And Yet Another Portal Opens, Bringing Some Soul-Searching Questions

On 11/11 (at 11:11), I attended a pipe ceremony led by Ruby Falconer up on the deck of our Spirit Temple in the Isis Cove community where I live.  We carried the intent to activate yet a deeper level of awakening for our planet.  Ruby has been carrying this Blue Star pipe since the 11/11/11 portal and as she spoke of this anniversary, she also pointed out that 11/11/2011 was an "8" day, and this year, 11/11/2012 falls on a "9" day, the number of completion.  That immediately resonated with me.

I began connecting to the 11:11 consciousness at the Harmonic Convergence held in August of 1987.  The Harmonic Convergence was the first synchronized meditation to collectively welcome a new awakening for planet Earth and thus was the first large portal to bring in the multidimensional consciousness which supports this next evolutionary step for us Earthlings and prepares us for 12/21/12. (I'm sure you've noticed, this is right around the corner.)

That was 25 years ago.  My children were little, my youngest not even a year old.  My husband and I put together a make-shift ceremony for our family at dusk, creating a circle in our yard and sending out prayers for Mother Earth.  At one point, my 4-year-old daughter ran into the family room and returned with a large toy ball decorated with a map of the planet which she was placed in the center of our circle, intuitively helping to create the new "awakened" energy grid which should fully surround our planet by Winter Solstice of this year.

Now, we have arrived at this latest and perhaps last transformative 11:11 portal.  It is the largest thus far, since each successive portal since the Convergence expands exponentially in terms of the amount of higher consciousness it ushers in.  We still have the 12/12 portal and 12/21 portal this year, which interestingly are both "11" days, but the vibration for the 11:11 is completing.  Now we will be called on to integrate all of the awareness we have experienced in the last 25 years and help all beings who wish to, step into the frequency that corresponds to our ascension into the 5D consciousness of New Earth.

I got pretty excited when I thought about that.  While yes, we are still stuck in aspects of 3D polarity, 25 years ago we didn't even understand what we were stuck in. There has been progress. And as Ruby pointed out to me later, 12/12/12 and 12/21/12 are a series of 1 + 2 which of course equals 3.  This represents the "resolution of duality, the third thing."  And the only place we can go with this resolution is out of "polarity" consciousness and into the Unity consciousness of 5D.

A few days ago, while still in this 11:11 window,  John Horneker came to the Cove to speak about Ascension and the New Earth to a group of us at Anyaa McAndrew's Full Moon Sanctuary.  John and I have had a fair number of conversations on this topic, but when I sat in a group listening to him, something connected for me in a new way.

What became most significant was the idea that we really do have to “choose” whether we are willing to release all known attachments if we are going to ride this Ascension wave, at least the early ones. (There may be several waves.) John’s belief is that when we ascend into 5D, we have a whole new planet, whole new structures.  He did say we would be creating with visualization, so ha, I could just create my house for example.  But not likely I could create say, all those great restaurants in nearby Asheville. So clearly, I've been pondering just what my attachments are.  And what it may mean to me if 3D no longer exists on our planet.

I don’t know if it’s my denial or if I’m tuning in differently, but I don’t think the outer change will be that drastic. I see a gradual outer change based on our frequency change (we all agree that ascension is a frequency chage.)  BUT, for instance, how can one keep having our energy company in 5D?  Our banks in 5D?  Our hospitals in 5D?  And why would we want to?  How about this new edition of my Empowering the Spirit book I’m hoping to release in the next month or so?  Why should I bother?  (Well I suppose if there are waves of ascension, then there is a good reason for getting the book out in that form to help others along.)  What about our social security checks and my husband's pension check which allows me the luxury of sitting here writing this blog.  That seems to make no sense in 5D.

This all brings me to main attachment:  my comfortable life.  Unlike many on the planet, I’m content. I’m living the life I want.  Am I ready to wake up in a whole new reality?  Am I ready to have that world based on peace and love that we’ve been putting out to the Universe all these years?  

I feel I’m being called to a deeper level of soul searching here, and perhaps you are too.  On one hand, sure, “bring it on.”  I’ll adjust.  And maybe adjusting in 5D is much easier than adjusting in 3D.  I know that what really brings joy is connecting with our Oneness; connecting with unconditional love.  So it’s a no brainer.  BUT I still have an ego structure.  Will it step in and interfere?  Does it need more preparation? Will it say “hell no, I’m not going to go?  I can’t give up all those yummy restaurants and sipping wine and going to the playground with my grandson and my beautiful mountain home and maybe even my husband.  And what about my kids… are they all on board the 5D train?"

So these are the questions that arise for me as I drop into the energy this latest 11:11 portal.  My Spirit longs for moving ever-closer to Source, while my ego still holds its old agenda. Perhaps the resolution will be spontaneous as we move through the 12/12 and 12/21 portals.  Perhaps my ego will gently go into surrender because the Call for my Spirit is so intense.  That will be lovely.  But just in case, Sister and Brother Earthlings, you might want to ponder what attachments still remain in your life.  And remember, just beam them unconditional love and enjoy the ride.  

Wishing you all a yummy and love-filled Thanksgiving.  
(hmmm... will we still be eating in 5D?  Oh please don't make me give up food....)

