake you say?  Surely the evolution-gods and goddesses are yukking it up watching us Earthlings struggle with things that are to become as normal as breathing. But the reality is that these are the biggest challenges for pretty much all of us.  

Let's start with the first concept... that of an open heart and high heart that is filled with unconditional Divine love.  The state that is guaranteed to bring us ongoing bliss.  How many of you were given unconditional love as children?  How many of you had parents who were themselves loved unconditionally, and therefore had a model, or in those days, even the concept of what unconditional love is?   When we have not experienced unconditional love as children, we don't have the natural ability to give this to ourselves.  It's far easier for us to feel unworthy than to feel totally and completely deserving of that magnificent love which we all do deserve. It's far easier for us to feel not good enough than to embrace the perfection of who we really are.  It's far easier for us to get stuck in our egos and therefore in 4D duality, than in the flow of Divine light.

I had an interesting intuitive reading about 10 years ago when I went to a 1/2day workshop on how to publish your spiritual book.  I was told that I wasn't ready to really get out there because I didn't love myself.  I was shocked.  I thought I loved myself.  I thought I had worked all that stuff through years before.  But as I sat with it and really connected with the information, I realized that liking myself and loving myself were not the same.  I had a positive self-concept, but I had not even begun to allow myself to feel the energy of full self-love.  I've had many more moments of that since then, but certainly it has not been consistent... and I'm a pretty together person.  If I've been struggling with it, I would say there's a pretty darn good chance that you have been struggling with this as well.

Unconditional love is an energy.  It's a frequency.  It probably gets swirled out of 9D in some form, gets revved up in 8D, the dimension where Divine love resides, and seeps into the cellular structure of the beings in 5D.  These 5D beings are filled with unconditional love.  It is their nature.  They have, thus far existed above the 4D canopy of duality.  BUT, times are changing.  We Earthlings are ascending, so this has to be shaking up the 9D vertical axis, in addition to shaking up our world.  We are turning into 5D beings but different from the existing 5D beings because we have not always loved ourselves and therefore do not come to unconditional love easily.

Here's some questions to ponder as you go through this process.  Can you love yourself for having to struggle with loving yourself unconditionally?  Can you love yourself for having to struggle with loving others unconditionally?  WHAT does that feel like when you are in a state of pure unconditional love?  Make a mental note when you are there... that will help this show up in your energy field and therefore in your life, more and more frequently.

And what about judgment?!  See if you can go for a day without judging yourself or someone else.  Let me know if you succeed.  Judgments are like clouds in our dimension. They just keep coming.  But unlike clouds, they create tension and constriction and ego inflation.  We want to notice them, which begins to neutralize their energy, but then we might be inclined to judge the tension and constriction and ego inflation as soon as we notice it, and on and on it goes. Like clouds, however, I believe we can learn to just notice the judgments and watch them pass with out getting stuck in their energy.  But these days there sure seem to be a lot of them and I have to really be on my toes, and go very gently with myself.

So how about you out there my fellow Earthlings?  Have the judgments on yourself and others seem to have shown up more frequently?    Do you judge the judgments?  Do you judge yourself judging the judgments?  Wouldn't it be lovely if we could just let all of this fall away like the autumn leaves as they float down on the wind, no longer needed by the trees.

We are in the seesaw/teeter totter time:  up and down, down and up, and ahhhhhh.... there it is -- that moment we find the perfect balance, effortlessly suspended in grace and harmony.  Breathe deep.  Enjoy.  And hold the awareness that at some point, we are likely to make a move that shifts the balance yet again.  We are just in Ascension kindergarten after all.

Frequency for a New Earth

Lately there have been many writings by spiritual intuitives and teachers asserting that we have reached a positive tipping point on our planet; that the creation of a New Earth filled with conscious, loving, spiritually awake people is truly coming to pass.  They also say the frequency of this New Earth will be vibrating at the speed of the 5th dimension.  When we match our vibrations to 5D, we spontaneously find ourselves in the realm of unconditional love and Unity consciousness.  This process of moving from the density of 3D to the lighter form of 5D is called ascension.

For many decades I have perceived that there would be a split occurring on Earth as we entered this new age.  On one hand there would be people who were committed to growth, love and healing, operating cooperatively with each other and understanding and honoring the interconnection of all; on the other hand there would be people stuck in fear and the old patriarchal models of force and exploitation, still operating out of a competitive, dog-eat-dog paradigm.  I understood this was connected to a difference in our vibrational frequency, that one group's cells would literally be vibrating faster than the other, but I didn't understand then, how that was related to the different dimensions.

Probably about 10 years ago it began to dawn on me that this split was beginning to take place, and a few years ago things became really clear.  I saw that open-hearted, healed people were able to live open-hearted and therefore satisfying lives, while fear-based people were stuck in very painful dramas.  That doesn't mean there were no challenges for the first group or no moments of pleasure for the second... but rather that on a vibrational level, we already were literally living on two very different planets that share the same physical space. Since everything is electro-magnetic, our fields were drawing to us people of the same frequency, i.e. people who's cells were vibrating at a similar rate to ours. It became more rare for the two groups to converge.

As the Mayan calendar, the 16.4 billion year cycle of evolution on planet Earth, is coming to a end, the split has become more and more distinct.  This by no means suggests that those living in a fear paradigm won't have options to shift... certainly I believe that choice will always exist.  But perhaps it will become more difficult because the difference in frequency between the groups is continually becoming greater.  So essentially there is one group of people on the planet who are in the process of actively ascending into 5th dimensional consciousness and another group that is still resisting or in some cases fighting against this process.

Suzan Caroll just wrote a wonderful account of her own most recent process of ascension, describing what she experiences when she holds this 5D multidimensional frequency.  Her image of the groups I spoke about above was slightly different and no doubt more accurate. She sees the world now with 3 groups.  She divides the "fear" group I spoke of, into two parts:  those who are really desiring change, wanting to lift themselves out of the old way, but still very scared and therefore attracting many 3D challenges as a way to promote growth, and a darker group of souls who believe they have benefited from the low frequency in the world and want to keep things the way they are.  She believes both groups are being activated to some degree, but the latter group is much more entrenched in the old ways. We help both group by sending unconditional love to all, which keeps their options open.

