Today's blog is about our Light Body and how to keep it buzzing. This is not to be confused with Buzz Lightyear, the superhero action figure from Toy Story, who my 3-year old grandson is dressing up as for Halloween. As Bodhi clearly explains, Buzz Lightyear's mantra is "To Infinity and Beyond!" (It's rather important to spread both arms out wide when stating this.) Now that I think about it, that's pretty similar to the capability of our Light Bodies: "To 5D and Beyond!" Not quite as grand as
Infinity perhaps, but more descriptive of our current journey.
When I first began to teach and write about our multidimensional potential, I would talk about our Ka body much the same as I now talk about the Light Body. They, of course, are connected; one coming from our 6D self and the other moving us into the frequency of 5D (and beyond.) The Ka body is our ideal energetic blue print. It is our unique sacred geometric energy pattern that resides in the 6th dimension, and then replicates, (when we are open to it,) in 3D. When I'm connected with my Ka, it feels similar to being in my light body: I have a profound sense of peace and well-being. My Ka body though seems more connected to feeling totally myself, aligned with my internal power, whereas my Light Body feels as if all my cells are getting massaged by healing light, and there is not much awareness of my more limited 3D body. I'm most connected to my Light Body when I'm drifting off to sleep or waking up in the morning. Perhaps my ka needs to be in for me to fully experience this... but I'm thinking one doesn't have to vibrate as quickly as the 6D frequency of the ka body to experience our Light Bodies... they are available to us as soon as we get to 5D frequency.
Hopefully it will not have you yawning when I say, yet again, that
this evolutionary process we're in is all about speeding up the
vibratory rate of our cells which syncs us with higher dimensional
frequency. As we speed up our cells, we become more light... it's just
simple not-yet-fully accepted physics: Enlightenment occurs as we
speed up at the cellular level, which propels us into the higher dimensions. We are no longer limited to the density that holds us hostage in the solidity of 3D. We have the ability to be our own super-heros and heroines, and
live in a reality without limitation.
To operate out of our Light Bodies, one cannot skip the 4th dimension. Those of you who have attended my workshops know that I emphasize techniques for navigating 4D, the most important of which is to recognize all your Shadow areas and learn to love yourself anyway. Once you are able to do this, you can then integrate your shadow which allows you to hold the polarities of 4D without getting stuck at one pole or the other. Not only does this help us all stay out of the unhealthy drama on an individual level, but it helps us heal the polarity consciousness that is currently so operative in 3D.
As I was pondering what I wanted to write about our Light Bodies, I "randomly" (okay synchronistically) pulled up a Suzanne Lie meditation from You Tube on the Arcturian Divine Matrix, which turned out to be all about our Light Body. It was a reminder to hold the awareness that we are Light. To connect with our Light consciously so that we may, in turn connect with the Light of everyone. BUT there was something more. Since we are in the process of "downloading" these Light Bodies, Suzanne's guides remind us that like a computer that is downloading a new operating system, we often find that we cannot do much else for a while.
You might find yourself unusually tired. You might feel a need to retreat from your normal activities and give yourself the space to download this evolutionary energy in a way that will not crash your "computer". Pay attention to your inner wisdom so that you know what you need during the intensity of the change we are all in.
Another synchronicity about our Light Bodies is that both my oldest daughter and my husband recently reread, The Celestine Prophesy. James Redfield consistently shows us that we are Light and that we have the ability to just follow the "glow" to stay on our paths. This book has sold millions of copies over the last 15 or so years. This is not information provided to just a select few!
So Brother/Sister Earthlings, how is your life going these days as you are being nudged by the Universe to get off this 3D hamster wheel, integrate your shadow, and arrive at the frequency of the 5th dimension? Are you taking good care of yourself? Have you stayed in the awareness that this is a MAJOR physical as well as emotional and spiritual shift? Have you pondered what you need to do to keep your Light Body buzzing?
As we approach Halloween when the veils between the worlds naturally thin, practice putting on your Light Body. It might feel like a costume at first, but before you know it, it will become your true physical being.
No trick here... just a real treat as we open our hearts, step out of the 3D masquarade, and become the beautiful beings we have always been meant to be.
Sending you love and blessings and from my Light Body to Yours.
