And Yet Another Portal Opens, Bringing Some Soul-Searching Questions

On 11/11 (at 11:11), I attended a pipe ceremony led by Ruby Falconer up on the deck of our Spirit Temple in the Isis Cove community where I live.  We carried the intent to activate yet a deeper level of awakening for our planet.  Ruby has been carrying this Blue Star pipe since the 11/11/11 portal and as she spoke of this anniversary, she also pointed out that 11/11/2011 was an "8" day, and this year, 11/11/2012 falls on a "9" day, the number of completion.  That immediately resonated with me.

I began connecting to the 11:11 consciousness at the Harmonic Convergence held in August of 1987.  The Harmonic Convergence was the first synchronized meditation to collectively welcome a new awakening for planet Earth and thus was the first large portal to bring in the multidimensional consciousness which supports this next evolutionary step for us Earthlings and prepares us for 12/21/12. (I'm sure you've noticed, this is right around the corner.)

That was 25 years ago.  My children were little, my youngest not even a year old.  My husband and I put together a make-shift ceremony for our family at dusk, creating a circle in our yard and sending out prayers for Mother Earth.  At one point, my 4-year-old daughter ran into the family room and returned with a large toy ball decorated with a map of the planet which she was placed in the center of our circle, intuitively helping to create the new "awakened" energy grid which should fully surround our planet by Winter Solstice of this year.

Now, we have arrived at this latest and perhaps last transformative 11:11 portal.  It is the largest thus far, since each successive portal since the Convergence expands exponentially in terms of the amount of higher consciousness it ushers in.  We still have the 12/12 portal and 12/21 portal this year, which interestingly are both "11" days, but the vibration for the 11:11 is completing.  Now we will be called on to integrate all of the awareness we have experienced in the last 25 years and help all beings who wish to, step into the frequency that corresponds to our ascension into the 5D consciousness of New Earth.

I got pretty excited when I thought about that.  While yes, we are still stuck in aspects of 3D polarity, 25 years ago we didn't even understand what we were stuck in. There has been progress. And as Ruby pointed out to me later, 12/12/12 and 12/21/12 are a series of 1 + 2 which of course equals 3.  This represents the "resolution of duality, the third thing."  And the only place we can go with this resolution is out of "polarity" consciousness and into the Unity consciousness of 5D.

A few days ago, while still in this 11:11 window,  John Horneker came to the Cove to speak about Ascension and the New Earth to a group of us at Anyaa McAndrew's Full Moon Sanctuary.  John and I have had a fair number of conversations on this topic, but when I sat in a group listening to him, something connected for me in a new way.

What became most significant was the idea that we really do have to “choose” whether we are willing to release all known attachments if we are going to ride this Ascension wave, at least the early ones. (There may be several waves.) John’s belief is that when we ascend into 5D, we have a whole new planet, whole new structures.  He did say we would be creating with visualization, so ha, I could just create my house for example.  But not likely I could create say, all those great restaurants in nearby Asheville. So clearly, I've been pondering just what my attachments are.  And what it may mean to me if 3D no longer exists on our planet.

I don’t know if it’s my denial or if I’m tuning in differently, but I don’t think the outer change will be that drastic. I see a gradual outer change based on our frequency change (we all agree that ascension is a frequency chage.)  BUT, for instance, how can one keep having our energy company in 5D?  Our banks in 5D?  Our hospitals in 5D?  And why would we want to?  How about this new edition of my Empowering the Spirit book I’m hoping to release in the next month or so?  Why should I bother?  (Well I suppose if there are waves of ascension, then there is a good reason for getting the book out in that form to help others along.)  What about our social security checks and my husband's pension check which allows me the luxury of sitting here writing this blog.  That seems to make no sense in 5D.

This all brings me to main attachment:  my comfortable life.  Unlike many on the planet, I’m content. I’m living the life I want.  Am I ready to wake up in a whole new reality?  Am I ready to have that world based on peace and love that we’ve been putting out to the Universe all these years?  

I feel I’m being called to a deeper level of soul searching here, and perhaps you are too.  On one hand, sure, “bring it on.”  I’ll adjust.  And maybe adjusting in 5D is much easier than adjusting in 3D.  I know that what really brings joy is connecting with our Oneness; connecting with unconditional love.  So it’s a no brainer.  BUT I still have an ego structure.  Will it step in and interfere?  Does it need more preparation? Will it say “hell no, I’m not going to go?  I can’t give up all those yummy restaurants and sipping wine and going to the playground with my grandson and my beautiful mountain home and maybe even my husband.  And what about my kids… are they all on board the 5D train?"

So these are the questions that arise for me as I drop into the energy this latest 11:11 portal.  My Spirit longs for moving ever-closer to Source, while my ego still holds its old agenda. Perhaps the resolution will be spontaneous as we move through the 12/12 and 12/21 portals.  Perhaps my ego will gently go into surrender because the Call for my Spirit is so intense.  That will be lovely.  But just in case, Sister and Brother Earthlings, you might want to ponder what attachments still remain in your life.  And remember, just beam them unconditional love and enjoy the ride.  

Wishing you all a yummy and love-filled Thanksgiving.  
(hmmm... will we still be eating in 5D?  Oh please don't make me give up food....)

"Dress up" in your Light Body for Halloween

Today's blog is about our Light Body and how to keep it buzzing.  This is not to be confused with Buzz Lightyear, the superhero action figure from Toy Story, who my 3-year old grandson is dressing up as for Halloween.  As Bodhi clearly explains, Buzz Lightyear's mantra is "To Infinity and Beyond!"  (It's rather important to spread both arms out wide when stating this.)  Now that I think about it, that's pretty similar to the capability of our Light Bodies:  "To 5D and Beyond!"   Not quite as grand as Infinity perhaps, but more descriptive of our current journey.

