It dawned on me when I was pondering what I wanted to blog about, that I rarely talk about the blessings and intelligence of 3D. Ironic, since this is the dimension that hosts our bodies and where we spend most of our waking life. 3D according to Hand Clow, is the dimension where the physical and the non-physical meet. That's pretty magical all by itself.
Every morning I wake up to the amazing magnificence of the blue ridged Smoky Mountains. Sometimes the smoke-like fog cloaks the peaks and the mountains become invisible, only to then reappear more glorious than ever a few hours later. Whether walking or driving in my part of the world, my 3D eyes consistently feast upon the most incredible beauty and I can feel this shifting something in my energy field. It is like I can drink in the beauty of 3D and this beauty connects me to the vibrational frequencies of the higher dimensions.
3D is the realm of our physical senses. This world is full of sensuality: beautiful color, shapes, texture, sweet and savory tastes, fragrances, soothing touch, pleasurable touch, sexual touch, sounds from birds and animals, from water and the wind. A world of light and dark. All of this has the capacity to propel us into those higher realms, but 3D is typically our access point and deserves a place of honor for that. The cycles of nature are always with us here: seeds are planted, stems emerge from the earth, buds form and flower, and then we can watch as it all dies away, only to come back in different form. Isn't that a perfect prototype for the journey of our souls?
The challenges of the 3rd dimension are always upon us, as our egos develop to help us navigate physical survival, and our Spirits push us to release ego and develop spiritually. Another way to look at this is that our egos develop to help us navigate in the duality of 3D, while our Spirits keep pushing us toward Oneness. The irony is that while this can be hard and bring us much suffering if we attach to the ego polarity, it is also a hugely fun game for those of us who have done our inner work, cleared our emotional field, and have accessed both self-love and Divine love while learning to not take the goings on of this dimension too seriously. This allows us to enjoy the dance and laugh at our awkwardness, turn the music off or put on another tune.
I'm pretty disciplined in many ways, and the purpose of that discipline is to keep me connected to Spirit and the directives of my soul, but there are days when I just want to chuck it all and indulge in 3D. I want to give in to the petty desires of my ego and sit by the wood stove, read a good novel and sip brandy. I want to play Spider Solitaire rather than write. I want to do crossword puzzles rather than do yoga or meditate.
But isn't that the fun of it after all? If I were perfectly disciplined and always content in my discipline wouldn't that begin to turn me into a robot? Or so I say to myself. For those of you really paying attention, you'll notice this is no doubt the tricky voice of my ego creating excuses... or hmmm is it the tricky voice of my ego creating judgements, subtly chastising me for not doing better? Has this now become the tricky voice of my 3D ego being a "buzz kill," a term that my oldest daughter will put out in the context of "mom, stop being a buzz kill."
Along that line, there's the guilt-inductions my 3D ego also loves to put on me. They go something like this "wow, I have such incredible blessings in my life, what about all the people who don't?" (which is my ego's code for: "hmmmm, you better not feel too good.") Now I'm not suggesting it isn't a good thing to appreciate one's blessings and wish the same for others (which I fully do), but to diminish one's joy does not serve the greater good. Yes, I do believe that in 3D terms, "no one is truly free until we are all free." Yes, I do deeply honor that we are all One, and if you are suffering, you are a part of me and on some level, I must share in this for you. BUT, by that same token I know that if I am joyful it helps us all, my joy adds to the joyfulness of the whole, and when my life works perfectly for me, it helps your life work equally perfectly for you. So please consider joining me in putting "Having all the joy possible" into our 2012 resolutions.
From a multidimensional point of view, everything in 3D exists in some form in 6D. Remember, we create those 6D mists which then replicate back into 3D. So let's all join together this new year, and hold that frequency of gratitude, love and joy, and watch those 6D gratitude, love and joy mists grow bigger and bigger, fuller and fuller, showering us all with that energy.