"Dress up" in your Light Body for Halloween

Today's blog is about our Light Body and how to keep it buzzing.  This is not to be confused with Buzz Lightyear, the superhero action figure from Toy Story, who my 3-year old grandson is dressing up as for Halloween.  As Bodhi clearly explains, Buzz Lightyear's mantra is "To Infinity and Beyond!"  (It's rather important to spread both arms out wide when stating this.)  Now that I think about it, that's pretty similar to the capability of our Light Bodies:  "To 5D and Beyond!"   Not quite as grand as Infinity perhaps, but more descriptive of our current journey.

When I first began to teach and write about our multidimensional potential, I would talk about our Ka body much the same as I now talk about the Light Body. They, of course, are connected;  one coming from our 6D self and the other moving us into the frequency of 5D (and beyond.)  The Ka body is our ideal energetic blue print.  It is our unique sacred geometric energy pattern that resides in the 6th dimension, and then replicates, (when we are open to it,) in 3D.  When I'm connected with my Ka, it feels similar to being in my light body:  I have a profound sense of peace and well-being.  My Ka body though seems more connected to feeling totally myself, aligned with my internal power, whereas my Light Body feels as if all my cells are getting massaged by healing light, and there is not much awareness of my more limited 3D body.  I'm most connected to my Light Body when I'm drifting off to sleep or waking up in the morning.  Perhaps my ka needs to be in for me to fully experience this... but I'm thinking one doesn't have to vibrate as quickly as the 6D frequency of the ka body to experience our Light Bodies... they are available to us as soon as we get to 5D frequency.

Hopefully it will not have you yawning when I say, yet again, that this evolutionary process we're in is all about speeding up the vibratory rate of our cells which syncs us with higher dimensional frequency.  As we speed up our cells, we become more light... it's just simple not-yet-fully accepted physics:   Enlightenment occurs as we speed up at the cellular level, which propels us into the higher dimensions.  We are no longer limited to the density that holds us hostage in the solidity of 3D.  We have the ability to be our own super-heros and heroines, and live in a reality without limitation. 

To operate out of our Light Bodies, one cannot skip the 4th dimension.  Those of you who have attended my workshops know that I emphasize techniques for navigating 4D, the most important of which is to recognize all your Shadow areas and learn to love yourself anyway.  Once you are able to do this, you can then integrate your shadow which allows you to hold the polarities of 4D without getting stuck at one pole or the other.   Not only does this help us all stay out of the unhealthy drama on an individual level, but it helps us heal the polarity consciousness that is currently so operative in 3D.

 As I was pondering what I wanted to write about our Light Bodies, I "randomly" (okay synchronistically) pulled up a Suzanne Lie meditation from You Tube on the Arcturian Divine Matrix, which turned out to be all about our Light Body.  It was a reminder to hold the awareness that we are Light.  To connect with our Light consciously so that we may, in turn connect with the Light of everyone.  BUT there was something more.  Since we are in the process of "downloading" these Light Bodies, Suzanne's guides remind us that like a computer that is downloading a new operating system, we often find that we cannot do much else for a while.  

You might find yourself unusually tired.  You might feel a need to retreat from your normal activities and give yourself the space to download this evolutionary energy in a way that will not crash your "computer".  Pay attention to your inner wisdom so that you know what you need during the intensity of the change we are all in.

Another synchronicity about our Light Bodies is that both my oldest daughter and my husband recently reread, The Celestine Prophesy.  James Redfield consistently shows us that we are Light and that we have the ability to just follow the "glow" to stay on our paths.  This book has sold millions of copies over the last 15 or so years.  This is not information provided to just a select few!

So Brother/Sister Earthlings, how is your life going these days as you are being nudged by the Universe to get off this 3D hamster wheel, integrate your shadow, and arrive at the frequency of the 5th dimension? Are you taking good care of yourself?  Have you stayed in the awareness that this is a MAJOR physical as well as emotional and spiritual shift?  Have you pondered what you need to do to keep your Light Body buzzing?

As we approach Halloween when the veils between the worlds naturally thin, practice putting on your Light Body.  It might feel like a costume at first, but before you know it, it will become your true physical being.

No trick here... just a real treat as we open our hearts, step out of the 3D masquarade, and become the beautiful beings we have always been meant to be.

Sending you love and blessings and from my Light Body to Yours.
Judith

Our Celestial Balancing Act

The Fall Equinox is upon us.  It has caused me to pause and ponder, just what happens at this time when the light and the dark is in perfect balance?  And how does this all connect with our ability to access our multidimensional nature?

The Solstices and Equinox's are portals that are provided to us on Planet Earth through celestial alignments.  It's a gift we are given 4 times a year, a gift which most of us either forget to open, or don't know what to do with when we do.  These are the days that star consciousness becomes more available to us.  All we need to do is be quiet, go to a place of inner stillness, ask for awareness to arise within us, and pay attention. 

The image that comes for me when I go inward, is the seesaw or teeter totter of my youth where I learned in a physical way about balancing opposites.  My childhood friend and I are suddenly both suspended in air.  It is a moment of equanimity, of calm and ease.  No up. No down.  We have momentarily defied the 3D law of gravity.  We enter the space between the inhale and the exhale.  We become perfectly in the Now.