Judith
Showing posts with label multidimensionality. Show all posts
Showing posts with label multidimensionality. Show all posts
Monday, October 29, 2012
Friday, August 24, 2012
Talking to our DNA
In preparing for the 2-day multidimensional journey workshop I was offering, I decided that I needed to include a meditation where participants could talk to their cells/to their DNA and find out what was going on there. This would give them a tool to assess and understand where they were in the Ascension process. Of course this meant that if I was going to teach this, I had to talk to the DNA in my own cells first. This happened surprisingly easily for me: I was doing my morning journaling, wrote down this thought as it came to me, and the next thing I knew, I was taking a deep centering breath and my awareness entered the DNA within my cells.
Before I share what my DNA told me, I want to backtrack a bit. Remember there are two things (at least) going on with our DNA that are relevant for the evolutionary leap occurring in us. First, we are born with 12 strands of DNA, but scientists have believed that 10 of the 12 strands are "junk" DNA. (Yep no doubt the same "scientist-thinking" that says if an earthquake occurs on one side of the planet, and then another occurs on the other side within a short period of time, they have nothing to do with each other.) So somehow these folks in the molecular biology community actually believe(d) that a huge percentage of our genes are, get this, "useless."
At any rate, it was the Pleiadean channeling of Barbara Marciniak in her book Bringers of the Dawn where I first learned of this "scientific" belief. Simultaneously she presented the theory that we had only been using 2 strands of our DNA as part of what I refer to as our de-evolution. As we were beginning individually and collectively to reverse this process, the other 10 strands of DNA were beginning to activate.
The second relevance to checking in to the DNA in our cells, is that Ascension is about speeding up at a cellular level until our cells are vibrating at the same frequency of the 5th dimension. So being able to connect intuitively and directly with that process within us gives us important information.
This is the information I received from my cells about the activation of my own DNA:
“We are expanding more and more. We are opening, like a flower… we do this slowly so that your body can assimilate the changes. The seesaw effect you feel is from the process of integration… you are still operating on 3D Earth. We become activated and then we wait… and once you have that assimilated, we become activated a little more. Your body is so used to living in 3D, that the shift is very difficult for it. It doesn’t know how to stay grounded and at the same time operate at a faster frequency, although it is learning.”
Before I share what my DNA told me, I want to backtrack a bit. Remember there are two things (at least) going on with our DNA that are relevant for the evolutionary leap occurring in us. First, we are born with 12 strands of DNA, but scientists have believed that 10 of the 12 strands are "junk" DNA. (Yep no doubt the same "scientist-thinking" that says if an earthquake occurs on one side of the planet, and then another occurs on the other side within a short period of time, they have nothing to do with each other.) So somehow these folks in the molecular biology community actually believe(d) that a huge percentage of our genes are, get this, "useless."
At any rate, it was the Pleiadean channeling of Barbara Marciniak in her book Bringers of the Dawn where I first learned of this "scientific" belief. Simultaneously she presented the theory that we had only been using 2 strands of our DNA as part of what I refer to as our de-evolution. As we were beginning individually and collectively to reverse this process, the other 10 strands of DNA were beginning to activate.
The second relevance to checking in to the DNA in our cells, is that Ascension is about speeding up at a cellular level until our cells are vibrating at the same frequency of the 5th dimension. So being able to connect intuitively and directly with that process within us gives us important information.
This is the information I received from my cells about the activation of my own DNA:
“We are expanding more and more. We are opening, like a flower… we do this slowly so that your body can assimilate the changes. The seesaw effect you feel is from the process of integration… you are still operating on 3D Earth. We become activated and then we wait… and once you have that assimilated, we become activated a little more. Your body is so used to living in 3D, that the shift is very difficult for it. It doesn’t know how to stay grounded and at the same time operate at a faster frequency, although it is learning.”
"Aha", I thought, of course this is why we are experiencing what I've been calling the "seesaw" effect, and that certainly allowed me to relax more about it it. Then I asked:
Is there anything I
can do to help this process?”
“The merkaba and DNA meditations are helping. Keep noticing and asking for easy
assimilation. Take the time and space
you need. The idea that there is a rush or even an urgency is a 3D
perception. Everything happens in
accordance with Divine Plan.
Oh, yeah, yeah. There's the dumb Divine Plan again. Well that's my 3D response. The other was great relief in the reminder that what felt like a lot of 3D time in my own evolution, was, of course, an illusion.
“Is there anything
else you want to tell me?”