And so my Sister and Brother Earthlings, as we say good-bye to 2011 and walk through the portal of the much-awaited year of 2012, remember to take time to grab some popcorn, put on your 6D glasses, sit on back and enjoy the Earth show.
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Wednesday, December 28, 2011
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
The Heart (Chakra) of the Matter
I've been really focused these days on what this process of Ascension really means, as well as how to get through kindergarten and get promoted to 1st grade at Ascension Academy. As I've written before, we are at a time in our evolutionary development when we are going from being 3rd dimensional to 5th dimensional beings. Gaia, our Earth and our true mother, is doing the same. That gets more complicated for me, but one thing it tells me: We will still be Earthlings... just 5D Earthlings instead of 3D ones.
The fastest way to accelerating our frequency in order to align us with our 5D selves is to keep opening our hearts, catching our judgments of self and others, and looking deeply at, and working to transform, all other shadow issues as they arise. Transforming shadow, whether it comes as judgment or in another form, happens by observing and naming the shadow, owning the energy and sending it unconditional love. This will shift us from an egoic state into the energy of our heart. 5D is the dimension of LOVE, CREATIVITY and UNITY CONSCIOUSNESS. We cannot hold that frequency without continuously transforming our shadow and clearing our hearts blockages.
It is no surprise then, that all spiritual teachers these days seem to be upping their focus on love as well as on shadow issues that arise with our heart opening. Over the weekend, I attended a wonderful Yoga workshop offered by the lovely, deep and uplifting Laura Wolf. While I attended the workshop because I love Laura and she was back in our area for just a short time, what I had not paid much attention to until the day before, was that the theme of the workshop was about love: specifically about keeping our hearts open even when we are feeling most triggered. Okay then, who doesn't need work on this!
I've noticed in this latest spiral of our evolutionary activation, as we are being challenged to open our hearts, old emotional issues are coming back up for me and for many others in order to get resolved at a new level. As this happens we tend to get triggered more easily than usual, making Laura's theme deeply relevant to our evolutionary imperative. Remember we have to navigate through the 4th dimension in order to get to the 5th. Any unhealed wounding and any undealt with shadow, stays in our energy field and makes the higher dimensional light less accessible. I do not believe this is totally black and white. Who knows if it is even humanly possible to heal all old wounding. (Maybe I'll have that answer when I get into 2nd grade.) Most of us have returned for this incarnation as very old souls. We have multi-layered wounds which is why even after decades of work, they still arise again in one form or the other. Every time we experience an emotional wound, most of us have learned to put up walls over our hearts. We become a little less loving and/or a little more closed down. Sometimes people who have experienced traumatic abuse have been able to keep their hearts open to give love to others, but without healing they are not able to receive love from others, which is equally important.
My old wounds have resurfaced. I first began to get in touch with this about a year ago when I had just started this blog. I was writing about bringing our KA bodies in more fully, and as I was practicing this myself, I noticed a blockage in my back heart chakra. Back heart chakra blockages are old stuck feelings. And sure enough, as time went by, my mother-wounding resurfaced. At first it arose in the same old way. My mother passed away at 92 close to a decade ago. But the wounding for me was so deep, that even without her around to say something unkind or to remind me of her perception that I was a rotten daughter, I still had to process this relationship. (So far this processing has gone on for over 40 years! And I'm a diligent and effective emotional processor.) Still, my habitual strategy which had served me reasonably well, was to re experience my anger... not in a vengeful or resentful way, but in a way that honored the energy around how I had been treated. It released me from any feelings of victimization, and allowed me to energetically set boundaries so that I could honor my own essence.