Part of the gift of the Equinox then is a heightened ability to hold all our parts in perfect balance, just for a moment.  We actually enter the center of the fulcrum with Light on the one end and Dark on the other.  We get to experience the perfect balance of light and dark on this fulcrum, and to feel what this balance is within us.  You may want to take a moment and go within.  For me, when I do, I find a profound peace.  No need to push or strive.  It feels like everything is contained in inner stillness;  a stillness which holds both a contented fullness and a fertile spaciousness.  This spaciousness is waiting to be filled with some new variation on the themes of my life.

We have been trained in our society to avoid these moments of stillness.  We are trained to stay busy and believe that whatever we produce from this busyness is what will contribute to our sense of well-being.  We have been conditioned away from receiving the amazing blessings that our natural cycles can bring us.  And it is this training, this conditioning, that we release as we awaken.

The moment of the Fall Equinox allows us to move into readiness for the annual shift into our yin nature.  From now until the momentous Winter Solstice of 2012, the sun's light gradually diminishes and the reflective light from the moon gradually grows.  This is the Quarter to keep going inside ourselves, to search thoroughly through the different regions of our souls.

As we enter the cycle of less "doing" and more "being," we get to spend more time in the Stillness, in the center of our inner fulcrum.  It is from here we can feel our multidimensional nature as it stretches before us and behind us along the time line of our soul, as it extends below us and above us to access the levels of consciousness we can embody from all 9 vertical dimensions:  from 1D in the Earth's iron crystal core to 9D at Galactic Center.  And most importantly, it is from here that we can truly listen to our heart as it opens us to greater awareness so that we can more fully live from the higher dimensional perspective that is our birthright.

And so sister/brother Earthlings, enjoy this special day, celebrate, do ritual, give yourself the space to enter that perfect Stillness and as you journey from the Equinox to the Solstice, remember to take the time to look deep within, to see your areas of imbalance, to notice where you are well-developed and less-developed, and to remember to beam unconditional love to all you discover.  And when you find yourself in the ups and downs of life, do your best to enjoy the ride.

Much love and blessings to you all,
Judith

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In 5D Training: The Seats are Good and the View is Great

Last week I thought my next blog would be on time travel and the time travel experiments that are just coming to light.  I had begun to put some information together which didn't fit into the last entry, so I saved it.  But true to time in these times, last week was 100 years ago, and what is speaking to me today is quite different.

For those of you who didn't read my last blog, I spoke of the coming intersecting of 3D and 5D timelines.  Since we all have a choice of which timeline to travel, it seemed to me it was like riding two different trains whose estimated time of convergence is 12/21/12.  After they momentarily come together, they begin heading in very different directions.  This convergence will create a great opportunity for us Earthlings on the planet. It promises to give all of us a glimpse of 5D and therefore an opportunity to jump off the 3D train, which certainly looks to be heading for disaster, and to board the 5D one that brings us to higher consciousness and the New Earth. Much of my work and writing these days is focused on helping people understand and feel empowered to open their hearts which is where the 5D train ticket is found.

Of course, I'm paying attention to how this is showing up in my personal process as well.  This week I seem to be zooming on the 5D frequency and except for a few slips, to be there more consistently than usual. I offered a visualization on my Empowering the Spirit blog (http://empoweringthespirit.blogspot.com/)
about how to hold our perfectly imperfect selves and others in our hearts, and I've been well-tested and well-rewarded as the week has gone on.  

When anything or anyone activates an unpleasant emotion in me, I really pay attention.  This is my signal that I have to go inward, find out what is getting triggered, decide if it calls for action or expression and then hold all parties involved, myself included of course, in love.  It is essentially the process of releasing and releasing and releasing our 3D egos which whether puffed up or deflated, never bring peace and well-being.  I was presented with many trigger areas this week, and found that with barely any effort at all, I was (mostly) able to hang onto my 5D seat. 

Simultaneously I was presented with numerous and many unexpected blessings, as well as wonderful synchronicities to support my travels.  It is not so much that I am learning new lessons, but rather old lessons seem to be happening at much more intense velocities and I'm dealing with them in the blink of an eye.  

In truth, I've been riding the 5D train frequently over the last decade or so, as I'm sure have many of you.  But again, the velocity is shifting. It feels as if what was a locomotive has transformed into high speed rail: suddenly I'm riding the hover train.

As I'm learning more about this ride, I'm learning more about my 5th-dimensional self.  When I'm a passenger on the 5D train, I am vibrating in unity, in harmony with this 5D part of myself.  When there have been bumps that have knocked me back to 3D, she has reached over to the 3D timeline and pulled me back into her enormous heart.  When this happens I see that I've actually stepped into her, I've become her. Do I look different than in my 3D version?  Not really, not at this point.  But I carry a different quality of being.  I stay relaxed and compassionate no matter what arises.  I see the humor and I see the grace.  There is no striving in my 5D world, simply allowing.  And as I roll along, I can enjoy the spectacular views.  5D perception is very beautiful indeed.

How has your ride been of late?  If your 5D self showed up at the door of your perception, how would you recognize him or her?  You might want to take some deep centering breaths and call that part of you in.  Feel your cells begin to quicken while your breathing slows.  Feel your heart opening and then opening some more.  Imagine you stretch your awareness up toward Galactic Center and at a certain point in that upward movement, you click into this part 5th dimensional part of yourself.  You might notice your smaller 3D self within you.  