When I first began to teach and write about our multidimensional potential, I would talk about our Ka body much the same as I now talk about the Light Body. They, of course, are connected;  one coming from our 6D self and the other moving us into the frequency of 5D (and beyond.)  The Ka body is our ideal energetic blue print.  It is our unique sacred geometric energy pattern that resides in the 6th dimension, and then replicates, (when we are open to it,) in 3D.  When I'm connected with my Ka, it feels similar to being in my light body:  I have a profound sense of peace and well-being.  My Ka body though seems more connected to feeling totally myself, aligned with my internal power, whereas my Light Body feels as if all my cells are getting massaged by healing light, and there is not much awareness of my more limited 3D body.  I'm most connected to my Light Body when I'm drifting off to sleep or waking up in the morning.  Perhaps my ka needs to be in for me to fully experience this... but I'm thinking one doesn't have to vibrate as quickly as the 6D frequency of the ka body to experience our Light Bodies... they are available to us as soon as we get to 5D frequency.

Hopefully it will not have you yawning when I say, yet again, that this evolutionary process we're in is all about speeding up the vibratory rate of our cells which syncs us with higher dimensional frequency.  As we speed up our cells, we become more light... it's just simple not-yet-fully accepted physics:   Enlightenment occurs as we speed up at the cellular level, which propels us into the higher dimensions.  We are no longer limited to the density that holds us hostage in the solidity of 3D.  We have the ability to be our own super-heros and heroines, and live in a reality without limitation. 

To operate out of our Light Bodies, one cannot skip the 4th dimension.  Those of you who have attended my workshops know that I emphasize techniques for navigating 4D, the most important of which is to recognize all your Shadow areas and learn to love yourself anyway.  Once you are able to do this, you can then integrate your shadow which allows you to hold the polarities of 4D without getting stuck at one pole or the other.   Not only does this help us all stay out of the unhealthy drama on an individual level, but it helps us heal the polarity consciousness that is currently so operative in 3D.

 As I was pondering what I wanted to write about our Light Bodies, I "randomly" (okay synchronistically) pulled up a Suzanne Lie meditation from You Tube on the Arcturian Divine Matrix, which turned out to be all about our Light Body.  It was a reminder to hold the awareness that we are Light.  To connect with our Light consciously so that we may, in turn connect with the Light of everyone.  BUT there was something more.  Since we are in the process of "downloading" these Light Bodies, Suzanne's guides remind us that like a computer that is downloading a new operating system, we often find that we cannot do much else for a while.  

You might find yourself unusually tired.  You might feel a need to retreat from your normal activities and give yourself the space to download this evolutionary energy in a way that will not crash your "computer".  Pay attention to your inner wisdom so that you know what you need during the intensity of the change we are all in.

Another synchronicity about our Light Bodies is that both my oldest daughter and my husband recently reread, The Celestine Prophesy.  James Redfield consistently shows us that we are Light and that we have the ability to just follow the "glow" to stay on our paths.  This book has sold millions of copies over the last 15 or so years.  This is not information provided to just a select few!

So Brother/Sister Earthlings, how is your life going these days as you are being nudged by the Universe to get off this 3D hamster wheel, integrate your shadow, and arrive at the frequency of the 5th dimension? Are you taking good care of yourself?  Have you stayed in the awareness that this is a MAJOR physical as well as emotional and spiritual shift?  Have you pondered what you need to do to keep your Light Body buzzing?

As we approach Halloween when the veils between the worlds naturally thin, practice putting on your Light Body.  It might feel like a costume at first, but before you know it, it will become your true physical being.

No trick here... just a real treat as we open our hearts, step out of the 3D masquarade, and become the beautiful beings we have always been meant to be.

Sending you love and blessings and from my Light Body to Yours.
Judith

Synchronistic Time is on My (Our) Side

I've been planning to blog on synchronistic time ever since I had a dinner conversation a few weeks ago with my friend Thea Summer Deer and she kept pointing out all the ways we were living in it.  It wasn't that the concept was new, but rather the phrase.  What I've called higher dimensional time or Divine timing or "heart time" (thank you William Faulkner) really is experienced through synchronicity.  It opens us to a new way of walking through our life on this planet.  It is New Earth time.

And it is always with us.  That to me is where the real magic comes in.  If we alter our perception ever so slightly, we see this "New Earth time" is always there and always has been.  Sometimes we live alignment with it, and other times we don't.  It is our personal timeline, our soul's map for our Earthly journey. Time spins out of 9D, and develops some form of Divine Order in 8D.  We are multidimensional beings, so our souls have set up synchronicities or sign posts for us from our 8th dimensional consciousness to always pop in at just the right moment.

Alignment with synchronistic time brings us joy and well-being, the sense of all being "right with the world".  When we try to "smush" our lives into person-made linear time (clocks, calendars), time that our egos like and think they need, we typically feel stressed and out of sync with ourselves.  We set alarm clocks to wake up instead of being able to flow with our natural rhythms and to trust that we will get up in time for whatever we are called to do that day.  We worry about wasting time, running out of time, bad timing.

I doubt that we are evolving in a way to no longer have use for linear time.  I think it will just lose its CEO position, and instead become a line worker, the way it was meant to be all along.  When we live in the big multidimensional picture, we live in the large symbolic cycles of time and our "clocks" operate on synchronicity.  We don't have to worry about when it's right to start that new job, or write that new book or make that big move.  We just have to ask for the sign posts to light up, and voila, it becomes crystal clear.