The other really important piece that Caroll speaks of, is her own story of connecting, or more accurately reconnecting, with her 5D self.  For those of you who are intrigued, I really encourage you to go to www.multidimensions.com and click on the September 26th newsletter.  It is a brave and fascinating account of her personal journey and I believe that many of you may find a deep activation within you when you read her story.

From my perspective, it is key to remember that we are talking about reconnecting with parts of ourselves that are operating in different dimensions.  Pay attention to the fact the we are "re"-connecting.  Our souls know the experience of being multidimensional, and so once we have achieved a bit of mastery here, there is an amazing sense of wholeness.  Our present ascension happens when we reconnect with our 5D self, but I suspect once we raise our vibrations to merge with that frequency, we will then learn to merge with the higher dimensions as well. And we will ultimately be able to hold these dimensional frequencies concurrently.

Holding different dimensional frequencies concurrently might be a difficult concept for some of you but it is really important one.  As I teach in my multidimensional workshops, we are potentially capable of holding at least 9 dimensions of consciousness at one time (9 different frequencies).  This is the encoding that is being released in our DNA as part of our current evolution.  Since each dimension corresponds to certain a vibrational frequency, when we are able to match our frequency with the frequency of our selves that operate in other dimensions, we begin to merge with these parts.  Suzan Caroll writes of her own experience merging her 3D self with her 5D self and actually holding two different 5D realities at one time:  one being the experience of the 5D frequency on the New Earth, and the other merging with her 5D self that is working with other 5D beings to help Gaia

I learned I could do this from practicing Richard Miller's meditations on Yoga Nidra.  Yoga Nidra is the yoga of non-duality (ie Oneness), and teaches us that we are all everything, not as an intellectual concept but as an embodied experience.  One of the ways these meditations do this is by leading us to notice and hold two or more emotional states at one time.  So it is with holding different dimensional frequencies.  From Caroll's account, and she is very evolved energetically, we have to begin slowly.  While we can intuit the 9 frequencies at once, we cannot really live them yet.  But we can begin to live 2 frequencies at once which will bring us into a deeper sense of our multidimensionality.

I began this blog a few days ago while feeling sorely stuck in 3D.  In some ways it's not a bad place to be on a brilliant Fall day in the beautiful blue-ridged Smoky Mountains.  My 3D life is a good one.  But what happens for me is that when I'm stuck in 3D, I'm not vibrating with joy.  From my experience, in order to fully feel joy, our hearts must be open enough to vibrate at what must be a 5D frequency.  When that happens it doesn't matter where you are or what your 3D life is like.  St. Francis of Assisi was able to do this while confined to a dungeon for a year.  So my heart was back in 3D, open but not enough to carry the 5D frequency of that full unconditional love, and while I did some meditation, and lots of journal writing, I couldn't seem to change this.  Then, little by little, the stuckness began to melt as did some old habits and beliefs that kept my vibratory rate moving slower than usual. The joy has seeped back in for however long I can sustain it this time. Remember it is an ongoing process.  We do not grow in a linear way.

So brother and sister Earthlings, you too might find your yourself feeling expansive and connected to your 5D frequency one day, stuck in 3D the next, and back to 5D the day after.  Pay attention to your vibrational field, be gentle with yourself and put out the intent to meet and merge with your 5th dimensional self.  And that's only beginning of the wonders that await us.

More "Time-ly" Ramblings

If time, as we know it, stops at the end of the Mayan Calendar (10/28/11 for those of us that like the calculations of Carl Johan Calleman), then I, for one, can't wait!  Of course the whole idea of waiting or not waiting, "wait" or "can't wait" is all about our outdated concept of time.

I've been in frequent duress these days about time:  its speeding, its slowing, its passing. I'm even remembering my early grade school report cards that had a category:  "Makes good use of time"  ... seems like that was the one marked "N" for "needs improvement." What did those teachers know about time speeding up and a 16.4 billion year cycle ending?  Still, those "time" injunctions remain in my psyche and I frequently notice my belief that I deserve "time out" for not feeling as if I have enough time to enjoy time, utilize time, stretch time and even waste time.

It's beginning to feel like my life is timed:  I don't mean those large cycles like birth and death, but rather like a game where they turn the timer on and if you don't go fast enough, you lose.  Getting older doesn't help, although a few days ago I came up with what I thought was a brilliant reframe for that.  Instead of thinking that since I was in my mid-60's, I was running out of time, I decided, (and you are all more than welcome to decide with me,) that people in my age group are only halfway through adulthood.  HA... maybe even less of the way for those of us that didn't seem to grow up until we were near 40.  Think of it this way. If my lifespan is going to last well into my 90's and I must admit, I'm quite sure that it will, than I am barely half way through.  I still have plenty of time to get good at this adulthood thing.  Anyway, that was a comforting thought for a minute (note the clock reference) but as soon as more time passed, so did that comfort.

My life is actually much less on a time schedule than most people in our culture.  I don't have to get up at a certain time, except the time I set in my own head. I don't have to be anywhere at a certain time, except if I decide to schedule appointments. I don't have to finish by any time except for my own timelines.  Is this insanity with time just the death throes of left brain civilization?  Once I surrender, will this all just melt away like a Salvador Dali clock?  I can be out of time if I would just take the time to figure it out.  And that double-entendre wasn't lost on me, although I feel like I'm losing time just thinking about it.

When we are in multidimensional consciousness, we really are out of time (or outside of linear time for a more descriptive way to put it.)  Think about those deep meditations, those wonderful Yoga retreats, those Shamanic Breathwork experiences, those psychedelic experiences of our youth (well maybe just my youth): time stops, time stretches, time goes away, time doesn't exist, and best of all, time doesn't matter.  We stop worrying about doing, about achieving, about posting our blog (well maybe just my blog), writing those book proposals (well maybe just my book proposals), and we just get to be.  We enter the Now.  And inside that Now, life can live itself.