What I had not fully processed though was the sadness. As a child, like all children, I deeply loved my mother, but what I realized in a new way lately, was that my inner child who was not always treated fairly, was in deep turmoil and grief because as much as she loved her mother, there were also times when she hated her. Since, there was no permission for this child to own any piece of the negative feelings, she was very confused and heart-broken. She was holding the emotional pain of her family, and as I understand now, the emotional pain of the collective. This was both hers and all of the billions of other children on the planet that feel both the depth of this pain and their powerlessness to heal it. In order to survive, this child had to begin to close her heart down. When I recently reconnected with her, I realized that while she still had some anger work that needed to be done, (and I could do this easily,) the most vital, the most important piece of work was to own and honor that excruciating grief. I was able to do both through visualization, felt the release and and knew I had made progress.
The night after the Yoga workshop, I had a very vivid dream. In writing about the dream the next day, I found, much to my surprise, that not only was I grieving for the pain in my immediate family, but that another part of my back heart chakra issue was grief from a disconnection with my extended family, and with two aunts in particular. When I broke away from my mother's expectations in my 20's in order to follow my own spiritual Path, not only did she project her judgments onto me, but she insisted that the rest of the family felt the same. Even though on some level, I knew that wasn't accurate, emotionally I unconsciously bought into this, and in effect lost my connection with my extended family as well as with my mother. Since I was far away geographically, and one of my aunts passed away shortly after this, I didn't give this disconnect much importance at the time. But in processing the dream, I found that I had deep sadness about it, and it was part of my back heart charka blockage. The tears came up suddenly and totally unexpectedly, a sure sign that my heart had opened more. I don't know that all my work is done here, but certainly I have my assignment laid out before me in a much clearer way: maybe my final kindergarten project.
AND, I also see how this works metaphorically for the greater whole. I had to be true to myself and my path. Within my own essence there was no room that allowed me to not chose growth and compromise my truth in order to be accepted. I paid a big price for this. But this is really what we all need to do: We need to be willing to lose it all to be ourselves. And we need to be willing to feel and honor the excruciating grief that may get unleashed in the process.
I'm thinking that maybe I'm getting closer to that 1st grade classroom. This awareness coupled with the experience I had last night and today, while being in a small group led by Andrew Harvey, an amazing mystic, teacher and transformer, has taught me all sorts of things about myself and about our current evolution. This will be the focus of my next blog and I'm quite sure the focus of my 1st grade curriculum. But, what I now can see more clearly than ever, is that as our 3D world dissolves, we do not have the luxury or the right to disown that 3D self. We are multi-dimensional beings and while we may be ascending into 5D, part of what is being asked of us is to heal and strenghten that 3D self as well. As the 3D we know falls apart, we must tend to its pain and wounds as we are simultaneously attending to shifting into the love frequency that will bring us all great joy.
Enough for now, my brother and sisters. But stay tuned. I have a lot more verses coming for this song.
The fastest way to accelerating our frequency in order to align us with our 5D selves is to keep opening our hearts, catching our judgments of self and others, and looking deeply at, and working to transform, all other shadow issues as they arise. Transforming shadow, whether it comes as judgment or in another form, happens by observing and naming the shadow, owning the energy and sending it unconditional love. This will shift us from an egoic state into the energy of our heart. 5D is the dimension of LOVE, CREATIVITY and UNITY CONSCIOUSNESS. We cannot hold that frequency without continuously transforming our shadow and clearing our hearts blockages.
It is no surprise then, that all spiritual teachers these days seem to be upping their focus on love as well as on shadow issues that arise with our heart opening. Over the weekend, I attended a wonderful Yoga workshop offered by the lovely, deep and uplifting Laura Wolf. While I attended the workshop because I love Laura and she was back in our area for just a short time, what I had not paid much attention to until the day before, was that the theme of the workshop was about love: specifically about keeping our hearts open even when we are feeling most triggered. Okay then, who doesn't need work on this!