In every turning point of my life, I can see the synchronicities that were there for me.  They led me to a specific college, they directed me to what I was Called to do in my life, and to the people who would help me in this endeavor.  They were there for all my significant relationships and all my significant moves.  I feel very blessed because I have been able to honor their gifts.  Somehow my Spirit always stepped in and got me to pay attention and take the risks, no matter how wrong they might have seemed to my linear mind (or my mother), I just kept following the synchronicities.  I believe this is the foremost reason that my life has turned out to be so fulfilling.

Understanding synchronistic time deepens our ability to trust, to know that even when life feels at its darkness, we are part of a greater plan; the plan that our multidimensional soul designed to encourage our greatest growth.  Of course, there is always free will.  We don't have to pay attention, that's a choice.  But should we choose to live in that greater awareness, that greater cycle, to learn our lessons with grace, to understand that challenges are simply a way for us to stretch into operating from a vaster consciousness, we begin to see that blessings abound.

Keep in mind that to open to whatever lessons we're presented is not about passively accepting what life brings us.  That would put us at the mercy of forces outside of ourselves.  It is instead to live proactively with challenges put before us, understanding that our soul starts by tapping us on the shoulder, and if we pay attention to that gentle tap, we can generally avoid getting slammed.  But whether we get slammed or not, all experience happens in collusion with our souls and one way our souls speak to us is through synchronicity urging us to live in synchronistic time. 

So how about you Brother/Sister Earthlings.  What role has synchronistic time played in your life?  Was there a road not taken even though the signs were flashing;  a road that felt too scary?  And if so, how did that impact you?  Think about when you did follow those flashing syncrhonistic lights?  What outcome did that bring?

Are you feeling that your life is currently in flow?  That your soul nature and your human nature are living in alignment?  Or is your ego popping in a lot with its judgments, stresses and goals so that you feel imprisoned in 3D time, and too distracted to notice the well-lit path which will show up with just that slight shift of perception?

Well this blog has taken me way too much time and as I'm running out of time, and feeling in a time crunch and not taking the time, to oops, stop, breathe...    Oh wait, ... it takes as long as it takes and everything is all lined up and I always have as much time as I need, and I will still get on that airplane Tuesday morning.  Ahhhh... that feels better.  Nonetheless, it really is time to sign-off.

Sending you ongoing love and blessings,

Judith

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There's Still Time to Hop on the 5D Train

I've been trying, so far unsuccessfully and somewhat intermittently, to write this blog for the last week. Either I get side-tracked or make myself believe I need to do more research, or I find some other creative way to avoid writing this.

Part of the issue is that I'm not yet able to choose a focus.  I want to write about time... about time lines and choices and how that's connected to 12/21/12.  I also want to write about time-travel and the government experiments that even my minimal research shows has likely been going on for decades.

So is today the time to blog once again about time and its strange meanderings in both our 3D reality and in the higher dimensions which operate on a different time/space continuum? I guess it's time to  give it a whirl.

We are all familiar with linear time, that illusory experience we say is based on "reality" that let's us know if we are early or late.  We talk about what has already been and what might come to pass.  BUT we also know and have known for a while, that 3D time only exists in one dimensional frequency.  When you move out of the left hemisphere of the brain which operates 3rd dimensionally, into the right hemisphere which operates in higher dimensional time, then all time is simultaneous.  There is no solid past/present/or future but rather numerous time lines that stretch "reality" into a much more amorphous experience.  So that anything I remember is actually still occurring on some time line or another, and anything I can imagine is also occurring on one or more of the infinite time lines that can exist in the Universe or Multiverse.

Before I go on with the time line idea, I just want to mention how we are already able to operate with some ease in higher dimensional time.  It's part of our anatomy;  part of our brain.  Its the part of our brain, in fact, that I was taught was the MINOR hemisphere in my science classes in the late 50's and early 60's.  The implication being that creativity, spiritual connection, emotions and Presence were not nearly as important as logic and sequence.  But that would be another tangent.

Okay.  Back to the idea of time and time lines.  My new friend John Horneker has some pretty interesting things to say about time and 2012 in his book Quantum Transformation. He has gathered information from interviews by David Wilcox about time travel experiments, and talks about the Doctrine of the Convergent Timeline Paradox.  Whew there's a big name.  Anyway, what is most relevant to me is that it appears that 2 different timelines are converging in our 3rd dimensional reality on 12/21/12.

The first time line is the 3D timeline that we've been traveling on in our consensus reality.  It is the time line of the Old Earth and has taken us to some pretty awful places.  Despite all the natural beauty of our remarkable planet, war, destruction and domination of the Spirit have tended to be major stops on the 3D train.

The other is a 5D timeline that has come into being in the last few decades and which, should we choose and align our energy with its vibration, will take us into to the New Earth as part of the Ascension process. This timeline's train stations are quite a bit different, since its frequency matches qualities that we associate with love, harmony and Oneness. And unlike the 3D train, this one operates on energy that has no destructive and polluting attributes.  We might even call it (now don't groan) the Soul Train.

What is really cool to me is that it has been seen (I have no idea how) that not only will these timelines converge on this monumental date, but that for a short moment, higher dimensional reality will intersect with 3D reality and therefore it will become available for everyone to experience.  Those "trains" that have been heading toward each other for 20 years or so, will reach the crossroad where they merge for just an instant.   How long will will that instant be in 3D time?  Who knows?  It could be seconds, hours, days, months or more.  Is it possible that we won't notice it?  I have no answers for this all.  BUT, it gives us hope.