So is this relevant for you brother/sister Earthlings? Could the DNA in your cells also go through an activation and then have to stop and integrate. I think it is likely. Are you imposing your own linear time expectations and thinking that this should be going faster? I'll have to wait to hear from you all on that one. But it is a normal response of our 3D minds.
And then that all important question which ties in too with the last blog I posted: "Are you ready to release your suffering?" in whatever way that needs to happen for you? Remember challenge is not the same as suffering. All the dimensions are expanding, and to expand we have to grow, and growth often comes with challenge. BUT, challenge does not have to lead to suffering. It is perceptual... from my 3D assemblage point of view, a challenge might be hugely painful. But from my 5D consciousness it simply is -- there's no pain, only experience, only sensation, only emotion. And one doesn't have to suffer with emotion... we just need to learn to feel it fully without judgement and love ourselves through this process.
For me, it is the too-good-to-be-true idea that keeps me from stepping fully into bliss, (Oh yes, and the belief my cells didn't need to tell me: "why should I be in bliss when there is so much suffering around me?") For you it could be any number of things. I do encourage you to ponder this, to write about this, to talk to your own cells. Make that cell "phone" call and put out an intent for a good connection.
For me, it is the too-good-to-be-true idea that keeps me from stepping fully into bliss, (Oh yes, and the belief my cells didn't need to tell me: "why should I be in bliss when there is so much suffering around me?") For you it could be any number of things. I do encourage you to ponder this, to write about this, to talk to your own cells. Make that cell "phone" call and put out an intent for a good connection.
But as you do, watch out! Some of that old junk in there might be giving you surprising insights.
And with that, I leave you for another week to hopefully rejoice in the beauty of our planet, and in all of creation: especially that creation that is called "you." (which of course is "me", and "us" and oh yes... we know all that........)
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Tuesday, August 7, 2012
Spinning Ourselves "back" to The Garden
My lapse in regularity has made my re-entry to blogspot.com interesting. It keeps changing its structure so there's a slight learning curve. But so be it. Everything is changing its structure.
Although I've suggested this before, this time it looks like I'm headed back to regular blogging. My book, Empowering the Spirit: A Process to Activate Your Soul Potential , first published in 2005, is now available on Kindle. This reediting and re-formatting has been a 9-month process and now my time and focus are freed up enormously.
I am also almost finished with this season's workshop offerings, (there's information at the end of this blog entry about my upcoming 2-day workshop "Taking the Next Evolutionary Step: A Multidimensional Journey to Shift Your Assemblage Point and Your Life," should you be interested,) and I do not plan to offer more until Spring. Thus, my energies are fully available for new writing and I expect this blog will return to its earlier frequency. Well at a higher frequency of course, since my development like all of yours, is accelerating quickly.
So, you may wonder, what have I been learning about my own multidimensional nature (and therefore our multidimensional nature) that I'm feeling compelled to share? Well the insight I feel most Called to re-begin this blog with is this: It is our nature, our natural state of being, to be 5th dimensional, not 3rd dimensional. I have come to understand that we were 5th Dimensional beings in the first place.
We came to this planet from the star system that held this 5D frequency and we created amazing civilizations. (Many of us also held 6D and 8D frequencies, but our biological structure was most aligned with the beings of 5D) There are stories that say we mated with beings already here. I have no idea about that. But I know, because I can feel it in every fiber of my being, that after this initial "golden age" if you will, we went through a descension process on this planet. I believe this is the biblical Fall... and it was not Eve's fault (but that's another blog.)
As we descended, we moved into duality. I think this occurred due to a series of choices we made collectively, agreeing perhaps to be part of this very interesting experience or experiment. Of course, as you students of the vertical dimensions know, the 4th dimension is where the Light splits and polarity emerges. Since the 4th dimension does not carry the frequency of embodiment, in order to keep our biological bodies, we descended further into 3D, the other polarized dimension.
As dynamic and dramatic as polarity might be, with it came attachment to the Light or the Dark, the yin or the yang, making wholeness impossible and propelling us to an even slower frequency. Our cells became denser and denser and the vast majority of human life on planet Earth became stuck in this dysfunctional duality of operating physically in a dense 3D energy field, while being at the mercy of the emotional and archetypal whims of some of the darker 4D forces. Wars and bloodshed became became the norm. Harming each other began to take precedence over loving each other. The more we were wounded, the more our heart chakra closed and the less access we had to our loving origins.