I've noticed in this latest spiral of our evolutionary activation, as we are being challenged to open our hearts, old emotional issues are coming back up for me and for many others in order to get resolved at a new level. As this happens we tend to get triggered more easily than usual, making Laura's theme deeply relevant to our evolutionary imperative. Remember we have to navigate through the 4th dimension in order to get to the 5th. Any unhealed wounding and any undealt with shadow, stays in our energy field and makes the higher dimensional light less accessible. I do not believe this is totally black and white. Who knows if it is even humanly possible to heal all old wounding. (Maybe I'll have that answer when I get into 2nd grade.) Most of us have returned for this incarnation as very old souls. We have multi-layered wounds which is why even after decades of work, they still arise again in one form or the other. Every time we experience an emotional wound, most of us have learned to put up walls over our hearts. We become a little less loving and/or a little more closed down. Sometimes people who have experienced traumatic abuse have been able to keep their hearts open to give love to others, but without healing they are not able to receive love from others, which is equally important.
My old wounds have resurfaced. I first began to get in touch with this about a year ago when I had just started this blog. I was writing about bringing our KA bodies in more fully, and as I was practicing this myself, I noticed a blockage in my back heart chakra. Back heart chakra blockages are old stuck feelings. And sure enough, as time went by, my mother-wounding resurfaced. At first it arose in the same old way. My mother passed away at 92 close to a decade ago. But the wounding for me was so deep, that even without her around to say something unkind or to remind me of her perception that I was a rotten daughter, I still had to process this relationship. (So far this processing has gone on for over 40 years! And I'm a diligent and effective emotional processor.) Still, my habitual strategy which had served me reasonably well, was to re experience my anger... not in a vengeful or resentful way, but in a way that honored the energy around how I had been treated. It released me from any feelings of victimization, and allowed me to energetically set boundaries so that I could honor my own essence.
What I had not fully processed though was the sadness. As a child, like all children, I deeply loved my mother, but what I realized in a new way lately, was that my inner child who was not always treated fairly, was in deep turmoil and grief because as much as she loved her mother, there were also times when she hated her. Since, there was no permission for this child to own any piece of the negative feelings, she was very confused and heart-broken. She was holding the emotional pain of her family, and as I understand now, the emotional pain of the collective. This was both hers and all of the billions of other children on the planet that feel both the depth of this pain and their powerlessness to heal it. In order to survive, this child had to begin to close her heart down. When I recently reconnected with her, I realized that while she still had some anger work that needed to be done, (and I could do this easily,) the most vital, the most important piece of work was to own and honor that excruciating grief. I was able to do both through visualization, felt the release and and knew I had made progress.
The night after the Yoga workshop, I had a very vivid dream. In writing about the dream the next day, I found, much to my surprise, that not only was I grieving for the pain in my immediate family, but that another part of my back heart chakra issue was grief from a disconnection with my extended family, and with two aunts in particular. When I broke away from my mother's expectations in my 20's in order to follow my own spiritual Path, not only did she project her judgments onto me, but she insisted that the rest of the family felt the same. Even though on some level, I knew that wasn't accurate, emotionally I unconsciously bought into this, and in effect lost my connection with my extended family as well as with my mother. Since I was far away geographically, and one of my aunts passed away shortly after this, I didn't give this disconnect much importance at the time. But in processing the dream, I found that I had deep sadness about it, and it was part of my back heart charka blockage. The tears came up suddenly and totally unexpectedly, a sure sign that my heart had opened more. I don't know that all my work is done here, but certainly I have my assignment laid out before me in a much clearer way: maybe my final kindergarten project.
AND, I also see how this works metaphorically for the greater whole. I had to be true to myself and my path. Within my own essence there was no room that allowed me to not chose growth and compromise my truth in order to be accepted. I paid a big price for this. But this is really what we all need to do: We need to be willing to lose it all to be ourselves. And we need to be willing to feel and honor the excruciating grief that may get unleashed in the process.
I'm thinking that maybe I'm getting closer to that 1st grade classroom. This awareness coupled with the experience I had last night and today, while being in a small group led by Andrew Harvey, an amazing mystic, teacher and transformer, has taught me all sorts of things about myself and about our current evolution. This will be the focus of my next blog and I'm quite sure the focus of my 1st grade curriculum. But, what I now can see more clearly than ever, is that as our 3D world dissolves, we do not have the luxury or the right to disown that 3D self. We are multi-dimensional beings and while we may be ascending into 5D, part of what is being asked of us is to heal and strenghten that 3D self as well. As the 3D we know falls apart, we must tend to its pain and wounds as we are simultaneously attending to shifting into the love frequency that will bring us all great joy.
