Friday, August 24, 2012

Talking to our DNA

In preparing for the 2-day multidimensional journey workshop I was offering, I decided that I needed to include a meditation where participants could talk to their cells/to their DNA and find out what was going on there.  This would give them a tool to assess and understand where they were in the Ascension process.  Of course this meant that if I was going to teach this, I had to talk to the DNA in my own cells first.  This happened surprisingly easily for me:  I was doing my morning journaling, wrote down this thought as it came to me, and the next thing I knew, I was taking a deep centering breath and my awareness entered the DNA within my cells.

Before I share what my DNA told me, I want to backtrack a bit.  Remember there are two things (at least) going on with our DNA that are relevant for the evolutionary leap occurring in us.  First, we are born with 12 strands of DNA, but scientists have believed that 10 of the 12 strands are "junk" DNA.  (Yep no doubt the same "scientist-thinking" that says if an earthquake occurs on one side of the planet, and then another occurs on the other side within a short period of time, they have nothing to do with each other.) So somehow these folks in the molecular biology community actually believe(d) that a huge percentage of our genes are, get this, "useless."

At any rate, it was the Pleiadean channeling of Barbara Marciniak in her book Bringers of the Dawn where I first learned of this "scientific" belief.  Simultaneously she presented the theory that we had only been using 2 strands of our DNA as part of what I refer to as our de-evolution.  As we were beginning individually and collectively to reverse this process, the other 10 strands of DNA were beginning to activate.

The second relevance to checking in to the DNA in our cells, is that Ascension is about speeding up at a cellular level until our cells are vibrating at the same frequency of the 5th dimension.  So being able to connect intuitively and directly with that process within us gives us important information.

This is the information I received from my cells about the activation of my own DNA:

We are expanding more and more.  We are opening, like a flower… we do this slowly so that your body can assimilate the changes.  The seesaw effect you feel is from the process of integration… you are still operating on 3D Earth.  We become activated and then we wait… and once you have that assimilated, we become activated a little more.  Your body is so used to living in 3D, that the shift is very difficult for it.  It doesn’t know how to stay grounded and at the same time operate at a faster frequency, although it is learning.”

"Aha", I thought, of course this is why we are experiencing what I've been calling the "seesaw" effect, and that certainly allowed me to relax more about it it.  Then I asked:

Is there anything I can do to help this process?”

The merkaba and DNA meditations are helping.  Keep noticing and asking for easy assimilation.  Take the time and space you needThe idea that there is a rush or even an urgency is a 3D perception.  Everything happens in accordance with Divine Plan.

Oh, yeah, yeah.  There's the dumb Divine Plan again.  Well that's my 3D response.  The other was great relief in the reminder that what felt like a lot of 3D time in my own evolution, was, of course, an illusion. 

“Is there anything else you want to tell me?”  

There is fear of bliss… for you, it is the ‘too-good-to-be-true belief.' This slows down your frequency, as does all fear.

So is this relevant for you brother/sister Earthlings?  Could the DNA in your cells also go through an activation and then have to stop and integrate.  I think it is likely.  Are you imposing your own linear time expectations and thinking that this should be going faster? I'll have to wait to hear from you all on that one.  But it is a normal response of our 3D minds.

And then that all important question which ties in too with the last blog I posted:  "Are you ready to release your suffering?"  in whatever way that needs to happen for you? Remember challenge is not the same as suffering.  All the dimensions are expanding, and to expand we have to grow, and growth often comes with challenge.  BUT, challenge does not have to lead to suffering.  It is perceptual... from my 3D assemblage point of view, a challenge might be hugely painful.  But from my 5D consciousness it simply is -- there's no pain, only experience, only sensation, only emotion. And one doesn't have to suffer with emotion... we just need to learn to feel it fully without judgement and love ourselves through this process.

For me, it is the too-good-to-be-true idea that keeps me from stepping fully into bliss, (Oh yes, and the belief my cells didn't need to tell me:  "why should I be in bliss when there is so much suffering around me?")  For you it could be any number of things.  I do encourage you to ponder this, to write about this, to talk to your own cells. Make that cell "phone" call and put out an intent for a good connection.  

But as you do, watch out!  Some of that old junk in there might be giving you surprising insights.

And with that, I leave you for another week to hopefully rejoice in the beauty of our planet, and in all of creation:  especially that creation that is called "you."  (which of course is "me", and "us" and oh yes... we know all that........) 


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Monday, August 13, 2012

Oh No! Not Bliss again!

I'm still fired up about the idea that being 5th dimensional is our natural state.  This truth is lodged in my cells and feels as palpable to me as the blood flowing through my veins.  I think when this awareness truly sinks in for us, we can no longer go about living the life we have been living, worrying about the things we have been worrying about.

Or can we?  Or do I?