We are now at the agreed upon time to reverse this process. (Could this be our Collective Plan B?) We are both preparing for and in the process of Ascension. We are becoming more and more skilled at healing our old wounds and navigating through this polarity. We are opening codes within our cells to help us in this process. We are also activating our merkaba to provide us with the vehicle for this remarkable journey.
It has been through meditating with and pondering the merkaba, that I have realized that 5D is our natural state. The merkaba, (mer means light/ ka means Spirit/ ba means body) is an energy configuration that is a star tetrahedron, a 3 dimensional Star of David. It is made of light and the triangles are counter-rotating, so the top one is spinning in one direction and the bottom in another. The picture below will give you a good idea of what I mean.
We all have the potential to activate this configuration in our own energy field. When we do, the merkaba, which is also translated from the Hebrew to mean "chariot," becomes the vehicle to propel our biological bodies into the 5th dimension. It is a part of our energy field in the same way that our chakras are. And like the chakras, to function correctly, it must be spinning at a certain frequency.
Drunvalo Melchizedek believes that we almost lost the capacity to do this. He says that the whole energetic configuration of the merkaba had almost been extinguished in the consciousness of humanity. Until recently that is. But now it has a very strong hold. More and more of us are reconnecting with our merkabas whether consciously or unconsciously. This field that surrounds us is becoming more and more functional.
While I have read that our base chakra is in the midpoint of this configuration, I don't think this is correct. I think it is our heart chakra. It is our heart energy that spins the merkaba. The more we open our hearts, the faster our cellular structure vibrates, which in turn activates our merkaba and transports us into the 5th dimension. Just as the heart chakra is the center and the core of our physical chakras, the 5th dimension is the center and the core of the dimensional frequency we carry as 9D humans. It will be from this dimension that we create the New Earth we have hoped for and dreamed of for so long.
And so Brother/Sister Earthings, there you have it. This is what we are remembering. This is what we are Re-Membering. This is the center or the core of who we are. We are the Creators; We are vehicles for unconditional Love; We are One with all that is. So keep those merkabas spinning us all into the emerging consciousness.
Until We blog again, you are all in my heart, which is also your heart, and may those hearts feel lighter and lighter with each passing day.
If you are curious about my upcoming multidimensional workshop, August 20 and 21st, or the link to my book: Empowering the Spirit, please read below.
(You can get yourself a copy of Empowering the Spirit for $2.99 at the following link: http://www.amazon.com/dp/B008LW7H4Q. Or just click to see more.
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Hmmm. I'm new at this uploading, so the image is much bigger than anticipated, but since the photo and graphics were done by my oldest daughter, Rhiannon, this big image gets my "proud mama thing" going.
Although I've suggested this before, this time it looks like I'm headed back to regular blogging. My book, Empowering the Spirit: A Process to Activate Your Soul Potential , first published in 2005, is now available on Kindle. This reediting and re-formatting has been a 9-month process and now my time and focus are freed up enormously.
I am also almost finished with this season's workshop offerings, (there's information at the end of this blog entry about my upcoming 2-day workshop "Taking the Next Evolutionary Step: A Multidimensional Journey to Shift Your Assemblage Point and Your Life," should you be interested,) and I do not plan to offer more until Spring. Thus, my energies are fully available for new writing and I expect this blog will return to its earlier frequency. Well at a higher frequency of course, since my development like all of yours, is accelerating quickly.
So, you may wonder, what have I been learning about my own multidimensional nature (and therefore our multidimensional nature) that I'm feeling compelled to share? Well the insight I feel most Called to re-begin this blog with is this: It is our nature, our natural state of being, to be 5th dimensional, not 3rd dimensional. I have come to understand that we were 5th Dimensional beings in the first place.
We came to this planet from the star system that held this 5D frequency and we created amazing civilizations. (Many of us also held 6D and 8D frequencies, but our biological structure was most aligned with the beings of 5D) There are stories that say we mated with beings already here. I have no idea about that. But I know, because I can feel it in every fiber of my being, that after this initial "golden age" if you will, we went through a descension process on this planet. I believe this is the biblical Fall... and it was not Eve's fault (but that's another blog.)
As we descended, we moved into duality. I think this occurred due to a series of choices we made collectively, agreeing perhaps to be part of this very interesting experience or experiment. Of course, as you students of the vertical dimensions know, the 4th dimension is where the Light splits and polarity emerges. Since the 4th dimension does not carry the frequency of embodiment, in order to keep our biological bodies, we descended further into 3D, the other polarized dimension.