Enough for now, my brother and sisters. But stay tuned. I have a lot more verses coming for this song.
Friday, September 23, 2011
High Speed Light and our Multidimensional Nature
I'm excited and somewhat reignited. As I sit here on this Autumn Equinox trying to keep my inner self as balanced as the light and the dark, the yin and the yang is on this particular day of the year, physicists have begun to prove that there is light that can travel faster than 186,282 miles per second, defying all that has been believed about 3rd dimensional reality.
As you can imagine, there are many scientists who are pretty upset. The sacred cow that their beliefs about reality have been based on has just been roasted and feasted upon. Most are quite sure this experiment will be refuted. I, on the other hand, am not. This is the beginning of moving mainstream science into the multidimensional realm. Einstein was brilliant in explaining and "proving" the deeper laws of 3D. He helped us make an evolutionary leap out of Newtonian physics into quantum physics... but this was in 1905. To believe in the limits of his theory, will someday appear as silly as believing that the Earth is flat. (Okay there still are some folks believing the Earth is flat, which teaches us a profound truth about "belief.")
Barbara Hand Clow gives a compelling argument in Alchemy of Nine Dimensions, for the existence of at least 3 speeds that light can travel; these speeds being dependent on which dimension the light is travelling in. She suggests that light travels at one speed in 1D - 3D (186,282 miles per second), at a faster speed in the 4th through the 6th dimension and at an even faster speed in 7D through 9D.
How can it not? This is all about vibrational frequency. It makes no sense to me that there should be a limit on how fast energy can vibrate. And light is simply a physical manifestation of energy. If cells vibrate faster than 186,282 miles a second, they become invisible in 3D. But just because we can't see them doesn't mean they no longer exist, and apparently now it doesn't mean that we can no longer measure how fast they are travelling.
The particular multidimensional messenger in this most recent experiment is a sub-atomic particle called a neutrino. According to the internet article, neutrinos are odd slivers of an atom that have puzzled physicists for decades because they won't conform to the rules. These rebel particles like to do things their own way despite the often rigid behavioral expectations of the scientists who have studied them. (Now there's a sub-atomic particle I want to make friends with.)
There was an earlier experiment in 2007 that came up with the same results, but it turned out their methods were open to question and therefore their findings were not taken seriously. This latest experiment was conducted in one of the world's foremost laboratories and they have been very careful. Of course, until this type of experiment has been replicated several times, it will still remain controversial. I love the quote of one of the skeptical scientists who said these findings were like saying flying carpets existed!! Ah ye of limited imagination.
So what does this really mean for us Earthlings? For me there are two important points here. One is that science is catching up to metaphysical truth and showing us once again that faith and scientific method can reveal the same thing. It's the left brain finally understanding what our right brain knows intuitively. (Perfect for the last equinox in the last year of the 16.5 billion years of the Mayan calendar.) And two, it opens the possibility that the idea that our planet ascending into the fifth dimension, which I plan to write more about in forthcoming blogs, will ultimately be shown scientifically, and I'm betting, in my lifetime.
Whenever we have been challenged to put aside our cherished collective beliefs, great change has occurred. Typically those who have challenged those beliefs have been imprisoned, beheaded, burned at the stake, sold into slavery, run out of town -- but I don't think that's going to happen this time, (and in all fairness, it didn't happen to Einstein). Still, no matter how poorly we might have treated the messengers in the past, the paradigm shifted due to their contribution.