After the convergence, the time lines separate again, and those trains move farther and farther apart.  I feel confident those of us reading and HA, writing this blog, would like to make sure we've reserved a ticket for the 5D train because ... (sing with me if you like) that train is bound for glory -- the glory of a higher consciousness reality, the reality that so many of us have been dreaming about and preparing for.  That 3D train isn't likely to get its passengers to a very pleasant destination.  But I'm not telling you anything you don't know already.

As the timelines diverge, those trains will be moving farther and farther from one another. Looks to me like you might be able to hop from one train to the other for a while, but soon they will be too far apart.

Just what buys us a ticket for one timeline or the other?  Well the answer has to be love. The more we love, the more open our hearts, the faster our vibrational frequency and the more likely we'll be riding on the 5D line.  If we still haven't processed our fear;  if we still hold more resentment and negativity than love, the 3D line might be just our thing...  No need to worry though.  You just have to love what an interesting time we live in!

And so sister and brother Earthlings, somehow I've managed to finish this blog for today and I hold you all in my ever-expanding (and sometimes contracting) heart... and if you get on the 5D train before me, save me a seat.
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Resurrected yet again

It's been months since I posted my last blog.  Hopefully many of you have noticed.  I've been focusing on other things like rewriting Empowering the Spirit, readying it for publication on Kindle, preparing for and promoting a local workshop on staying Spirit-directed, enjoying prolonged visits with 2 of my out-of-town children, helping out with my in-town grandson just to name a few.  In the meantime, "Blogger.com" has changed on me. I imagine I'll adjust after some kicking and screaming about why would they change a perfectly good system. 

But that is not what this is about. This is about activating the new awarenesses that are hovering on the edges of my consciousness. This is about finding words that express the essence of these images which I believe will open us all to this next stage in our evolution. This is about finding concepts that are formed enough to seek words to explain them.  I've been doing daily multidimensional meditations on the Merkaba and Ascension on You Tube (who knew) but how this will all translate into my writing and teaching is still mysterious to me.  And the 3D clock is a-ticking:  I've got at least 6 different talks or workshops scheduled beginning in 3 weeks and when my ego is not panicking, my Spirit is suggesting I trust that I will pull it together and reminds me that one step in the process is to resurrect this blog.  

So off I go.  (Or do I? I want to go ON, but HA, not on and on.)
Ascension.  What does this really mean? Well first of all, let me demystify the image this conjures.  I do not see a chosen group suddenly finding ourselves in higher realms that have magically appeared on this planet.  I do not see huge numbers of us being lifted into higher dimensional realities en masse.  It is true that I have believed/known for decades we are collectively making an evolutionary leap, and this leap is more and more being referred to as Ascension.  To me this sounds unnecessarily dramatic. I lean toward a more subtle view of what is occurring. Despite the fact that I have lately experienced a magnetic tug that feels as if my consciousness is being pulled upward and so I can see there is some literal validity in the word, I prefer words like "Lightening" or "Quickening.  These are words that to me more accurately describe the evolutionary process in our midst.  

You and I know our cells are changing, they are vibrating faster.  Most of us can feel this. Our cells do this whether we know about it or not.  However, knowing about it allows us to feel more relaxed and more open to guidance about how to navigate through this process. This is a very intense experience in case you haven't noticed.  On one hand we watch our 3D world falling to pieces around us.  The veil that has kept us in our illusion is growing thinner and thinner, so that the truth of how we have all allowed ourselves to be manipulated is no longer hidden.  And yet the solutions, the birthing that follows this death is vague;  we can only intuit what we are becoming, and that feels like pretty shaky territory for the vast majority of us.

The vibrational field of the planet is shifting as well. Since our definition of dimensions has relied on the idea that each dimension is vibrating at a certain frequency and that frequency is calibrated in

octaves, (just like the keys on a piano,) we tend to imagine that when we vibrate at a certain speed (high C for instance) we will find ourselves in a specific dimension.  But since we are multidimensional, this may not be accurate.  It makes scientific sense that our consciousness, not limited by the casing of our physical bodies, easily operates in several dimensions at one time.  Most of us who have meditated or done certain kinds of Yoga or who took psychedelic drugs for that matter, can understand this.  What is different now is that this "ascension" or quickening, is actually about our bodies and the brains they house, being able to operate in several dimensions simultaneously.  As if our lives aren't complicated enough!  But remember this is about feeling into it, not thinking into it.  When we take a deep cleansing breath and allow our awareness to be in the Now, in the Present, we become able to hold multidimensional consciousness with ease.  And what we notice on a kinesthetic level is that our hearts are filled with love, our psyches are calm and our quickening cells provide us with the sensation of being much lighter.

Most of the information that is being channeled in about this evolution assures us that we have only wonderful things to look forward to. We are moving out of the dimensions of duality and therefore out of the suffering of always feeling separated from Divine Source. We are moving into a world of Unity and Love.  Yet even for the most advanced of us, we are being continually met with the energetic challenges of this transition.  The term "quickening" which I'm getting attached to using to describe this evolutionary process, is a term that is used to describe the first discernible movement of the fetus in pregnancy. We've got a way before this rebirth gets to full term, but we are in the stages where we truly can feel the reality of this shift.

Many of you reading this are actually working on this dimensional shift in your dreams according to information from Suzanne Lie.  Her Guides are saying that we, as light workers, have been working to stop the negative forces of control that have wielded power over our planet for eons. For many of us, this is going on when we are asleep and not only do we not remember, it is also making us pretty darn tired.