When we are stuck in 3D time/space co-ordinates, it's a whole different life-game.  It took me until I was 50 to realize that I was always running late because I wasn't factoring in the time it took to travel from one place to the other. Once I got the very elementary concept that in 3D it takes time to transverse space (only took 6 decades this lifetime around), my timeliness improved greatly...  But did that improve my relationship with time?  Only in 3D.  My ego gave me an 'A' for getting that lesson but that has nothing to do with my ability or lack of, to be in the flow of time. 

Then we have the 4D drama that rolls in when we struggle (ok, when I struggle) with time.  Those "not-going-fast-enough" demon archetypes that adore grabbing hold of us humans.  "HA HA" they say, shimmering with delight "Look at those goofy 3D beings spinning themselves into a tizzy about not going fast enough, jumping high enough... hee hee hee... let's prod them again with our electric time rods and watch them freak out."  So lately, I’ve provided much entertainment for those 4D time-demons.

Now that time has passed since I began to write this blog post, I’m tempted not to give it the time of day.  But perhaps the Universe is asking us all to do this assignment -- thinking and listing every cultural cliché we have about time as preparation for entering into timelessness.  Of course, thinking and listing every cultural cliché would take up way too much time.

Remember that time waves are spun out of 9D.  And since 9D spun out the Mayan Calendar, I don’t imagine it’s intending to stop spinning at the end of October.  So what is it going to create for us?  That might be worth taking the time to ponder.  And if we understand that we are all One, then we hold that 9D consciousness that will be doing the time-spinning...we will be creating the next great time cycle, ready or not.

For now however, you might want to repeat after me:  "I have plenty of time"  "All in due time" "There’s no time like the present"  "There's no time in the present"  May we all succeed at just being present, and remember to have a good time.

Farewell for now, fellow Earthlings.  I'm just hoping I have time to post this today.

Oh Blue Star Kachina, You trickster You.

Okay for those of you who haven't heard, scientists think that Comet Elenin is disintegrating and is, at this point, no longer a comet. Hearing this news was a bit of a shock for me.  In the last blog, I had a conversation with Elenin, a fascinating conversation where I was given a strong awareness of the energetic functions comets can play for us and in particular what the purpose of this comet, that I believed to be the Blue Star Kachina, was.  Now with this new information, all sorts of doubts arose for me.

Was this just my imagination?  Why did I get the message to talk to Elenin in the first place, (that's not typical of the intuitive messages I get) and why, when I checked in with Elenin, was it so easy?  Is this all illusion?  Am I writing incorrect information?  Do I have too many rigid opinions that need to get kicked around a bit?  Once I got this new information, I tried to check in with the comet again, but to no avail.

Then as I was going on my daily walk up the mountain, a thought came through that kachinas were associated with coyote medicine or tricksters.  I wasn't sure about this, and certainly didn't want to risk putting forth any more potential "dis-information".  When I got back, I checked the internet to learn that kachinas were often seen as twins of coyote, (noted for their wily jokes and games) and both had a  connection with trickster energy. Well that was a relief!  Or at least it gives me a plausible explanation.

Still this leaves more questions than answers.  If you look at the photos of Elenin after it disintegrated some, you can see its blue-ness much more vividly.  It looked just like I would imagine the Blue Star Kachina should look.  So does that mean that Elenin is the Blue Star Kachina, and our consciousness reached a point where it no longer had to keep heading in this direction?  Does it mean that all we need now is the fragments of Elenin which left small bursts of its energy around for us as a reminder?   Yes, of course, I would like to think that.  But the reality is I don't know.

This morning when I woke up, all I could remember from my dreams was the color blue. This color remained in my mind's eye.  Then I realized it was a message about the Blue Star.  And after another moment, it dawned on me, it was a message about the Blue Star Kachina.  Next the awareness came that the color in my dream was the same color as the photos of Elenin  disintegrating...

So here I go, out on another limb.  I believe that former comet, Elenin, was the Blue Star Kachina of the prophesies, not here to forebode catastrophic harm to the planet (I never bought into that and anyway, we don't need any big cosmic signs to let us know how poorly we've treated Mother Earth and how she is now in desperate need of our loving attention, stewardship and healing), but to herald the new consciousness that is being activated in all of us.  ("For those with eyes to see, and ears to hear.")  I can feel in my heart that enough souls on the planet have shifted.  Despite all the environmental chaos, I strongly believe there is a positive planetary rebirth that will happen and is happening. Therefore, perhaps that wake-up call so many saw us needing, wasn't needed, at least not in dramatic comet form.

It amuses me that I couldn't connect with Comet Elenin after it disintegrated... but of course that is totally logical -- its essence has transformed and fragmented.  It is the trickster helping us (okay me) not hold on to rigid views of what this was all supposed to look like.  It also interests me that 3 of the friends that I immediately mentioned the comet's disintegration to, all had the same response.  "Good!"  They did not share my dilemma about whether Elenin was or wasn't the Blue Star kachina, but rather were relieved that this comet would bring no harm to the planet.

As I've gone through this process over the last week, what I realize is most important for me, and for humanity as a whole, is not that this gets figured out, but instead to remember that we access our multidimensional potential through opening our heart, through activating unconditional love for ourselves and all other beings, which in turn, creates a frequency that aligns us with the 5th dimension.  For those of you who have been following this blog or in other ways familiarizing yourself with the 9D vertical axis that Hand Clow brought forth for us, you will see how unconditional love with its 5D frequency allows us to bi-pass 4D and its potential blockages.  When we are fully in the energy of unconditional love, our egos cannot keep us stuck in any 4D polarity.  We are released from attachments to all dramas that drain us, put us into victim consciousness and lower our frequency.  When we are in unconditional love, these dramas simply have no power over us.  We become automatically open to all higher dimensional parts of ourselves.

So the lesson here for me is clear.  It doesn't matter if Elenin is the Blue Star Kachina.  It only matters that I bathe myself and all I come in contact with, with as much unconditional love as possible, for it is only this that truly create the New Earth.

I'm also clear that should I have ever have the impulse to interview Elenin again, the only response I'll get is "No comet."

Keep opening your hearts brother and sister Earthlings, and just when you think they are open as far as they can be, open them even more.  And keep showering yourselves with love.  It helps us all.