It is no longer possible for those of us on planet Earth to stay within the old limited beliefs about the nature of reality. Our encoded DNA is bursting forth. We know at some deep level that we are vaster than our 3-dimensional models have allowed... way vaster... at least 9 dimensions vaster. Our consciousness knows no bounds. What we are now beginning to realize little by little, is that our cellular structure also is not limited to physical laws of 3D. A neutrino can travel faster than the speed of light. They are part of cells just like electrons are. Why wouldn't we have neutrinos as part of our cells just like we have electrons and neutrons. Obviously I'm no physicist, but it makes sense to me that if a part of our cellular structure can travel outside the bounds of 3-dimensional laws, we are going to be finding out some pretty amazing things about our own DNA and what this means.
The rebel part of me that won't conform to expected behavior wants to say "duh! This is
like running experiments to find out what the best way was to catch mice, which they did some years back, and discovering it was to have a cat." But while I love and honor my rebel self, it is not always the best source of wisdom. There are evolved beings on this planet that have remained in indigenous culture: the Aborigines, Maoris, the Dogan tribe in Africa, many of the Native American tribes in North, Central and South America. They can move into multidimensional consciousness because they have highly developed right brains, but they are not able to translate their knowledge to most people living in "developed" countries... countries filled with people who have developed their left brains and the technological gains which have ensued, but have been taught not to trust the wisdom of their right brains. We, in those "techno" cultures need science to back up magic, to back up the reality that we are multidimensional beings capable of living in several dimensions simultaneously.
As usual, the Universe is providing. And I am feeling really grateful to be alive at a time where I have a front row seat to this amazing show.
As you can imagine, there are many scientists who are pretty upset. The sacred cow that their beliefs about reality have been based on has just been roasted and feasted upon. Most are quite sure this experiment will be refuted. I, on the other hand, am not. This is the beginning of moving mainstream science into the multidimensional realm. Einstein was brilliant in explaining and "proving" the deeper laws of 3D. He helped us make an evolutionary leap out of Newtonian physics into quantum physics... but this was in 1905. To believe in the limits of his theory, will someday appear as silly as believing that the Earth is flat. (Okay there still are some folks believing the Earth is flat, which teaches us a profound truth about "belief.")
Barbara Hand Clow gives a compelling argument in Alchemy of Nine Dimensions, for the existence of at least 3 speeds that light can travel; these speeds being dependent on which dimension the light is travelling in. She suggests that light travels at one speed in 1D - 3D (186,282 miles per second), at a faster speed in the 4th through the 6th dimension and at an even faster speed in 7D through 9D.
How can it not? This is all about vibrational frequency. It makes no sense to me that there should be a limit on how fast energy can vibrate. And light is simply a physical manifestation of energy. If cells vibrate faster than 186,282 miles a second, they become invisible in 3D. But just because we can't see them doesn't mean they no longer exist, and apparently now it doesn't mean that we can no longer measure how fast they are travelling.
The particular multidimensional messenger in this most recent experiment is a sub-atomic particle called a neutrino. According to the internet article, neutrinos are odd slivers of an atom that have puzzled physicists for decades because they won't conform to the rules. These rebel particles like to do things their own way despite the often rigid behavioral expectations of the scientists who have studied them. (Now there's a sub-atomic particle I want to make friends with.)
There was an earlier experiment in 2007 that came up with the same results, but it turned out their methods were open to question and therefore their findings were not taken seriously. This latest experiment was conducted in one of the world's foremost laboratories and they have been very careful. Of course, until this type of experiment has been replicated several times, it will still remain controversial. I love the quote of one of the skeptical scientists who said these findings were like saying flying carpets existed!! Ah ye of limited imagination.
So what does this really mean for us Earthlings? For me there are two important points here. One is that science is catching up to metaphysical truth and showing us once again that faith and scientific method can reveal the same thing. It's the left brain finally understanding what our right brain knows intuitively. (Perfect for the last equinox in the last year of the 16.5 billion years of the Mayan calendar.) And two, it opens the possibility that the idea that our planet ascending into the fifth dimension, which I plan to write more about in forthcoming blogs, will ultimately be shown scientifically, and I'm betting, in my lifetime.