If there are any challenges in your life right now, notice how they look from this angle, how they fit into a larger picture that is all about supporting your well-being and the well-being of us all.  You might have to get creative if those challenges feel too big, but know that everything you are experiencing, every stresser and every blessing is all part of aiding you in your development and supporting your ability to get on and stay on the 5D train.

So brother and sister Earthlings, for some of you, it might be boot camp. For others just a way to stretch muscles you haven't used before, but the training has begun.  Don't worry if you get derailed now and again, because you are (okay, can't resist), still on track.

Sending you love and blessings on your journey.

Judith

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There's Still Time to Hop on the 5D Train

I've been trying, so far unsuccessfully and somewhat intermittently, to write this blog for the last week. Either I get side-tracked or make myself believe I need to do more research, or I find some other creative way to avoid writing this.

Part of the issue is that I'm not yet able to choose a focus.  I want to write about time... about time lines and choices and how that's connected to 12/21/12.  I also want to write about time-travel and the government experiments that even my minimal research shows has likely been going on for decades.

So is today the time to blog once again about time and its strange meanderings in both our 3D reality and in the higher dimensions which operate on a different time/space continuum? I guess it's time to  give it a whirl.

We are all familiar with linear time, that illusory experience we say is based on "reality" that let's us know if we are early or late.  We talk about what has already been and what might come to pass.  BUT we also know and have known for a while, that 3D time only exists in one dimensional frequency.  When you move out of the left hemisphere of the brain which operates 3rd dimensionally, into the right hemisphere which operates in higher dimensional time, then all time is simultaneous.  There is no solid past/present/or future but rather numerous time lines that stretch "reality" into a much more amorphous experience.  So that anything I remember is actually still occurring on some time line or another, and anything I can imagine is also occurring on one or more of the infinite time lines that can exist in the Universe or Multiverse.

Before I go on with the time line idea, I just want to mention how we are already able to operate with some ease in higher dimensional time.  It's part of our anatomy;  part of our brain.  Its the part of our brain, in fact, that I was taught was the MINOR hemisphere in my science classes in the late 50's and early 60's.  The implication being that creativity, spiritual connection, emotions and Presence were not nearly as important as logic and sequence.  But that would be another tangent.

Okay.  Back to the idea of time and time lines.  My new friend John Horneker has some pretty interesting things to say about time and 2012 in his book Quantum Transformation. He has gathered information from interviews by David Wilcox about time travel experiments, and talks about the Doctrine of the Convergent Timeline Paradox.  Whew there's a big name.  Anyway, what is most relevant to me is that it appears that 2 different timelines are converging in our 3rd dimensional reality on 12/21/12.

The first time line is the 3D timeline that we've been traveling on in our consensus reality.  It is the time line of the Old Earth and has taken us to some pretty awful places.  Despite all the natural beauty of our remarkable planet, war, destruction and domination of the Spirit have tended to be major stops on the 3D train.

The other is a 5D timeline that has come into being in the last few decades and which, should we choose and align our energy with its vibration, will take us into to the New Earth as part of the Ascension process. This timeline's train stations are quite a bit different, since its frequency matches qualities that we associate with love, harmony and Oneness. And unlike the 3D train, this one operates on energy that has no destructive and polluting attributes.  We might even call it (now don't groan) the Soul Train.

What is really cool to me is that it has been seen (I have no idea how) that not only will these timelines converge on this monumental date, but that for a short moment, higher dimensional reality will intersect with 3D reality and therefore it will become available for everyone to experience.  Those "trains" that have been heading toward each other for 20 years or so, will reach the crossroad where they merge for just an instant.   How long will will that instant be in 3D time?  Who knows?  It could be seconds, hours, days, months or more.  Is it possible that we won't notice it?  I have no answers for this all.  BUT, it gives us hope.

After the convergence, the time lines separate again, and those trains move farther and farther apart.  I feel confident those of us reading and HA, writing this blog, would like to make sure we've reserved a ticket for the 5D train because ... (sing with me if you like) that train is bound for glory -- the glory of a higher consciousness reality, the reality that so many of us have been dreaming about and preparing for.  That 3D train isn't likely to get its passengers to a very pleasant destination.  But I'm not telling you anything you don't know already.

As the timelines diverge, those trains will be moving farther and farther from one another. Looks to me like you might be able to hop from one train to the other for a while, but soon they will be too far apart.

Just what buys us a ticket for one timeline or the other?  Well the answer has to be love. The more we love, the more open our hearts, the faster our vibrational frequency and the more likely we'll be riding on the 5D line.  If we still haven't processed our fear;  if we still hold more resentment and negativity than love, the 3D line might be just our thing...  No need to worry though.  You just have to love what an interesting time we live in!

And so sister and brother Earthlings, somehow I've managed to finish this blog for today and I hold you all in my ever-expanding (and sometimes contracting) heart... and if you get on the 5D train before me, save me a seat.
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Talking to our DNA

In preparing for the 2-day multidimensional journey workshop I was offering, I decided that I needed to include a meditation where participants could talk to their cells/to their DNA and find out what was going on there.  This would give them a tool to assess and understand where they were in the Ascension process.  Of course this meant that if I was going to teach this, I had to talk to the DNA in my own cells first.  This happened surprisingly easily for me:  I was doing my morning journaling, wrote down this thought as it came to me, and the next thing I knew, I was taking a deep centering breath and my awareness entered the DNA within my cells.