Engaging Our High Heart: Our Multidimensional Internet Connection

The seasons feel like they are changing right now.  The last few days have been brisk, and even though summery weather is sure to make a return, there is no stopping the momentum of the coming change.  Summer must give way to Fall, and Fall to Winter: but it is not just the way of the lower dimensions.  The higher dimensional shifts, those processions of cycles in the higher dimensions, are just as inevitable.  And these are energy shifts that bring far more powerful change than leaves falling and temperatures dropping.  These energy shifts swirl into our consciousness and activate each and every one of us.  They insist that we leave behind the season that is dying and we open to that which must come next whether we feel ready or not.

All things in the Universe grow, die, and grow again.  While this has been eternally true, our current times are unique and amazing;  the energy being opened for the human species is extraordinary.  Each of us now has the potential for having direct access to Source and in that direct access, we also will access our multidimensional nature.  It is this nature that allows us to fully understand and become conscious of the communication links from Source, to be part of the Cosmic Internet if you will.

So what is Source from a multidimensional perspective?  Suzan Carrol (also known as Suzanne Lie),  in her August 11th newsletter, (www.multidimensions.com) presents a beautiful inter-dimensional map. She delineates 12D as our Source dimension, and channels the Arcturians saying:  "...You on Earth began as twelfth dimensional Stellar Elohim who were, and still are ONE with the Source.  Elohim are the holders of form in the Multiverse..."   This means that all we know as form is essentially spun out from the energy of 12D.  That goes way beyond the 9D vertical axis, but fully informs 9D which in turn informs all of the lower dimensions.  AND, just like the 9D model, this is an interactive process with growth occurring both from above downward, and below, upward.  The guiding principal as always, is Unconditional Love.

Which brings me to the essence of today's blog.  The most direct way to access communication from the higher dimensions is through our high hearts.  Carroll in her channeling, points out that the "messages from the higher dimensions enter your Opened Third Eye (your Crown and Brow Chakras working as ONE), but the meaning of that message is perceived through your High Heart.  It is through your High Heart that you and your higher expressions of SELF can bond into ONE."

This means to fully activate our multidimensional potential, we need to fully open our High Heart.  The High heart rests between our heart chakra and our throat chakra.  For those of you who have not experienced this before, stop for a moment and take some deep centering breaths until you feel yourself in a state of openness and relaxation.  Notice the energy flow (or blockage) in your heart chakra and send gratitude and healing there.  You are likely to feel warmth and a sense of swirling energy.  Now bring your awareness up to the center of your chest.  If you are able to sense energy, you will realize that while there is also warmth and swirling energy in the high heart, the energy is lighter, even more joyful...  This is our energetic link to Source or the Divine.  Notice too if there are any walled off parts, heavy places or other blockages that are asking to be transformed.

As humans, even very evolved loving humans, it is a tall order at best to stay in a consistent state of unconditional love.  From my observation, part of this 9th Wave of the Mayan calendar is spiralling anything within us that is unhealed up to the surface yet again.  This often takes those of us who have been working on our healing for decades by surprise... wondering why we still find ourselves dealing with old dysfunctional patterns of behavior and outmoded old paradigm beliefs.  We tend to forget that we are holographic.  Remember holograms contain the whole in every part.  So if you were to break off a piece of a holographic plate that contains an image of a cat, each piece will also contain that image, but in fainter form.  So it is with our old patterns.  As we heal them they don't disappear, but rather become fainter so they have less and less power in our lives.  In my experience,  when we are in a growth spurt about to move up to a higher place on the evolutionary spiral, these old patterns resurface for deeper healing.  The energy of the Universal Underworld (or 9th Wave) is activating growth spurts in all of us, so that these old patterns have to come up.

Most if not all of these beliefs and patterns we have been carrying, have caused emotional wounding.  This in turn, has caused many of us to wall off parts of our hearts as self-protection.  While this is a reflexive process for us humans, it is totally counterproductive to our growth and certainly to our multidimensional growth.  Collectively we have been working to heal our heart charka blockages and pain for the last 3 decades, but now, we are being prodded to heal our high heart blockages as well.  It certainly is normal that when we are wounded, we also feel abandoned by the Divine and then end up holding anger and grief around this.  This can turn into resentment, depression, and/or a sense of powerlessness.  We know inside of ourselves that we have this potential to connect, download and transmit messages from the 12D Elohim (even if we had no conscious idea they existed).  We intuitively can feel a sense of something missing, a sense of being cut off from an important part of ourselves.  The problem is that we cannot fully open this high heart unless we can step into full self love.  If you are being re-visited by old patterns (whether the signals are coming from inside of you or from events in your outer life,) this is an invitation from your 12D Self to identify areas where you still need to love yourself more, and to do the necessary emotional work to heal this at yet another level.

Once we do this, we will find ourselves able to communicate and use the wisdom from all of the dimensions,
and simultaneously keep balanced in our day to day life.  The old behavior patterns and beliefs that have developed from both our individual and collective wounds will grow fainter yet again.  And our loving energy will be freed up more profoundly than ever before, as will our intuitive and spiritual powers.

As Fall and Winter open to Spring and Summer, and Spring and Summer open to Fall and Winter, so black holes open to white holes and white holes to black holes.  It is Hand Clow's contention that in the 9th Dimension at Galactic Center, which is a black hole itself, a white hole of a new Universe is about to be birthed in 2012.  As multidimensional beings, part of our psyches holds all the energy of these profound transformative cycles, but I do think it makes sense to look first for the black holes within us, and know that as we move into them with love and consciousness, a remarkable new birth is about to come forth.

Let those old belief and behavioral patterns release as the trees release their leaves.  Work to heal and transform any heart and High Heart wounding, and remember to breathe through those contractions.  Once your labor is over, you'll be amazed at the miracle that is You.

Are We All Dying... to Get Better?

My mother-in-law is due to die any time now.  She's 90 and suffering from a brain tumor which is beginning to close down her biological systems.  Yes, I'm sad.  She was/is a great lady and a wonderful mother-in-law.  And going through this also has me pondering the phenomenon we call death, and makes me wonder about death from a multidimensional point of view.