Whenever we have been challenged to put aside our cherished collective beliefs, great change has occurred. Typically those who have challenged those beliefs have been imprisoned, beheaded, burned at the stake, sold into slavery, run out of town -- but I don't think that's going to happen this time, (and in all fairness, it didn't happen to Einstein). Still, no matter how poorly we might have treated the messengers in the past, the paradigm shifted due to their contribution.
It is no longer possible for those of us on planet Earth to stay within the old limited beliefs about the nature of reality. Our encoded DNA is bursting forth. We know at some deep level that we are vaster than our 3-dimensional models have allowed... way vaster... at least 9 dimensions vaster. Our consciousness knows no bounds. What we are now beginning to realize little by little, is that our cellular structure also is not limited to physical laws of 3D. A neutrino can travel faster than the speed of light. They are part of cells just like electrons are. Why wouldn't we have neutrinos as part of our cells just like we have electrons and neutrons. Obviously I'm no physicist, but it makes sense to me that if a part of our cellular structure can travel outside the bounds of 3-dimensional laws, we are going to be finding out some pretty amazing things about our own DNA and what this means.
The rebel part of me that won't conform to expected behavior wants to say "duh! This is
like running experiments to find out what the best way was to catch mice, which they did some years back, and discovering it was to have a cat." But while I love and honor my rebel self, it is not always the best source of wisdom. There are evolved beings on this planet that have remained in indigenous culture: the Aborigines, Maoris, the Dogan tribe in Africa, many of the Native American tribes in North, Central and South America. They can move into multidimensional consciousness because they have highly developed right brains, but they are not able to translate their knowledge to most people living in "developed" countries... countries filled with people who have developed their left brains and the technological gains which have ensued, but have been taught not to trust the wisdom of their right brains. We, in those "techno" cultures need science to back up magic, to back up the reality that we are multidimensional beings capable of living in several dimensions simultaneously.
As usual, the Universe is providing. And I am feeling really grateful to be alive at a time where I have a front row seat to this amazing show.
Friday, January 28, 2011
How's My Hair?
Whenever I begin a new area of self-discovery, I do so with a commitment to not only become more personally insightful, but to put those insights into my daily reality: to live what I am learning, to walk my talk.
This both anchors me in the new growth, and allows me to integrate the material so when I teach it, I can share it from the inside-out.
As part of my multi-dimensional learning, I've incorporated calling in my ka (our 6D perfected soul body) as part of my daily practice, as well as consciously experiencing myself as that 9D tuning fork I've been talking about in past blogs. As I do this, I've been paying attention to what insights this brings me.
A few days ago, I had this wonderful image occur as I was sitting, tuning in and feeling my ka aligned with my 3D body. The 4D canopy, which at that moment was diaphanous light, hovered right above my head like a crown, and intersecting it from above, were rays of light, one from each of the higher dimensions (5D - 9D), feathered out evenly above the crown. The phrase that formed in my mind was "crown of light" and it seemed clear that was related to the concept of the "crown of thorns."
When I began to think about this image, I saw how symbolically accurate it was. I was in a loving, calm and emotionally clear space when the "crown of light" image came to me. I was not caught in one or the other poles of 4D. Remember it is being caught in one of the polar opposites of the 4th dimension that creates duality. This keeps us feeling separate from Essence, and therefore separate from our soul. It is what causes suffering within us: the proverbial "crown of thorns". Getting caught in these poles are the way that we sacrifice ourselves, the way we sacrifice our Divine nature.
When we learn to pay attention to when we get caught in the duality of 4D, and are able to lovingly contain each of the opposites within us, we become free. The 4D canopy becomes diaphanous and supports the higher frequency, higher dimensional light that has to come through it to reach our psyches. It is at this at this point that we are then fully able to access dimensions 5 - 9 and thus our multi-dimensional potential.