Before I share what my DNA told me, I want to backtrack a bit.  Remember there are two things (at least) going on with our DNA that are relevant for the evolutionary leap occurring in us.  First, we are born with 12 strands of DNA, but scientists have believed that 10 of the 12 strands are "junk" DNA.  (Yep no doubt the same "scientist-thinking" that says if an earthquake occurs on one side of the planet, and then another occurs on the other side within a short period of time, they have nothing to do with each other.) So somehow these folks in the molecular biology community actually believe(d) that a huge percentage of our genes are, get this, "useless."

At any rate, it was the Pleiadean channeling of Barbara Marciniak in her book Bringers of the Dawn where I first learned of this "scientific" belief.  Simultaneously she presented the theory that we had only been using 2 strands of our DNA as part of what I refer to as our de-evolution.  As we were beginning individually and collectively to reverse this process, the other 10 strands of DNA were beginning to activate.

The second relevance to checking in to the DNA in our cells, is that Ascension is about speeding up at a cellular level until our cells are vibrating at the same frequency of the 5th dimension.  So being able to connect intuitively and directly with that process within us gives us important information.

This is the information I received from my cells about the activation of my own DNA:

“We are expanding more and more.  We are opening, like a flower… we do this slowly so that your body can assimilate the changes.  The seesaw effect you feel is from the process of integration… you are still operating on 3D Earth.  We become activated and then we wait… and once you have that assimilated, we become activated a little more.  Your body is so used to living in 3D, that the shift is very difficult for it.  It doesn’t know how to stay grounded and at the same time operate at a faster frequency, although it is learning.”

"Aha", I thought, of course this is why we are experiencing what I've been calling the "seesaw" effect, and that certainly allowed me to relax more about it it.  Then I asked:

Is there anything I can do to help this process?”

“The merkaba and DNA meditations are helping.  Keep noticing and asking for easy assimilation.  Take the time and space you need.  The idea that there is a rush or even an urgency is a 3D perception.  Everything happens in accordance with Divine Plan.

Oh, yeah, yeah.  There's the dumb Divine Plan again.  Well that's my 3D response.  The other was great relief in the reminder that what felt like a lot of 3D time in my own evolution, was, of course, an illusion. 

“Is there anything else you want to tell me?”  

“There is fear of bliss… for you, it is the ‘too-good-to-be-true belief.' This slows down your frequency, as does all fear.”

So is this relevant for you brother/sister Earthlings?  Could the DNA in your cells also go through an activation and then have to stop and integrate.  I think it is likely.  Are you imposing your own linear time expectations and thinking that this should be going faster? I'll have to wait to hear from you all on that one.  But it is a normal response of our 3D minds.

And then that all important question which ties in too with the last blog I posted:  "Are you ready to release your suffering?"  in whatever way that needs to happen for you? Remember challenge is not the same as suffering.  All the dimensions are expanding, and to expand we have to grow, and growth often comes with challenge.  BUT, challenge does not have to lead to suffering.  It is perceptual... from my 3D assemblage point of view, a challenge might be hugely painful.  But from my 5D consciousness it simply is -- there's no pain, only experience, only sensation, only emotion. And one doesn't have to suffer with emotion... we just need to learn to feel it fully without judgement and love ourselves through this process.

For me, it is the too-good-to-be-true idea that keeps me from stepping fully into bliss, (Oh yes, and the belief my cells didn't need to tell me:  "why should I be in bliss when there is so much suffering around me?")  For you it could be any number of things.  I do encourage you to ponder this, to write about this, to talk to your own cells. Make that cell "phone" call and put out an intent for a good connection.  

But as you do, watch out!  Some of that old junk in there might be giving you surprising insights.

And with that, I leave you for another week to hopefully rejoice in the beauty of our planet, and in all of creation:  especially that creation that is called "you."  (which of course is "me", and "us" and oh yes... we know all that........) 

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2012 and All is Well

It's here: this much prophesied and awaited year.  No weather disasters so far.  No nuclear disasters, no collapsing buildings, no comets hitting the planet.  The stock market has soared.  And while my belief for many years has been that nothing dramatic would happen externally as we enter the last phase of this portal, (which I see as having begun in earnest on 10/28/11), I still find the calm we are experiencing right now, to be interesting.  We have grown quite used to intense storms, earthquakes and the like.  Could that be on the wane? Could the worst be over?

Logically of course, that would make no sense.  We have not done what is necessary to repair the damage we Earthlings have done to our planet.  Yet, perhaps we have really reached the tipping point where our consciousness is creating a new, non-linear reality, bypassing the mechanics of physics.  Or put another way, we are creating a new, multidimensional reality that we can live in, still in human form but released from 3D limitation; a multidimensional reality where we solve our problems simply by surrounding them with the consciousness of the solution.

The energy of 2012 for me personally, has been one of going deeper inside.  It hit me like a bolt of lightening on the 31st, that it was time to take off that extra 10 lbs I've been carrying around, and that I was going to do this by going on a liver-cleanse diet. This means I have to put a lot of focus on when I eat, and how to create meals and snacks that are slightly different than normal, and make sure I get certain supplements and proscribed juices throughout the day.  Simultaneously, as 2012 rolled in, I made good on my commitment to do daily multidimensional meditations in addition to my spiritual practice.