There are two Egyptian concepts that speak to this.  One is the ka, our energy body that holds all our potential for this lifetime, and the other is the ba, which is our soul essence. The ka is part of the 9D vertical axis and seems to be created from an interplay between 3D and 6D.  The ba which is immortal, brings in a broader horizontal view of multidimensionality, because it is the Essence that keeps reincarnating.  Since linear time is an illusion and all time actually occurs simultaneously, than our ba is actually existing on several timelines at once.  It is conceivable that a fully conscious person would have a sense of all their ba manifestations. 

The ancient Egyptians believed that the ka body actually hangs out on the planet after one has transitioned, because the person's energy doesn't die.  I knew a very advanced Yoga Nidra teacher who would meditate at the morgue with cadavers to connect with the energy of the person who had passed. What we consider to be ghosts or specters can occur because of the ka.  Objects a person owns hold their ka energy as well. And does this energy somehow transfer to the genetic pool of one's offspring, grandchildren, great grandchildren as the Egyptians believed? 


I think after a while, the ka energy would transform and dissipate.  But since our ka is a 6D phenomenon, what happens in that dimension after a person passes?  Does their ka just begin to fizzle out because the 3D connection is gone?  Does that geometric light pattern automatically replicate in one's gene pool?  What happens to people who don't have biological children?  At some point I imagine this energy configuration goes through a transformation -- become transpersonal rather than personal.  Could this be what our collective cellular memory is made of?

What we do know is that death is a very 3D experience.  There is no biological decay in the higher dimensions.  There is decay in 2D, the realm of the crystals and elements, bacteria and viruses, but the decay in that realm is very slow.  Elements and crystals may erode, but they still function as elements and crystals. Our physical bodies, however, and the bodies of all sentient beings and plant life on the planet go through this birth and death cycle pretty quickly in the world of linear time.


As humans in 3D, we are in a unique position because we know our bodies will die and that more than likely we'll be watching as this happens.  What does this mean for our psyches?  When one is 95 and knows that death is inevitably coming soon, but not necessarily knowing what will cause this transition to occur and when this transition will happen, what is that like?  I suppose one must either go for complete surrender, release control and live in the moment, (my first choice) or one goes into a state of anxiety and/or denial. 


When my mother-in-law passes, what will happen to her ba and her ka?  If the Egyptians are accurate, once her body goes, her ba will get released and continue to reincarnate until it reaches a level of consciousness, a level of illumination, to re-merge with Source.  Maybe that ba will come in as one of my grandchildren.  What about her ka, her unique energy body?  Will she just reconfigure into another geometric pattern in 6D.


As we go through this ascension process with our frequency speeding up, will that slow the 3D decay?  Is it already?  I'm about to turn 65 in a few weeks.  I'm a long way from old, although that age has been labelled old in our culture.  Certainly exercise, good nutrition, and good genes all help, but is there something more happening for all of us?


Or is this just a lot of ba humbug-ing?  And way beyond our ka-prehension?

The Solstice Portals: Getting Ready for the Big Blast

It's Summer Solstice today, one of the two most powerful days of the year, and exactly a year and 1/2 from the highly prophesized Winter Solstice of 2012.  I've been thinking a lot about what I believe will happen on that day in 2012, and what we need to be doing to get ready.  


Much of what I've learned and have been teaching about for decades, is that humanity is in the process of taking an evolutionary leap.  This evolutionary process has been accelerating on the planet since the harmonic Convergence of 1987 and is due to culminate next year on December 21st.  It is a leap of consciousness, giving  humanity the opportunity to create a New Earth based on love, peace, spiritual maturity and harmony.  It is no accident that Eckhart Tolle's book by that name became a best seller a few years ago, and the internet series that he and Oprah Winfrey offered was watched by millions!  We can all feel this happening.  Both humans and the planet itself keep vibrating more quickly, at a higher and higher frequency.  On a cellular level, this means that we have become more like light: we are literally becoming en-lightened. 


From a multidimensional perspective, this vibratory shift means we are learning to hold the frequency of 5D.  On our 9 dimensional vertical axis, the vibration of 5D is the only higher dimension that is compatible with our 3D biology.  Remember 5D holds the frequency of love and creativity.  It also holds Unity Consciousness.  Somewhere in the early 90's, spiritual teachers everywhere spontaneously began to help people open their hearts.  While the 60's mantra of "peace and love" was of course, an important predecessor, what has been happening for the last 20 or so years has taken this further.  People have been healing their heart wounds  which has allowed them to open their heart chakras more and more.  It now is common language to hear phrases like "speaking from one's heart" or "coming from one's heart."  It's also important to realize that healing those emotional wounds helped us get free from the duality of the 4D canopy and allowed it to become more permeable, thus opening us to the frequencies of the higher dimensions. 


Some people, of course, get stuck in fear as the ground beneath us shakes us loose of the old ways.  They hold tighter to old thought and behavior patterns.  The special interest groups behind our institutions are equally afraid and are vehemently and passionately attempting to stop and reverse this planetary process.  While that will make it harder for some, I have no doubt that we have hit the point of no return.  This is happening, and the more of us that get on board, the more gentle this shift will be.  I believe we are being asked to send love to those who are afraid, including to the institutions and people who run them.  The irony is we will truly all benefit from this change and be able to live richer, more fulfilling lives even if we sacrifice wealth and power.


We know the old must die to the new, and so while I hold the vision of us ushering in the Golden age that has been predicted from numerous sources throughout the ages, I also know that the death throes of our old world can be very painful.  The weather alone caused from the Earth changes are daunting.  I don't remember losing electricity as a child or for that matter for most of my adult life.  Now to get through the year without losing electric power is something to be grateful for as the frequency and intensity of storms, tornadoes, blizzards and hurricane continues to grow.  We are also re-learning a lesson that many of us began to glean in the late 60's and early 70's:  we need to become more and more self-sufficient and sustainable.  I remember the old bumper sticker that many of my friends had: "Think Globally, Act Locally."  While that was good advice back then, it is essential information for our current and coming times.  Figure out how to create your own electricity or to live well without it.  Make sure you have a good supply of food and water on hand.  But most importantly clear out any blocks to your being resourceful, creative, cooperative and kind should you be thrown into a crisis situation.