As dynamic and dramatic as polarity might be, with it came attachment to the Light or the Dark, the yin or the yang, making wholeness impossible and propelling us to an even slower frequency. Our cells became denser and denser and the vast majority of human life on planet Earth became stuck in this dysfunctional duality of operating physically in a dense 3D energy field, while being at the mercy of the emotional and archetypal whims of some of the darker 4D forces. Wars and bloodshed became became the norm. Harming each other began to take precedence over loving each other. The more we were wounded, the more our heart chakra closed and the less access we had to our loving origins.
We are now at the agreed upon time to reverse this process. (Could this be our Collective Plan B?) We are both preparing for and in the process of Ascension. We are becoming more and more skilled at healing our old wounds and navigating through this polarity. We are opening codes within our cells to help us in this process. We are also activating our merkaba to provide us with the vehicle for this remarkable journey.
It has been through meditating with and pondering the merkaba, that I have realized that 5D is our natural state. The merkaba, (mer means light/ ka means Spirit/ ba means body) is an energy configuration that is a star tetrahedron, a 3 dimensional Star of David. It is made of light and the triangles are counter-rotating, so the top one is spinning in one direction and the bottom in another. The picture below will give you a good idea of what I mean.
Drunvalo Melchizedek believes that we almost lost the capacity to do this. He says that the whole energetic configuration of the merkaba had almost been extinguished in the consciousness of humanity. Until recently that is. But now it has a very strong hold. More and more of us are reconnecting with our merkabas whether consciously or unconsciously. This field that surrounds us is becoming more and more functional.
While I have read that our base chakra is in the midpoint of this configuration, I don't think this is correct. I think it is our heart chakra. It is our heart energy that spins the merkaba. The more we open our hearts, the faster our cellular structure vibrates, which in turn activates our merkaba and transports us into the 5th dimension. Just as the heart chakra is the center and the core of our physical chakras, the 5th dimension is the center and the core of the dimensional frequency we carry as 9D humans. It will be from this dimension that we create the New Earth we have hoped for and dreamed of for so long.
And so Brother/Sister Earthings, there you have it. This is what we are remembering. This is what we are Re-Membering. This is the center or the core of who we are. We are the Creators; We are vehicles for unconditional Love; We are One with all that is. So keep those merkabas spinning us all into the emerging consciousness.
Until We blog again, you are all in my heart, which is also your heart, and may those hearts feel lighter and lighter with each passing day.
If you are curious about my upcoming multidimensional workshop, August 20 and 21st, or the link to my book: Empowering the Spirit, please read below.
As we accelerate toward the next great evolutionary Portal, we are being Called to step fully into our multidimensional nature and become the Beings we are encoded to be. If this speaks to your inner yearning, this workshop will connect you to the deepest core of your New Earth nature and beyond. Register now to hold your spot and get your discount. Reasonably priced lodging and food available at the Isis Cove Retreat House... Email healingconcepts@hotmail.com for more information. Look forward to seeing you there. EARLY REGISTRATION DISCOUNT HAS BEEN EXTENDED TO AUGUST 12TH.
(You can get yourself a copy of Empowering the Spirit for $2.99 at the following link: http://www.amazon.com/dp/B008LW7H4Q. Or just click to see more.
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Hmmm. I'm new at this uploading, so the image is much bigger than anticipated, but since the photo and graphics were done by my oldest daughter, Rhiannon, this big image gets my "proud mama thing" going.
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
Strolling the Multidimensional Path in 3D
It dawned on me when I was pondering what I wanted to blog about, that I rarely talk about the blessings and intelligence of 3D. Ironic, since this is the dimension that hosts our bodies and where we spend most of our waking life. 3D according to Hand Clow, is the dimension where the physical and the non-physical meet. That's pretty magical all by itself.
Every morning I wake up to the amazing magnificence of the blue ridged Smoky Mountains. Sometimes the smoke-like fog cloaks the peaks and the mountains become invisible, only to then reappear more glorious than ever a few hours later. Whether walking or driving in my part of the world, my 3D eyes consistently feast upon the most incredible beauty and I can feel this shifting something in my energy field. It is like I can drink in the beauty of 3D and this beauty connects me to the vibrational frequencies of the higher dimensions.