I have no sessions scheduled and nowhere to teach this week.  I have total space for this cleansing and clearing of the old and opening to the new.  I find myself in a new place of quiet.  I'm being more mindful of not just what I eat, but about the experience of eating, so that I go more deeply into tasting the essence of this wonderful healthy food.  Since the meditations I've been doing are not very conducive to articulation, I am just sitting in the energy of them rather than trying to write about it. And while we've had an easy winter this year in Western North Carolina, since the new year the temperatures have suddenly dropped and my appreciation of watching and feeling the fire of our wood stove has concurrently risen. Our first small snow fall intensified this and the stillness of life in the depths of winter is all around me, peaceful, beautiful, slow... and helping me reconnect with the larger Stillness.

Perhaps this is what 2012 is about after-all.  As we release the concept of time, we find Stillness in these natural rhythms, in these gentle waves that correspond to the time waves of 9D or to the eternal Now. The essential energy of this Stillness is love.  When I sit in this Stillness, I experience love flowing through every cell of my body.  Any thoughts that arise from this place within me can only create that which is calm, compassionate and joyful. Realizing there are people just like me all over our beautiful planet that are sitting in the same Stillness, holding the same frequency of Divine Love, then I cease to doubt that we are creating a New Earth, that we are in the portal that will ultimately end wars and famine and cruelty and suffering; that will change all of our 3D reality.  Certainly it feels as if it is changing mine.

Planet Earth is a most amazing being, and the celestial lights that surround her are equally amazing.  She is the magnet that draws all the intelligence of those lights to her.  She has a vastness of Spirit that allows her to hold within her cells the mystery of all that is, all that was, all that may come to be. And just like our mother planet, we have the same abilities. But we need to be very quiet, we need to go deep inside, we need to keep opening our heart and our high heart ever wider.

So Brother and Sister Earthlings, join me in entering the Stillness.  Take those deep centering quiet breaths.  Let yourself release those old limited beliefs.  Release all those feelings you may have been holding from old wounds.  Release all the pressures you have put on yourself;  release those worries;  release those fears; release your ambitions.  Just for Now.  And give yourself a moment, for that's all it really takes, to go in and access that fertile Silence that resides in us all; that creative Stillness that is nothing and everything simultaneously.  And hey, should you happen to release a few unneeded pounds in the process, all the better.








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Strolling the Multidimensional Path in 3D

It dawned on me when I was pondering what I wanted to blog about, that I rarely talk about the blessings and intelligence of 3D.  Ironic, since this is the dimension that hosts our bodies and where we spend most of our waking life.  3D according to Hand Clow, is the dimension where the physical and the non-physical meet.  That's pretty magical all by itself.

Every morning I wake up to the amazing magnificence of the blue ridged Smoky Mountains. Sometimes the smoke-like fog cloaks the peaks and the mountains become invisible, only to then reappear more glorious than ever a few hours later. Whether walking or driving in my part of the world, my 3D eyes consistently feast upon the most incredible beauty and I can feel this shifting something in my energy field.  It is like I can drink in the beauty of 3D and this beauty connects me to the vibrational frequencies of the higher dimensions.

3D is the realm of our physical senses.  This world is full of sensuality:  beautiful color, shapes, texture, sweet and savory tastes, fragrances, soothing touch, pleasurable touch, sexual touch, sounds from birds and animals, from water and the wind.  A world of light and dark.  All of this has the capacity to propel us into those higher realms, but 3D is typically our access point and deserves a place of honor for that.  The cycles of nature are always with us here:  seeds are planted, stems emerge from the earth, buds form and flower, and then we can watch as it all dies away, only to come back in different form. Isn't that a perfect prototype for the journey of our souls?

The challenges of the 3rd dimension are always upon us, as our egos develop to help us navigate physical survival, and our Spirits push us to release ego and develop spiritually. Another way to look at this is that our egos develop to help us navigate in the duality of 3D, while our Spirits keep pushing us toward Oneness.  The irony is that while this can be hard and bring us much suffering if we attach to the ego polarity, it is also a hugely fun game for those of us who have done our inner work, cleared our emotional field, and have accessed both self-love and Divine love while learning to not take the goings on of this dimension too seriously.  This allows us to enjoy the dance and laugh at our awkwardness, turn the music off or put on another tune.

I'm pretty disciplined in many ways, and the purpose of that discipline is to keep me connected to Spirit and the directives of my soul, but there are days when I just want to chuck it all and indulge in 3D.  I want to give in to the petty desires of my ego and sit by the wood stove, read a good novel and sip brandy.  I want to play Spider Solitaire rather than write.  I want to do crossword puzzles rather than do yoga or meditate.

But isn't that the fun of it after all?  If I were perfectly disciplined and always content in my discipline wouldn't that begin to turn me into a robot?  Or so I say to myself.  For those of you really paying attention, you'll notice this is no doubt the tricky voice of my ego creating excuses... or hmmm is it the tricky voice of my ego creating judgements, subtly chastising me for not doing better?  Has this now become the tricky voice of my 3D ego being a "buzz kill," a term that my oldest daughter will put out in the context of "mom, stop being a buzz kill."