This year's Solstice is wedged between 3 eclipses in 4 weeks.  Lightworkers.org gives a lovely summary of what these eclipses mean for us.   Peggy Black, one of the site's channels, speaks of eclipses as portals to "Bathe Our Consciousness in New Energy."  She goes on to explain that this is a time where we can activate amazing shifts in both our individual lives and the collective... AND, (this is key for what I'm really wanting to write about today) "It is so important to remember that we are the anchors - the chalices - for this DIVINE EVOLUTIONARY SHIFT"  (www.lightworkers.org entry 6/15/11)


This is exactly what I'm getting intuitively.  The night before I read this, I was talking with my husband and pondering what is really being asked of us as preparation for 2012.   I got so clearly that on 12/21/12 the biggest portal of all would open, and that we need to keep expanding our abilities as receptors for this new frequency.  The chalice image is perfect.  As each new portal opens,  and Solstices, just like eclipses are a time when amazingly powerful portals open, we are being bombarded with ever-higher frequency light.  This light is holding transformative intelligence that will allow us to activate and hold this planetary shift.  When I hear talk about us being in an ascension process, this is what it means to me: we will ascend to (in other words be vibrating at or close to the same speed as) 5D frequency, yet still be walking in our 3D bodies on what we will still feel, look and sound like a 3D planet.

Hand Clow explains the change in frequency is coming from the gamma rays which have been hitting the Earth since 1998, as the Earth moves into what she calls the Photon band.  She gives a lovely scientific explanation about how these gamma rays carry consciousness to us.  What I saw and heard loud and clear as the receptor image came to me,  is that we are the Holy Grail.  On Winter Solstice 2012, we are quite literally going to be blasted with this energy.  Remember Galactic Center is 9D and it has been moving into conjunction with our Winter Solstice Sun which is at 29% Sagitarrius, since the late 90's.  The winter solstice of 2010 also coincided with a very powerful eclipse. The energies keep increasing, and the energy from the portal of 12/21/12 may exceed our wildest imagination.  In order to utilize it at its best, we need to keep readying ourselves to receive this powerful and beautiful energy.   We are developing rapidly and being asked to get those chalices ready for the BIG BLAST of light.


I presented yet another workshop on multidimensionality this weekend.  This workshop was a 2-day event taught with my dear friend and colleague, Anyaa McAndrew.  We had a circle of 12 of her students.  Once again I was awed to see how this multidimensional model informed people to tune in and refine what they already knew.  And as always, it inspires me when I see the number of people who are conscious and stepping into their higher dimensional frequency.


I believe in my heart there will be enough of us being chalices, receptors... for the big frequency blast.  And I hope it will be a great celebratory event, and we'll be having a blast as we used to say in the early 60's.  I hope too that we will tell the story to our future generations, that this was a magical and transformative time and nothing has ever been quite the same since.


So get ready for the party, my fellow-Earthlings.  Keep doing your inner work.  Keep opening your hearts and shining out love.  Keep putting your roots in the core of Gaia.  .... "For the times they are a-changin...."

Charlotte's Web of Light and Dark

I just returned from presenting a workshop on multidimensionality in Charlotte, NC.  One of the assistant ministers at this small Unity Church in Charlotte found me on Facebook, and even though he knew nothing about me or multidimensionality, there was something that called him to invite me to his church to offer this afternoon event.  There were only 3 people signed up when I left home the day before, but Spirit kept telling me to go, so off I went.


10 people actually came to the workshop, which proved to be a perfect size:  intimate so that everyone could make deep connections, and dynamic as everyone shared their input and experiences.   It was a fabulous group.  Very diverse and very developed. The oldest participant was 91.  The youngest folks were in their 30's.  There were 2 African Americans, a Latino, and both men and women.  There seemed large variations in socioeconomic and educational backgrounds as well.  But what we all shared were loving hearts, a commitment to spiritual growth and consciousness, and a passion to not just heal ourselves, but to heal the planet. 


While most of the group had not been exposed to the idea that we had the ability to hold the frequency and intelligence of all 9-dimensions on the vertical access,  most everyone was able to connect deeply with their  multidimensional potential through the meditations.  Many began to realize they were already intuitively connected with these dimensions prior to attending the workshop.     


I ended by talking about British physicist, Joseph Barbour and his explanation of the mists in 6D.  For those of you following this blog and/or who have read Barbara Hand Clow's Alchemy of 9 Dimensions or know of Barbour through his work, you might remember that he wrote of a "hypothetical" place he called Platonia.  Platonia has all the characteristics of the 6th dimension, and of course, as its name suggests, corresponds to Plato's world of forms.  Barbour not only used his scientific prowess to hypothesize the existence of Platonia, but to prove it exists mathematically.   He explains that there are mists in this 6th dimensional place, which are formed by the thoughts humans hold in their "now." Those mists then replicate in 3D.  So, as I pointed out to my group, we can see how collective belief systems not only have been created, but also how we can shift them to change our world.  


In 1960, probably 95% of people on the planet believed that "war was inevitable."  That created a hugely thick mist in 6D which kept replicating as war on the Earth.  The protests over the Vietnam war began to shift that belief system so now there are a substantial number of people who believe "peace is possible."  This is beginning to thin the War mist, and thicken the Peace mist.  When we have enough people putting the "peace is possible" thought form into that 6D mist, it will become thicker than the war mist.  At that point, peace will replicate on the planet, and voila, no more war.  The same goes for gender and racial equality, and pretty much any social issue you can think of.


This is vital information to us because it provides a powerful tool we can use to continue collapsing the negative pyramidal structures that I spoke of in my last blog entry.  Our ability to collapse these structures, which are all over our globe and which hold the energies of suffering and oppression in place on the planet, continues to expand.  I am seeing these structures crumbling everywhere, as more of us who have unwittingly held their foundation in place shift out of the belief systems that have fed those particular 6D mists.  As we refuse to buy into the reality that allows greed, domination and violence to rule the planet, those constructs, which have controlled us for millenniums, must ultimately fall.  We each can play an active part in this process in several ways:  first, we need to keep clearing the shadows of greed, domination and violence within ourselves by integrating those polarities so that the 4D canopy stays permeable, we need to keep expanding the 5D love energy in our hearts, and we need to send ongoing thought forms of generosity, justice, equality and peace into 6D. 