And then there's the task of getting our Merkaba tuned up.  Our Merkaba is the energetic vehicle that forms a star tetrahedron around us.  Getting each of these 3-D triangles spinning with the fluidity needed to transport us, body as well as soul, into higher dimensions appears to be no easy task.  

Yet in my heart, I know we are up to it, and that those of us who are travelling through the dimensional portals first, are being asked to hold space for all those that follow.  I see us forming two lines facing each other and metaphorically arching our arms at full stretch, touching the finger- tips of whoever stands across from us.  We are sending love and ease to those who pass through our energy tunnel, holding the portals open for more and more souls as they embark on this evolutionary passage.

And so Brother and Sister Earthlings, I'm inspired to speak to you once again with our cells no doubt moving a little faster than they were when last you signed on.  Huge and interesting growth is occurring within us. So remember to take those prenatal vitamins, keep your sense of humor and trust that this coming birth will bring great joy to us and our planet.

Strolling the Multidimensional Path in 3D

It dawned on me when I was pondering what I wanted to blog about, that I rarely talk about the blessings and intelligence of 3D.  Ironic, since this is the dimension that hosts our bodies and where we spend most of our waking life.  3D according to Hand Clow, is the dimension where the physical and the non-physical meet.  That's pretty magical all by itself.

Every morning I wake up to the amazing magnificence of the blue ridged Smoky Mountains. Sometimes the smoke-like fog cloaks the peaks and the mountains become invisible, only to then reappear more glorious than ever a few hours later. Whether walking or driving in my part of the world, my 3D eyes consistently feast upon the most incredible beauty and I can feel this shifting something in my energy field.  It is like I can drink in the beauty of 3D and this beauty connects me to the vibrational frequencies of the higher dimensions.

3D is the realm of our physical senses.  This world is full of sensuality:  beautiful color, shapes, texture, sweet and savory tastes, fragrances, soothing touch, pleasurable touch, sexual touch, sounds from birds and animals, from water and the wind.  A world of light and dark.  All of this has the capacity to propel us into those higher realms, but 3D is typically our access point and deserves a place of honor for that.  The cycles of nature are always with us here:  seeds are planted, stems emerge from the earth, buds form and flower, and then we can watch as it all dies away, only to come back in different form. Isn't that a perfect prototype for the journey of our souls?

The challenges of the 3rd dimension are always upon us, as our egos develop to help us navigate physical survival, and our Spirits push us to release ego and develop spiritually. Another way to look at this is that our egos develop to help us navigate in the duality of 3D, while our Spirits keep pushing us toward Oneness.  The irony is that while this can be hard and bring us much suffering if we attach to the ego polarity, it is also a hugely fun game for those of us who have done our inner work, cleared our emotional field, and have accessed both self-love and Divine love while learning to not take the goings on of this dimension too seriously.  This allows us to enjoy the dance and laugh at our awkwardness, turn the music off or put on another tune.

I'm pretty disciplined in many ways, and the purpose of that discipline is to keep me connected to Spirit and the directives of my soul, but there are days when I just want to chuck it all and indulge in 3D.  I want to give in to the petty desires of my ego and sit by the wood stove, read a good novel and sip brandy.  I want to play Spider Solitaire rather than write.  I want to do crossword puzzles rather than do yoga or meditate.

But isn't that the fun of it after all?  If I were perfectly disciplined and always content in my discipline wouldn't that begin to turn me into a robot?  Or so I say to myself.  For those of you really paying attention, you'll notice this is no doubt the tricky voice of my ego creating excuses... or hmmm is it the tricky voice of my ego creating judgements, subtly chastising me for not doing better?  Has this now become the tricky voice of my 3D ego being a "buzz kill," a term that my oldest daughter will put out in the context of "mom, stop being a buzz kill."

Along that line, there's the guilt-inductions my 3D ego also loves to put on me. They go something like this "wow, I have such incredible blessings in my life, what about all the people who don't?"  (which is my ego's code for:  "hmmmm, you better not feel too good.") Now I'm not suggesting it isn't a good thing to appreciate one's blessings and wish the same for others (which I fully do), but to diminish one's joy does not serve the greater good. Yes, I do believe that in 3D terms, "no one is truly free until we are all free."  Yes, I do deeply honor that we are all One, and if you are suffering, you are a part of me and on some level, I must share in this for you.  BUT, by that same token I know that if I am joyful it helps us all, my joy adds to the joyfulness of the whole, and when my life works perfectly for me, it helps your life work equally perfectly for you. So please consider joining me in putting "Having all the joy possible" into our 2012 resolutions.

From a multidimensional point of view, everything in 3D exists in some form in 6D. Remember, we create those 6D mists which then replicate back into 3D.  So let's all join together this new year, and hold that frequency of gratitude, love and joy, and watch those 6D gratitude, love and joy mists grow bigger and bigger, fuller and fuller, showering us all with that energy.

And so my Sister and Brother Earthlings, as we say good-bye to 2011 and walk through the portal of the much-awaited year of 2012, remember to take time to grab some popcorn, put on your 6D glasses, sit on back and enjoy the Earth show.

Speaking Our 7th Dimensional Truth and other MultiD Ramblings

I have been revisiting and revising my second book Empowering the Spirit, because I'm planning to publish it on Kindle in the next few months.  As I was looking over what I had written on the 5th chakra, I realized how this chakra is connected with the 7th Dimension and began as well to realize that as we heal this chakra, we amplify our ability to hold 7D frequency.