Take a moment and imagine this crown of light. Just like in the fairy tales... it is a golden crown with 5 equi-distant protrusions that point outward, all shimmering, all aglow. Notice how you feel when you are wearing this chapeau. And then conversely, imagine the crown of thorns, heavy and dark and painful, sitting on your head, digging into your brain rather than hovering gracefully in your energy field. Notice which crown you are wearing today.
As you can see, wearing that "crown of thorns" makes for a a pretty bad hair day whereas that "crown of light" ... everyone will ask "who's does your hair?"
Just prior to writing this, I did a 7D activation meditation that Gerry Clow wrote. Gerry is Barbara Hand Clow's husband, and he has created all the meditations which begin the chapters in Alchemy of 9 Dimensions. I read the meditation slowly and mindfully. Within seconds of sitting in silence and reading this meditation, I felt myself go into in a deep trance state, and even now 1/2 hour later, I am still feeling the physiological effects. More multi-dimensional activation is occurring within me. While I don't have words yet to share it with you, each time I experience an inner shift, I know that it will result in a deeper connection with my 9D self, and ultimately a deeper understanding that can be shared with and taught to others. So stay tuned.
This both anchors me in the new growth, and allows me to integrate the material so when I teach it, I can share it from the inside-out.
As part of my multi-dimensional learning, I've incorporated calling in my ka (our 6D perfected soul body) as part of my daily practice, as well as consciously experiencing myself as that 9D tuning fork I've been talking about in past blogs. As I do this, I've been paying attention to what insights this brings me.
A few days ago, I had this wonderful image occur as I was sitting, tuning in and feeling my ka aligned with my 3D body. The 4D canopy, which at that moment was diaphanous light, hovered right above my head like a crown, and intersecting it from above, were rays of light, one from each of the higher dimensions (5D - 9D), feathered out evenly above the crown. The phrase that formed in my mind was "crown of light" and it seemed clear that was related to the concept of the "crown of thorns."
When I began to think about this image, I saw how symbolically accurate it was. I was in a loving, calm and emotionally clear space when the "crown of light" image came to me. I was not caught in one or the other poles of 4D. Remember it is being caught in one of the polar opposites of the 4th dimension that creates duality. This keeps us feeling separate from Essence, and therefore separate from our soul. It is what causes suffering within us: the proverbial "crown of thorns". Getting caught in these poles are the way that we sacrifice ourselves, the way we sacrifice our Divine nature.
When we learn to pay attention to when we get caught in the duality of 4D, and are able to lovingly contain each of the opposites within us, we become free. The 4D canopy becomes diaphanous and supports the higher frequency, higher dimensional light that has to come through it to reach our psyches. It is at this at this point that we are then fully able to access dimensions 5 - 9 and thus our multi-dimensional potential.
Take a moment and imagine this crown of light. Just like in the fairy tales... it is a golden crown with 5 equi-distant protrusions that point outward, all shimmering, all aglow. Notice how you feel when you are wearing this chapeau. And then conversely, imagine the crown of thorns, heavy and dark and painful, sitting on your head, digging into your brain rather than hovering gracefully in your energy field. Notice which crown you are wearing today.
As you can see, wearing that "crown of thorns" makes for a a pretty bad hair day whereas that "crown of light" ... everyone will ask "who's does your hair?"
Just prior to writing this, I did a 7D activation meditation that Gerry Clow wrote. Gerry is Barbara Hand Clow's husband, and he has created all the meditations which begin the chapters in Alchemy of 9 Dimensions. I read the meditation slowly and mindfully. Within seconds of sitting in silence and reading this meditation, I felt myself go into in a deep trance state, and even now 1/2 hour later, I am still feeling the physiological effects. More multi-dimensional activation is occurring within me. While I don't have words yet to share it with you, each time I experience an inner shift, I know that it will result in a deeper connection with my 9D self, and ultimately a deeper understanding that can be shared with and taught to others. So stay tuned.
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