My experience is that the seesaw effect is still going on.  Our minds are programmed in 3D, as are our survival beliefs, so we don't let go of all of that easily.  My life flows better and better the more I awaken and since I started awakening fairly early in this incarnation, I've had 3-1/2 decades of amazing ease.  But that doesn't mean I still don't get caught or stuck in polarity on occasion.  It is frustrating and confusing, but perhaps an important part of the process.  (Hmmm is that one of those archaic, dysfunctional 3D beliefs like "if it's not hard it doesn't count?"  Didn't I write a whole chapter about how to identify and shift those beliefs in my book Empowering the Spirit?)

And then there's all the collective resistance to this bliss stuff, to getting back to the Paradise frequency that takes us out of struggle and well, into bliss.  I just saw some information that we are going from the Electronic Information Age, to the Creator Age, which is just another way of saying what we've all heard in a million other ways:  "thoughts create"  "we create our reality."  Science is even able to back this up now.  So really, what is the problem?  Why not just take a deep breath, release the old beliefs and pain and let Ascension happen?

I believe it comes down to the phrase I intend to start my workshop next week off with: "What humans are most attached to is our suffering."  It's a quote (or paraphrase) from G. I. Gurdjiieff, that odd Russian metaphysical philosopher who wrote the book "Meetings with Remarkable Men" back in the early 60's (and who I think included a woman, but in looking at the table of contents on Amazon, I don't see this.)  I read this book close to 40 years ago, so it is difficult to say what my memory has extracted that is literal vs what is symbolic, but this phrase has never left me, and the wisdom of it appears to strengthen the more I develop.

One of the ways we stay stuck in suffering is through a somewhat popular misconception that if we believe we can reach a state of ongoing Bliss, we not honoring our humanness and are likely to be light-polarized and trying to by-pass our emotional wounding.   By light-polarized, I mean we have a fear or inability to see and own our shadow and the collective Shadow.  But it is misconceptions like that keeps us locked in suffering.  Of course we need to own and integrate the Shadow... that's an essential part of the Ascension process because you can't navigate through 4D without doing this.  And you can't make it through 4D if you are in denial or in reactivity to old emotional wounding.  But once you have done enough emotional healing and integration of the shadow, you can move through 4D... then kazaam -- there is no polarity and therefore no shadow. Light and Dark in whatever form they exist in 5D are just different reflections of the same substance we call God.  Now c'mon brother/sister Earthlings, we've all been working at owning and integrating our shadow and healing our emotional wounds.  Let's just breath deeply and Ascend.

Then there is the argument that arises:  how can we see all the suffering on our 3D Earth and not do something about it?  Now my mind thinks this is a good question.  I think the answer though depends on which assemblage point we look out from.  From our 3D perspective, we must engage in activities to confront the issues directly.  That would be fine if they worked.  I'm concerned about polluting the planet, so I recycle and use cloth bags and napkins, generate some electricity through our solar panels and try to minimize my use of gasoline and buy only necessary goods, that kind of thing.  But the reality is that my efforts, even if everyone else got on board, will not save us from global warming and the devastation of climate change.  Maybe if humans had caught on in the 60's when we first tried to warn them, but at this point, it is highly unlikely we are going to change the 3D devastation.  Still, when I operate out of 3D, my ego can feel good that I'm doing something it deems positive.  And in this 3D consciousness, I can worry about all of the floods and droughts and storms and feel very concerned indeed, and my ego can laud me for being a "good person."

But if I look out of my 5D eyes, I see that we are beyond 3D solutions.  And I see the frequency of the planet and of many of us on the planet, is changing.  I'm not going to stop my environmental stewardship, but the most effective thing I can do to really help humanity is to consistently plug in the "love frequency."  (Which still doesn't give me a right to trash our beautiful planet but not because I'm going to save our 3D world, only because to honor the planet is to live in a loving way.)

As we ascend onto the New Earth, does all the devastation magically disappear?  Now what was that again?  Oh yeah, "Thoughts create."  But there are time when my thoughts get nervous trying to create this. You know all those years we all heard about what silly idealists we were, and that at some point we would have to "grow up" and face reality.  Oh wait, they taught us there was only one reality.  Now why in the Universe would I believe anything like this when I know it is NOT TRUE?  Why don't I just take a few deep centering breaths and ...  Ascend!

We really can return to the Garden.  We really can experience reality from a place of love and grace and well-being.  We can heal our wounds and reclaim our planet and stop wars and abuse and keep our hearts consistently and magnificently open if only we empower those visions and quiet our very insane 3-D minds.

So altogether now:  BREATHE DEEPLY, and once more, BREATHE REALLY DEEPLY, and yet another time, take that deep centering BREATH and at the count of 3 or 300 or 3000.... ASCEND!

And voila!   Here we are in (that darn) BLISS AGAIN!

Catch you in our 5D garden, dear Brother and Sister Earthlings and we are having an amazing good time!

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Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Spinning Ourselves "back" to The Garden

My lapse in regularity has made my re-entry to interesting.  It keeps changing its structure so there's a slight learning curve.  But so be it.  Everything is changing its structure.