The 5th chakra is our throat chakra.  To keep it functioning in a healthy way, we need to be able to both speak our truth and speak from our hearts.  I wrote about the developmental task of teenagers needing to talk back when something feels unfair or wrong.  As a society, we discourage this and therefore many of us reach adulthood repressing honest communication and therefore powerful self-expression.  There's something even deeper and more insidious that begins to occur when we are trained to not speak from our heart, to not speak our truth, to not challenge convention:  we begin to hold back speaking our inner wisdom which both disconnects us from our Spirit and creates obstacles to our collective evolution.

In 7D, higher dimensional light gets transduced into sound.  Chanting, bird song, conscious music and poetry hold this resonance for us and keep us connected to the energy of this dimension. If one were to imagine that they could tune their vocal chords to vibrate in harmony, if not in exact frequency of 7D (I suspect we do not at this point have the physical capacity for our vocal chords to vibrate at that frequency although chanting the word OM, at just the right resonance, gets us close,) we would hold this level of consciousness in all our communications.  Imagine spreading Divine resonance simply by speaking our truth and communicating our wisdom.

I always talk about the water crystals when I teach about 7D.  Masaru Emoto in The Hidden Messages in Water ran experiments to show how sound (and even the written word) created different crystalline formations in water:  some clearly beautiful and healing, and other's bleak and unappealing.  Consciously sending loving words into the water would create these vibrant, healing water crystals while consciously sending angry, hateful words to the water would create structures that actually looked quite ill.  Music did the same thing creating harmony or disharmony depending on the resonance (there are beautiful crystals from 1950's modern jazz, and some pretty ugly formations from some Heavy Metal music. Sounds from 7D (which are made up of higher vibrational light that has slowed down from 8D) create energetic crystalline structures in 6D pretty much the same way: this is sacred geometry.  And for those of you following this multidimensional theory, you'll remember that everything in 6D replicates in 3D.  You'll also remember that creation on the 9D vertical axis comes both from above and from below. There are gravitational waves in both 1D and 9D that create all that exists in between.  Therefore not only does 6D replicate in 3D, 3D thoughts create mists in 6D that give rise to geometric configurations as well, which then will replicate on Earth.  Given this, I would think that we send energy up to 7D, just as 7D sends energy down to us.  This is the dance of creation.  And sound plays a very important role.

As I wrote this, my mind immediately wandered over to the dark side of communication: Those infamous 4-letter words that personally I have found to hold some important wisdom on their own about the human experience.  Am I taking myself away from that higher frequency every time "oh shit" falls out of my mouth.  "Fuck yes!"  I answer wryly.  BUT, there is a cadence and humor, and even better, an overall passion, a teenage-style life force energy that is often encoded in these expletives.  So lest I start thumping a new paradigm bible, and try to impose old rules of conduct, let me be clear.  It is not the words, but the intent behind them, the energy behind them.  If I start cursing you out, I am taking a negative feeling within me and projecting it onto you, this will keep me stuck in dense energies.  I'll be creating "sick water crystals" so to speak.  On the other hand, if I use expletives to express a passionate feeling, I may be opening that archetypal stream to higher dimensional portals and maybe end up creating a whole new geometric crystal structure that might have its own type of beauty.  Remember we can use very proper words to spew bad energy, and not such proper ones to keep us in a good energy flow.  So I suppose one really important criteria for healthy 5th chakra expression is authenticity and an open heart.  From there all dramatic words have a positive purpose.  My point is, that words and sounds that can hook us up to the spiritual energy of 7D might not always be the most "holy" and therefore the most obvious.  It is not the word itself, but rather the feeling behind that word when it is uttered or written.  (Now that would be an interesting water crystal experiment.)

Because authentic speech has been discouraged, suppressed and repressed in our culture, even the most developed human is likely to have some communication issues.  I'd like to see a water crystal that develops when one uses words that avoid truth, that are indirect and full of innuendo.  It is a good practice to think about how we were taught to communicate.  Were we taught to hold back?  Were we taught to speak aggressively?  Were we taught to speak words we thought others would like us to say?  It is interesting that the word phony, has "phon" (as in phonic) in it.  Crystalline formations from inauthentic speech no matter how pretty the words, aren't going to create healing structures.  And clear, direct and truthful words spoken with love will heal our hearts, our relationships and no doubt, our dimension.

So speak out, brother and sister Earthlings, tell it like it is, tell it like you feel it, and tell it like you vision it.   Speak of love, and speak of pain.  Imagine the words that begin in your heart, that move up into your brain, and let them roll out of your mouth.  Sing your passion and sing us a new world... afterall, it's almost 2012.

My blog is a year old today. Just How Much Multidimensional Potential Am I Living?

I began this blog exactly a year ago.  I have been pretty faithful, and you, my readers, have been pretty faithful as well. Uncharacteristically, I only wrote one blog post in November. Lots of factors played into this, but the outcome was that I began to look more consciously at what this blog is really about, where it's been and where it might meander during its second year on the planet.

My intention in starting this blog was to give voice to the increasing awareness I was having about our multidimensional nature.  I saw this as an opportunity to share this information in a way that could both educate and activate an expanded view of who we really are, and why we are really here.  I imagined that we would all begin to experience ourselves as tuning forks, holding the frequencies of each of the 9 dimensions on the vertical axis, connecting with the full gamut of Divine intelligence implicit in this and creating a New Earth in the process.  I visualized myself vibrating this way in my daily practice through much of this year. I taught numerous workshops and classes where I took others through this experience.  I imagined we would all become super-beings, walking in our 3D bodies on planet Earth together, while operating simultaneously in all the other dimensions and that the ensuing magic would totally transform us and our world.  And that this would have happened by now, or at least that I would have seen visible progress.