Back to this special group of attendees.  One of the participants spoke of her resentment about the negative forces that had taken hold of Charlotte.  In response, several people let her know they were all working to counteract this energetically.  Charlotte is a banking capital.  The energy of greed has oppressed this potentially lovely city.  More and more light-workers are drawn there now to do this work to collapse that energetic pyramid which has harmed the masses who have unconsciously held this structure in place in order that those at the top may remain and obtain positions of wealth, power and control. This is what is happening to the web in Charlotte which is just one city in just one state in just one country.  The process of collapsing these pyramids is happening everywhere!


The accelerated energy on the planet is more potent than ever.  There are 3 powerful eclipses occurring between June 1st and July 1st, and this is intensifying the collective transformation inside us as well as outside of us.  It is truly shaking all of our foundations and asking that we release our attachment to the old that it may die a more gentle death.  As the old passes, we are gestating the new structures based on 8th dimensional Guidance which will usher in the Golden Age.  Birthing is the most powerful experience I have ever had, and this coming birth is one that my soul and perhaps yours, has been yearning for, for a very long time.  


So practice your breathing techniques, folks. Our society may be rampantly passing out drugs to dull the experience, but there's nothing like natural childbirth to know one is truly embodied and alive.  Our new creation has the potential to fulfill our deepest longing and outdo our wildest dreams.

Collapsing the Patriarchy on Planet Earth: An 8D/4D Adventure

We are in a portal of time when we can use 8th dimensional consciousness to collapse the dysfunctional power structures that have held us hostage for millenniums.  The largest and loudest of these power structures is the Patriarchy.  The Divine Order of 8D,  provides Wisdom and Guidance rather than dogma and authoritarian structure, but as it moves downward through the dimensions and becomes polarized in 4D, humans become vulnerable to getting caught in the dualized version of that energy.  This is what gives rise to these negative structures. 


For those of you reading this blog regularly and/or coming to my workshops, you already know that when higher dimensional light reaches the 4D canopy, it splits into positive and negative poles.  This creates a negative potential for the energy to get stuck in one pole or the other, distorting its original intent.  (Hand Clow explains this phenomenon in her Alchemy of 9 Dimensions and shows us how we get stuck in that duality.)  So, as Divine Guidance comes from 8D and travels down through the dimensions, two different options become available:  If we are able to stay in the archetypal stream of 4D, we will find love, consciousness and inspiration, but if instead the energy moves into 4D duality, we'll find dogma and dominance.  It is this dogma and dominance that has fueled the Patriarchy on this planet, oppressing the spirit of both men and women, and creating harm to all sentient beings including the planet herself.  This is often acted out in 3D through religious structures that say one can only be a good person if one follows that religion's particular set of rules and buys into its belief system.  (We all know how many wars have been started on the planet under the umbrella of one religion or the other.)


The 8D/4D relationship is similar to the distinction of power vs force that David Hawkins makes in his book of the same name.  Hawkins defines power as being connected to Divine presence or Consciousness, which allows us access to our full potential vs. force, which keeps us disconnected and vulnerable to being controlled.  This results in our being dominated by or dominating others.  Clearly power, in Hawkins definition, has a very high vibrational frequency, and force has a much lower one. (4D muck if you will.)


I've been reading Sue Monk Kidd's "Dance of the Dissident Daughter," a book about her personal awakening that allowed her to break free of patriarchal consciousness.  This was written over 15 years ago, but while I had heard the title and I love Monk Kidd's novels, I was never called to read this. As I'm reading the book, I'm realizing why I hadn't been called to read it before.  The journey she writes about is a journey I had been privileged to take many years before that book was written.  I had broken out of patriarchal consciousness in my 20's and had instinctively embraced the Divine Feminine.   My adult life flowed well from there and so I was not compelled to read about her particular awakening, which has inspired many other women to get free and connect with that beautiful, wise powerful Feminine within.


Unlike Monk Kidd, I had thankfully not been raised in a faith tradition that had any hold on me.  I broke away from standard religious thought in my teen years and had a natural aversion to all organized male-dominated religions.  Despite my childhood awareness that orthodox Jewish men gathered each morning and in their prayer thanked "God" they were not born a woman, that just seemed so absurd to me, I never gave it any credence.  My ongoing joke when I think my husband  speaks or behaves in a way that has vestiges of unevolved male energy is for me to say (with all sincerity I might add)  "Thank Goddess I wasn't born a man."  Which typically gets us both laughing.


BUT now, this is a perfect book for me.  As I'm studying and teaching about becoming a multidimensional human, and understanding more about how patriarchal religions conspire with 4th dimensional forces to keep humankind disempowered and disconnected, this book is a reminder of how important it is that we navigate 4D in such a way that we have access to 8D consciousness. It is this access that gives us the power to shift 
the very structures that hold these negative thought forms together.


The patriarchy is lodged in 4D archetypes such as God, Yahweh, and Zeus. Jesus and Buddha are also represented in 4D in their lower vibrational forms as are other enlightened masters of all traditions;  they've all had their teachings distorted in 4D.   These are not archetypes that hold the energy of Divine Mind or 8D consciousness.  Rather they are symbols that have lodged in our psyches to create a grave imbalance on Planet Earth.  This imbalance has disconnected all women and men from wholeness, and has therefore promoted untold harm.  Perhaps it was developmentally necessary to get us to this point, (this I'm not sure of) but without question, it is time to fully disengage these patriarchal forces and give rise to the collective sacred union of the Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine which will restore peace and balance and consciousness on our planet.   This happens through directly accessing 8D.