Along that line, there's the guilt-inductions my 3D ego also loves to put on me. They go something like this "wow, I have such incredible blessings in my life, what about all the people who don't?"  (which is my ego's code for:  "hmmmm, you better not feel too good.") Now I'm not suggesting it isn't a good thing to appreciate one's blessings and wish the same for others (which I fully do), but to diminish one's joy does not serve the greater good. Yes, I do believe that in 3D terms, "no one is truly free until we are all free."  Yes, I do deeply honor that we are all One, and if you are suffering, you are a part of me and on some level, I must share in this for you.  BUT, by that same token I know that if I am joyful it helps us all, my joy adds to the joyfulness of the whole, and when my life works perfectly for me, it helps your life work equally perfectly for you. So please consider joining me in putting "Having all the joy possible" into our 2012 resolutions.

From a multidimensional point of view, everything in 3D exists in some form in 6D. Remember, we create those 6D mists which then replicate back into 3D.  So let's all join together this new year, and hold that frequency of gratitude, love and joy, and watch those 6D gratitude, love and joy mists grow bigger and bigger, fuller and fuller, showering us all with that energy.

And so my Sister and Brother Earthlings, as we say good-bye to 2011 and walk through the portal of the much-awaited year of 2012, remember to take time to grab some popcorn, put on your 6D glasses, sit on back and enjoy the Earth show.

Speaking Our 7th Dimensional Truth and other MultiD Ramblings

I have been revisiting and revising my second book Empowering the Spirit, because I'm planning to publish it on Kindle in the next few months.  As I was looking over what I had written on the 5th chakra, I realized how this chakra is connected with the 7th Dimension and began as well to realize that as we heal this chakra, we amplify our ability to hold 7D frequency.

The 5th chakra is our throat chakra.  To keep it functioning in a healthy way, we need to be able to both speak our truth and speak from our hearts.  I wrote about the developmental task of teenagers needing to talk back when something feels unfair or wrong.  As a society, we discourage this and therefore many of us reach adulthood repressing honest communication and therefore powerful self-expression.  There's something even deeper and more insidious that begins to occur when we are trained to not speak from our heart, to not speak our truth, to not challenge convention:  we begin to hold back speaking our inner wisdom which both disconnects us from our Spirit and creates obstacles to our collective evolution.

In 7D, higher dimensional light gets transduced into sound.  Chanting, bird song, conscious music and poetry hold this resonance for us and keep us connected to the energy of this dimension. If one were to imagine that they could tune their vocal chords to vibrate in harmony, if not in exact frequency of 7D (I suspect we do not at this point have the physical capacity for our vocal chords to vibrate at that frequency although chanting the word OM, at just the right resonance, gets us close,) we would hold this level of consciousness in all our communications.  Imagine spreading Divine resonance simply by speaking our truth and communicating our wisdom.

I always talk about the water crystals when I teach about 7D.  Masaru Emoto in The Hidden Messages in Water ran experiments to show how sound (and even the written word) created different crystalline formations in water:  some clearly beautiful and healing, and other's bleak and unappealing.  Consciously sending loving words into the water would create these vibrant, healing water crystals while consciously sending angry, hateful words to the water would create structures that actually looked quite ill.  Music did the same thing creating harmony or disharmony depending on the resonance (there are beautiful crystals from 1950's modern jazz, and some pretty ugly formations from some Heavy Metal music. Sounds from 7D (which are made up of higher vibrational light that has slowed down from 8D) create energetic crystalline structures in 6D pretty much the same way: this is sacred geometry.  And for those of you following this multidimensional theory, you'll remember that everything in 6D replicates in 3D.  You'll also remember that creation on the 9D vertical axis comes both from above and from below. There are gravitational waves in both 1D and 9D that create all that exists in between.  Therefore not only does 6D replicate in 3D, 3D thoughts create mists in 6D that give rise to geometric configurations as well, which then will replicate on Earth.  Given this, I would think that we send energy up to 7D, just as 7D sends energy down to us.  This is the dance of creation.  And sound plays a very important role.

As I wrote this, my mind immediately wandered over to the dark side of communication: Those infamous 4-letter words that personally I have found to hold some important wisdom on their own about the human experience.  Am I taking myself away from that higher frequency every time "oh shit" falls out of my mouth.  "Fuck yes!"  I answer wryly.  BUT, there is a cadence and humor, and even better, an overall passion, a teenage-style life force energy that is often encoded in these expletives.  So lest I start thumping a new paradigm bible, and try to impose old rules of conduct, let me be clear.  It is not the words, but the intent behind them, the energy behind them.  If I start cursing you out, I am taking a negative feeling within me and projecting it onto you, this will keep me stuck in dense energies.  I'll be creating "sick water crystals" so to speak.  On the other hand, if I use expletives to express a passionate feeling, I may be opening that archetypal stream to higher dimensional portals and maybe end up creating a whole new geometric crystal structure that might have its own type of beauty.  Remember we can use very proper words to spew bad energy, and not such proper ones to keep us in a good energy flow.  So I suppose one really important criteria for healthy 5th chakra expression is authenticity and an open heart.  From there all dramatic words have a positive purpose.  My point is, that words and sounds that can hook us up to the spiritual energy of 7D might not always be the most "holy" and therefore the most obvious.  It is not the word itself, but rather the feeling behind that word when it is uttered or written.  (Now that would be an interesting water crystal experiment.)