I wrote a lot about time: its ending, its meaning, its mundane and esoteric functions -- how it swirls out of 9D in some inexplicable and mystical way to create long Earth cycles and then is no more.  I wrapped my mind around it.  I railed at how quickly it escaped my control and how much of it I found myself using just to put out these weekly words.  I turned 65 and wondered if I was running out of time or was, as I happily announced, only 1/2-way through adulthood and therefore still had plenty of time.  I spoke a lot about time and the Mayan calendar and Callemann's view of its meaning and its ending.  And I began to take a more serious look at the idea that we were all in the process of ascending from being 3rd dimensional beings to becoming 5th dimensional beings, stressing how important it is that we continue to open our hearts and release judgments.    

And then I woke up at 4 this morning, and I asked myself:  Just how much more of my multidimensional potential have I activated in this past year?  Have I made any progress at all?  I realized at that moment that I didn't have a clue, but it didn't seem like it was very much.  I also realized as my brain wandered and wondered about these things, that I was not feeling my ka body, or what I'm more recently beginning to think is my light body. (You know, when you get that wonderful sense of floating, being almost weightless, as if you barely have a physical body, but instead are this wonderful energy body that is in the midst of getting an etheric massage?).  I tried to call it in since I often feel it in the middle of the night, but to no avail.  Realizing I wasn't able to feel that light body made it all the more likely to me that perhaps I hadn't activated anything more at all;  that perhaps I would never be able to write another blog;  that perhaps I had jumped off the spiral path, and got caught on the hamster wheel, spinning aimlessly while under the illusion that something different was happening.  And then while I was in the midst of these rather dark and disturbing thoughts, my light body showed up.  It hadn't come to me when I tried to call it, although sometimes it will.  It popped in (or my awareness expanded to include it, for it must always be there) totally spontaneously, and even though I noticed that my thoughts continued - dense 4D thoughts - this energy body didn't care.  It stayed anyway.  I was having this amazingly pleasurable ongoing sensation while simultaneously watching myself still thinking these cumbersome thoughts. I found this fascinating and soon drifted back off to sleep.

When I got up this morning, I was feeling considerably more optimistic, but did not glean the significance of what occurred until I just wrote about it.  There I was holding several frequencies simultaneously and this happened with no effort on my part. The frequency I am vibrating at to experience that "light body" sensation is higher dimensional...(I'm not sure at this point just what dimension),and my thoughts were vibrating at a lower frequency and I was still in a 3D body lying in my bed, which was vibrating at still another frequency.  So there's my answer.  While I was having light body sensations before starting this blog last year, what has changed is that I can hold these multi-levels of consciousness in my awareness, and that is just happening on its own.

I find this pretty darn interesting.  First, as usual, I am shown that the Universe will always answer my call as long as I pay attention.  And then that I am being given a clear message something definitely has been changing within me, and it is about using more of my multidimensional potential and it has absolutely no intention of looking like what I might have anticipated.

Now that I'm able to take a more objective look at my growth than I was at 4 this morning, I see that of late I have been experiencing a power in my teachings that has not been there before.  I've always been a gifted teacher with great access to intuitive wisdom, as well as the ability to engage and flow with my audience, but this year, I can feel the Divine coming through me in a new way; a stronger and louder way and it has been primarily as I've taught multidimensionality.

Then there's the last, but in no way "least" change, and that has to do with my heart.  Last year at this time, my heart was generally pretty open.  Now, however, when I tune into my heart, I can feel my heart energy expand throughout my entire chest from one side of my body to the other.  This doesn't mean I don't have to deal with judgments that arise for myself and others, but the growth is palpable.

When I was standing in the middle of our Blue Star Medicine wheel the other day on my daily walk up  the mountain to our Spirit Temple, I asked for guidance about where this blog was supposed to go. What I got was assurance that it should continue and that it was going to veer slightly in a new direction.  What that will look like will have to evolve over time, but let me assure you, Brother and Sister Earthlings, I will continue sending these words out to you and will hold you in my ever expanding heart.  Together we can shift both ourselves and this dying world out of the 3rd dimensional crises it is stuck in and into something vibrant and miraculous.  We just need to release expectations and pay attention.

Being a 3D/5D person on the old/New Earth

It's been an interesting ride the past few days.  Right now my creativity is surging and my multidimensional connection feels more integrated than ever.  After diving into concern and confusion about what my work was truly to be and become, if it was to be and become anything more at all, Spirit tapped me on the shoulder and said "HA!  Ye of little trust... haven't you learned anything!"  Okay.  Okay.  Spirit did tap me on the shoulder and give me some very clear Guidance about the next step of my sacred work, and I simultaneously felt Her loving and gentle humor about the mental/emotional gyrations I've been putting myself through.  But somehow I don't think She would have phrased things quite like that. "Haven't you learned anything!" sounds like my inner 3D judge who, masquerading as Spirit, sneaked right in.

As we are riding this first wave of our ascension process from 3D beings to 5D beings, I'm suspecting I'm not the only one going through some bi-polar dances.  Here's what I wrote a few days ago when I first began this posting:
        
       Feeling stuck back in 3D again... but that's okay.  I know on some level it's part of my process.  As I expand energetically, there seems to be an almost equal period of contraction.  Interesting huh since that is one of the main laws of Newtonian physics, (for every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction) or put differently, a primary physical law of the third dimension.
       I was surprised though as this contracted state almost immediately followed a lovely one-day workshop that I taught with Anyaa McAndrew on Activating Our Multidimensional Potential.  We have been getting plenty of emails from our students saying how good they feel -- but, hmmmmm, at least this teacher is experiencing something quite different.