To live on that 9D vertical access that Hand Clow speaks of, we need to live with authenticity.  This is impossible unless we are free from numerous belief systems that have kept us in a collective trance.  This collective trance is directly linked with distortions in 4D consciousness.  When we break through this, we have automatic access to 8D.  In her writing on the 8th dimension, Hand Clow uses a pyramid model to show how we are held "prisoners" to jobs, relationships or other lifestyle choices that don't affirm or empower us.  Essentially the power elite operate the pyramid and keep themselves at the top.  But they can only maintain this if everyone underneath plays the game.  A pyramid is only as strong as its foundation.  If those masses of us on the lower tiers of the pyramid refuse to play, the disempowering, dysfunctional structure will topple, or as she says "the pyramid will collapse." 

We have to wake up in order to realize that we have the power to "refuse to play."  We have to look within our own psyches, find those dysfunctional beliefs and transform them.  We each have to be willing to risk breaking free from conventional wisdom and living life from our inner awareness, not from cultural norms or rules.  While I know from experience, this is hugely satisfying, I also understand that it is very scary to walk away from 5000 plus years of so-called "tradition."


But just think of what a great party it will be to stand back and watch that old pyramid just collapse before our eyes, knowing that we can hold loving, positive 8D visions of what will replace it.  So "gather 'round people", it's time!  I can hear those stones beginning to rumble...





 

Plugging Ourselves into 8D Co-Creativity

True Co-creation occurs when we are able to plug our consciousness into the frequency of the eighth dimension. This is a way that we can live more multidimensionally on the 9D axis, and in fact, create blessings and deep transformation for ourselves and for our world.  Divine Mind and Divine Order reside in the 8th Dimension, and the more we understand how to access this 8D part of our self, the more powerfully we can connect with these aspects of the Divine.

Next to 9D, the eighth dimension has the fastest vibration and thus the highest frequency.   An easy way to understand multidimensional frequency and vibration is to imagine a piano lying on its side so that the keyboard is vertical instead of horizontal.  This is one gigantic imaginary piano -- its lowest note is in the Earth's iron crystal core, and its highest note is at Galactic Center.  If you have ever looked inside a piano, you know that sound is created when you depress one of the keys by vibrating the wires that key is connected to.  The lower notes vibrate the wires very slowly and the high notes, very quickly.  So it is with the resonance of the dimensions.  The energy of the lower dimensions vibrate very slowly and create dense materiality (the molecules are closer together).  If you start at 1D and go up the 9D axis, each dimension is one octave higher than the one below, and just like the piano, the speed of vibration doubles with each octave, and so with each dimension, the molecules become twice as far apart as the dimension just below it.  By the time you get to 8D, you have a frequency that is vibrating outside of our ability to hear it with the human ear.  It has turned invisible as well, but scientifically can be identified as light.  The molecules are so far apart that form of any kind is indiscernible to us.

However, the frequencies of those imaginary piano notes, or in this case, of the dimensions, not only exist outside of us from a 3D perspective, but in us as well.  8D is an invisible frequency because its light travels so quickly.   Hand Clow uses the example of mystics being "blinded by the light" to describe the nature of light in 8D.  We can't see it with our eyes; we can only perceive it with our inner senses.  Science is theorizing and getting close to proving that light in 7D - 9D travels 3 times as fast as light in our dimension.  Hand Clow also explains that our minds are receiving devices for all of this.  To use her phrase from Alchemy of Nine Dimensions, we have the ability for our brains to be "vertical axis radios." (p. 128), meaning that we can connect with all of the dimensions by tuning into their frequencies. 

This is an amazing gift.  When we take in those frequencies, we take the dimensions into ourselves.  This means we are able to expand our awareness to hold 8D consciousness within our psyches.  As we do this, we have direct access to Co-creation, which is about internalizing and harmonizing with the Divine Mind energy from 8D.  This is where synchronicity and manifestation abilities originate as well.  In order to consciously receive 8D frequency, we have to slow down.   We have to learn to tune into both our breath, and our physical responses to energy.  As Hand Clow notes, the only way to connect with 8D is to experience it kinesthetically because we do not have the physiology to externally hear or see it.

This goes back to my image that we can become multi-dimensional tuning forks.  The more we allow this to unfold within us, the more available the multidimensional codes in our DNA become.

What would this feel like, sound like and look like in our lives? 

The most dramatic experience I had with this occurred for me several decades ago when I was in my late 20's.  I was reading The Autobiography of a Yogi by Yogananda, and doing yoga daily.  I lived alone and worked for myself.  Not needing much money to live on, I had a lot of time and space in my life to be quiet and to tune in as my consciousness was shifting.  One evening, I had what has remained the most profound experience of my life.  I was standing in my apartment looking out at the sky and the full moon, and suddenly my psyche began to open.  I could visually see the veils of maya before me and simultaneously I was aware that I was not developed enough, had not worked through enough of my ego wounding, to handle all that was happening.  I asked it to stop.  It did, but emotionally something phenomenally wonderful occurred.  I found myself on my knees, weeping.  And I knew I was experiencing what the Christians have labelled "grace."  Among the many amazing parts of that experience, one was that I had been brought up as a secular Jew without much spiritual education, and had never been taught anything about "grace."  And yet, the word came loud and clear as I was experiencing it.  I knew exactly what was happening. 

This experience changed my whole life.  I call it a conversionary experience not because I converted to any religion, but because I experienced the Divine within me.  My teenage Atheism, which was hanging by a thread at that point in my life, totally dissolved.  This was a direct experience with the Divine.   From that moment on I knew this Loving Force existed in the Universe and it was ultimately accessible to us all.  From then on, I lived my life from that perspective, and it has been filled with amazingly blessings.

For almost a year after that, I lived almost totally in synchronicity.  I consistently felt the ongoing availability of a perfect universe.  While in retrospect, most of us can see that all that has happened to us has always been in Divine Order, my experience during that year was crystal clear.  Looked at multidimensionally, I had spontaneously accessed 8D and was able to live from 8D awareness.  While the ability has remained with me, after that first year it began to blend more into my daily consciousness, and so felt less dramatic.

This is a long blog, and while I have much more to say on this, I will save it for later blogs and for my teachings.  The main point of this is to say to each and everyone of you, notice when 8D is activated within, and notice when it is not.  If you are not in its flow, take some time to consciously breathe, go into your heart and call it in.

And since we are nearing the end of the Mayan calendar, time (illusion though it ultimately is) is of the essence, so you might want to hurry it up a bit...