Because authentic speech has been discouraged, suppressed and repressed in our culture, even the most developed human is likely to have some communication issues.  I'd like to see a water crystal that develops when one uses words that avoid truth, that are indirect and full of innuendo.  It is a good practice to think about how we were taught to communicate.  Were we taught to hold back?  Were we taught to speak aggressively?  Were we taught to speak words we thought others would like us to say?  It is interesting that the word phony, has "phon" (as in phonic) in it.  Crystalline formations from inauthentic speech no matter how pretty the words, aren't going to create healing structures.  And clear, direct and truthful words spoken with love will heal our hearts, our relationships and no doubt, our dimension.

So speak out, brother and sister Earthlings, tell it like it is, tell it like you feel it, and tell it like you vision it.   Speak of love, and speak of pain.  Imagine the words that begin in your heart, that move up into your brain, and let them roll out of your mouth.  Sing your passion and sing us a new world... afterall, it's almost 2012.

More "Time-ly" Ramblings

If time, as we know it, stops at the end of the Mayan Calendar (10/28/11 for those of us that like the calculations of Carl Johan Calleman), then I, for one, can't wait!  Of course the whole idea of waiting or not waiting, "wait" or "can't wait" is all about our outdated concept of time.

I've been in frequent duress these days about time:  its speeding, its slowing, its passing. I'm even remembering my early grade school report cards that had a category:  "Makes good use of time"  ... seems like that was the one marked "N" for "needs improvement." What did those teachers know about time speeding up and a 16.4 billion year cycle ending?  Still, those "time" injunctions remain in my psyche and I frequently notice my belief that I deserve "time out" for not feeling as if I have enough time to enjoy time, utilize time, stretch time and even waste time.

It's beginning to feel like my life is timed:  I don't mean those large cycles like birth and death, but rather like a game where they turn the timer on and if you don't go fast enough, you lose.  Getting older doesn't help, although a few days ago I came up with what I thought was a brilliant reframe for that.  Instead of thinking that since I was in my mid-60's, I was running out of time, I decided, (and you are all more than welcome to decide with me,) that people in my age group are only halfway through adulthood.  HA... maybe even less of the way for those of us that didn't seem to grow up until we were near 40.  Think of it this way. If my lifespan is going to last well into my 90's and I must admit, I'm quite sure that it will, than I am barely half way through.  I still have plenty of time to get good at this adulthood thing.  Anyway, that was a comforting thought for a minute (note the clock reference) but as soon as more time passed, so did that comfort.

My life is actually much less on a time schedule than most people in our culture.  I don't have to get up at a certain time, except the time I set in my own head. I don't have to be anywhere at a certain time, except if I decide to schedule appointments. I don't have to finish by any time except for my own timelines.  Is this insanity with time just the death throes of left brain civilization?  Once I surrender, will this all just melt away like a Salvador Dali clock?  I can be out of time if I would just take the time to figure it out.  And that double-entendre wasn't lost on me, although I feel like I'm losing time just thinking about it.

When we are in multidimensional consciousness, we really are out of time (or outside of linear time for a more descriptive way to put it.)  Think about those deep meditations, those wonderful Yoga retreats, those Shamanic Breathwork experiences, those psychedelic experiences of our youth (well maybe just my youth): time stops, time stretches, time goes away, time doesn't exist, and best of all, time doesn't matter.  We stop worrying about doing, about achieving, about posting our blog (well maybe just my blog), writing those book proposals (well maybe just my book proposals), and we just get to be.  We enter the Now.  And inside that Now, life can live itself.

When we are stuck in 3D time/space co-ordinates, it's a whole different life-game.  It took me until I was 50 to realize that I was always running late because I wasn't factoring in the time it took to travel from one place to the other. Once I got the very elementary concept that in 3D it takes time to transverse space (only took 6 decades this lifetime around), my timeliness improved greatly...  But did that improve my relationship with time?  Only in 3D.  My ego gave me an 'A' for getting that lesson but that has nothing to do with my ability or lack of, to be in the flow of time. 

Then we have the 4D drama that rolls in when we struggle (ok, when I struggle) with time.  Those "not-going-fast-enough" demon archetypes that adore grabbing hold of us humans.  "HA HA" they say, shimmering with delight "Look at those goofy 3D beings spinning themselves into a tizzy about not going fast enough, jumping high enough... hee hee hee... let's prod them again with our electric time rods and watch them freak out."  So lately, I’ve provided much entertainment for those 4D time-demons.

Now that time has passed since I began to write this blog post, I’m tempted not to give it the time of day.  But perhaps the Universe is asking us all to do this assignment -- thinking and listing every cultural cliché we have about time as preparation for entering into timelessness.  Of course, thinking and listing every cultural cliché would take up way too much time.

Remember that time waves are spun out of 9D.  And since 9D spun out the Mayan Calendar, I don’t imagine it’s intending to stop spinning at the end of October.  So what is it going to create for us?  That might be worth taking the time to ponder.  And if we understand that we are all One, then we hold that 9D consciousness that will be doing the time-spinning...we will be creating the next great time cycle, ready or not.

For now however, you might want to repeat after me:  "I have plenty of time"  "All in due time" "There’s no time like the present"  "There's no time in the present"  May we all succeed at just being present, and remember to have a good time.

Farewell for now, fellow Earthlings.  I'm just hoping I have time to post this today.