Now that I am at the manic pole, (or at least I was until my husband walked in and we started bickering about ridiculous stuff, which put me momentarily back in the depressive pole,)  I see the magical interweaving of energy; I feel the perfection of the Universe I live in. And I see, yet again, this ecstatic dance is much more fun than doing the bi-polar jig that likes to spin us around and around.

So what's up here?  I know that it is optimum to maintain that lovely sense of equanimity and presence. I know being reactive to all outer stimulation simply disconnects me from my center and Divine wisdom.  And certainly I have worked long and hard at this, practicing over and over the joy of non- reactivity.  SO, why have I been recently so reactive?

As one of those human creatures that I share the planet with, I realize that we never just learn a lesson and then are done with it at least not in the 3rd dimension.  When we are talking about emotional and spiritual healing and development, we are talking about learning the same lesson over and over in a multitude of variations.  AND, while on an individual level I have Saturn transiting my natal Jupiter which is rather a bi-polar energy to start with, I feel this is part of the larger and more generalizable cycle which we are all passing through on our way to Unity Consciousness.

The Mayan calendar ends in 14 days.  We are in the final day of the final underworld:  an 18 day period which is the very last segment of a 16.4 billion year evolutionary cycle.  On the 28th of this month, all of the 9 major cycles or underworlds of the last 16.4 billion years are scheduled to culminate.  How can we not all be feeling this? Our cellular memories are amped up to the max, while the demands of daily life seems to match the intensity of this vibration.

What I have been consistently bringing my awareness back to is the 2 cardinal rules of our present evolution into 5D beings:  1.  Keep opening both the heart and the high heart   2.  Notice and release judgement.  Are you rolling in the aisles yet??  Piece of cake you say?  Surely the evolution-gods and goddesses are yukking it up watching us Earthlings struggle with things that are to become as normal as breathing. But the reality is that these are the biggest challenges for pretty much all of us.  

Let's start with the first concept... that of an open heart and high heart that is filled with unconditional Divine love.  The state that is guaranteed to bring us ongoing bliss.  How many of you were given unconditional love as children?  How many of you had parents who were themselves loved unconditionally, and therefore had a model, or in those days, even the concept of what unconditional love is?   When we have not experienced unconditional love as children, we don't have the natural ability to give this to ourselves.  It's far easier for us to feel unworthy than to feel totally and completely deserving of that magnificent love which we all do deserve. It's far easier for us to feel not good enough than to embrace the perfection of who we really are.  It's far easier for us to get stuck in our egos and therefore in 4D duality, than in the flow of Divine light.

I had an interesting intuitive reading about 10 years ago when I went to a 1/2day workshop on how to publish your spiritual book.  I was told that I wasn't ready to really get out there because I didn't love myself.  I was shocked.  I thought I loved myself.  I thought I had worked all that stuff through years before.  But as I sat with it and really connected with the information, I realized that liking myself and loving myself were not the same.  I had a positive self-concept, but I had not even begun to allow myself to feel the energy of full self-love.  I've had many more moments of that since then, but certainly it has not been consistent... and I'm a pretty together person.  If I've been struggling with it, I would say there's a pretty darn good chance that you have been struggling with this as well.

Unconditional love is an energy.  It's a frequency.  It probably gets swirled out of 9D in some form, gets revved up in 8D, the dimension where Divine love resides, and seeps into the cellular structure of the beings in 5D.  These 5D beings are filled with unconditional love.  It is their nature.  They have, thus far existed above the 4D canopy of duality.  BUT, times are changing.  We Earthlings are ascending, so this has to be shaking up the 9D vertical axis, in addition to shaking up our world.  We are turning into 5D beings but different from the existing 5D beings because we have not always loved ourselves and therefore do not come to unconditional love easily.

Here's some questions to ponder as you go through this process.  Can you love yourself for having to struggle with loving yourself unconditionally?  Can you love yourself for having to struggle with loving others unconditionally?  WHAT does that feel like when you are in a state of pure unconditional love?  Make a mental note when you are there... that will help this show up in your energy field and therefore in your life, more and more frequently.

And what about judgment?!  See if you can go for a day without judging yourself or someone else.  Let me know if you succeed.  Judgments are like clouds in our dimension. They just keep coming.  But unlike clouds, they create tension and constriction and ego inflation.  We want to notice them, which begins to neutralize their energy, but then we might be inclined to judge the tension and constriction and ego inflation as soon as we notice it, and on and on it goes. Like clouds, however, I believe we can learn to just notice the judgments and watch them pass with out getting stuck in their energy.  But these days there sure seem to be a lot of them and I have to really be on my toes, and go very gently with myself.

So how about you out there my fellow Earthlings?  Have the judgments on yourself and others seem to have shown up more frequently?    Do you judge the judgments?  Do you judge yourself judging the judgments?  Wouldn't it be lovely if we could just let all of this fall away like the autumn leaves as they float down on the wind, no longer needed by the trees.

We are in the seesaw/teeter totter time:  up and down, down and up, and ahhhhhh.... there it is -- that moment we find the perfect balance, effortlessly suspended in grace and harmony.  Breathe deep.  Enjoy.  And hold the awareness that at some point, we are likely to make a move that shifts the balance yet again.  We are just in Ascension kindergarten after all.