Although I've suggested this before, this time it looks like I'm headed back to regular blogging.  My book, Empowering the Spirit:  A Process to Activate Your Soul Potential , first published in 2005, is now available on Kindle.  This reediting and re-formatting has been a 9-month process and now my time and focus are freed up enormously.

I am also almost finished with this season's workshop offerings, (there's information at the end of this blog entry about my upcoming 2-day workshop "Taking the Next Evolutionary Step:  A Multidimensional Journey to Shift Your Assemblage Point and Your Life," should you be interested,) and I do not plan to offer more until Spring.  Thus, my energies are fully available for new writing and I expect this blog will return to its earlier frequency.  Well at a higher frequency of course, since my development like all of yours, is accelerating quickly.

So, you may wonder, what have I been learning about my own multidimensional nature (and therefore our multidimensional nature) that I'm feeling compelled to share?  Well the insight I feel most Called to re-begin this blog with is this:  It is our nature, our natural state of being, to be 5th dimensional, not 3rd dimensional.  I have come to understand that we were 5th Dimensional beings in the first place.

We came to this planet from the star system that held this 5D frequency and we created amazing civilizations.  (Many of us also held 6D and 8D frequencies, but our biological structure was most aligned with the beings of 5D)  There are stories that say we mated with beings already here.  I have no idea about that.  But I know, because I can feel it in every fiber of my being, that after this initial "golden age" if you will, we went through a descension process on this planet.  I believe this is the biblical Fall... and it was not Eve's fault (but that's another blog.)

As we descended, we moved into duality. I think this occurred due to a series of choices we made collectively, agreeing perhaps to be part of this very interesting experience or experiment.  Of course, as you students of the vertical dimensions know, the 4th dimension is where the Light splits and polarity emerges.  Since the 4th dimension does not carry the frequency of embodiment, in order to keep our biological bodies, we descended further into 3D, the other polarized dimension.

As dynamic and dramatic as polarity might be, with it came attachment to the Light or the Dark, the yin or the yang, making wholeness impossible and propelling us to an even slower frequency.  Our cells became denser and denser and the vast majority of human life on planet Earth became stuck in this dysfunctional duality of operating physically in a dense 3D energy field, while being at the mercy of the emotional and archetypal whims of some of the darker 4D forces.  Wars and bloodshed became became the norm.  Harming each other began to take precedence over loving each other.  The more we were wounded, the more our heart chakra closed and the less access we had to our loving origins.

We are now at the agreed upon time to reverse this process.  (Could this be our Collective Plan B?)  We are both preparing for and in the process of Ascension.  We are becoming more and more skilled at healing our old wounds and navigating through this polarity.  We are opening codes within our cells to help us in this process.  We are also activating our merkaba to provide us with the vehicle for this remarkable journey.

It has been through meditating with and pondering the merkaba, that I have realized that 5D is our natural state.  The merkaba, (mer means light/ ka means Spirit/ ba means body) is an energy configuration that is a star tetrahedron, a 3 dimensional Star of David. It is made of light and the triangles are counter-rotating, so the top one is spinning in one direction and the bottom in another.  The picture below will give you a good idea of what I mean.

We all have the potential to activate this configuration in our own energy field.  When we do, the merkaba, which is also translated from the Hebrew to mean "chariot," becomes the vehicle to propel our biological bodies into the 5th dimension.  It is a part of our energy field in the same way that our chakras are.  And like the chakras, to function correctly, it must be spinning at a certain frequency.

Drunvalo Melchizedek believes that we almost lost the capacity to do this.  He says that the whole energetic configuration of the merkaba had almost been extinguished in the consciousness of humanity. Until recently that is.  But now it has a very strong hold.  More and more of us are reconnecting with our merkabas whether consciously or unconsciously. This field that surrounds us is becoming more and more functional.

While I have read that our base chakra is in the midpoint of this configuration, I don't think this is correct.  I think it is our heart chakra.  It is our heart energy that spins the merkaba. The more we open our hearts, the faster our cellular structure vibrates, which in turn activates our merkaba and transports us into the 5th dimension.  Just as the heart chakra is the center and the core of our physical chakras, the 5th dimension is the center and the core of the dimensional frequency we carry as 9D humans.  It will be from this dimension that we create the New Earth we have hoped for and dreamed of for so long.

And so Brother/Sister Earthings, there you have it.  This is what we are remembering.  This is what we are Re-Membering.  This is the center or the core of who we are.  We are the Creators;  We are vehicles for unconditional Love;  We are One with all that is.  So keep those merkabas spinning us all into the emerging consciousness.

Until We blog again, you are all in my heart, which is also your heart, and may those hearts feel lighter and lighter with each passing day.

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Hmmm.  I'm new at this uploading, so the image is much bigger than anticipated, but since the photo and graphics were done by my oldest daughter, Rhiannon, this big image gets my "proud mama thing" going.