3D is the realm of our physical senses. This world is full of sensuality: beautiful color, shapes, texture, sweet and savory tastes, fragrances, soothing touch, pleasurable touch, sexual touch, sounds from birds and animals, from water and the wind. A world of light and dark. All of this has the capacity to propel us into those higher realms, but 3D is typically our access point and deserves a place of honor for that. The cycles of nature are always with us here: seeds are planted, stems emerge from the earth, buds form and flower, and then we can watch as it all dies away, only to come back in different form. Isn't that a perfect prototype for the journey of our souls?
The challenges of the 3rd dimension are always upon us, as our egos develop to help us navigate physical survival, and our Spirits push us to release ego and develop spiritually. Another way to look at this is that our egos develop to help us navigate in the duality of 3D, while our Spirits keep pushing us toward Oneness. The irony is that while this can be hard and bring us much suffering if we attach to the ego polarity, it is also a hugely fun game for those of us who have done our inner work, cleared our emotional field, and have accessed both self-love and Divine love while learning to not take the goings on of this dimension too seriously. This allows us to enjoy the dance and laugh at our awkwardness, turn the music off or put on another tune.
I'm pretty disciplined in many ways, and the purpose of that discipline is to keep me connected to Spirit and the directives of my soul, but there are days when I just want to chuck it all and indulge in 3D. I want to give in to the petty desires of my ego and sit by the wood stove, read a good novel and sip brandy. I want to play Spider Solitaire rather than write. I want to do crossword puzzles rather than do yoga or meditate.
But isn't that the fun of it after all? If I were perfectly disciplined and always content in my discipline wouldn't that begin to turn me into a robot? Or so I say to myself. For those of you really paying attention, you'll notice this is no doubt the tricky voice of my ego creating excuses... or hmmm is it the tricky voice of my ego creating judgements, subtly chastising me for not doing better? Has this now become the tricky voice of my 3D ego being a "buzz kill," a term that my oldest daughter will put out in the context of "mom, stop being a buzz kill."
Along that line, there's the guilt-inductions my 3D ego also loves to put on me. They go something like this "wow, I have such incredible blessings in my life, what about all the people who don't?" (which is my ego's code for: "hmmmm, you better not feel too good.") Now I'm not suggesting it isn't a good thing to appreciate one's blessings and wish the same for others (which I fully do), but to diminish one's joy does not serve the greater good. Yes, I do believe that in 3D terms, "no one is truly free until we are all free." Yes, I do deeply honor that we are all One, and if you are suffering, you are a part of me and on some level, I must share in this for you. BUT, by that same token I know that if I am joyful it helps us all, my joy adds to the joyfulness of the whole, and when my life works perfectly for me, it helps your life work equally perfectly for you. So please consider joining me in putting "Having all the joy possible" into our 2012 resolutions.
From a multidimensional point of view, everything in 3D exists in some form in 6D. Remember, we create those 6D mists which then replicate back into 3D. So let's all join together this new year, and hold that frequency of gratitude, love and joy, and watch those 6D gratitude, love and joy mists grow bigger and bigger, fuller and fuller, showering us all with that energy.
And so my Sister and Brother Earthlings, as we say good-bye to 2011 and walk through the portal of the much-awaited year of 2012, remember to take time to grab some popcorn, put on your 6D glasses, sit on back and enjoy the Earth show.
Every morning I wake up to the amazing magnificence of the blue ridged Smoky Mountains. Sometimes the smoke-like fog cloaks the peaks and the mountains become invisible, only to then reappear more glorious than ever a few hours later. Whether walking or driving in my part of the world, my 3D eyes consistently feast upon the most incredible beauty and I can feel this shifting something in my energy field. It is like I can drink in the beauty of 3D and this beauty connects me to the vibrational frequencies of the higher dimensions.
3D is the realm of our physical senses. This world is full of sensuality: beautiful color, shapes, texture, sweet and savory tastes, fragrances, soothing touch, pleasurable touch, sexual touch, sounds from birds and animals, from water and the wind. A world of light and dark. All of this has the capacity to propel us into those higher realms, but 3D is typically our access point and deserves a place of honor for that. The cycles of nature are always with us here: seeds are planted, stems emerge from the earth, buds form and flower, and then we can watch as it all dies away, only to come back in different form. Isn't that a perfect prototype for the journey of our souls?
The challenges of the 3rd dimension are always upon us, as our egos develop to help us navigate physical survival, and our Spirits push us to release ego and develop spiritually. Another way to look at this is that our egos develop to help us navigate in the duality of 3D, while our Spirits keep pushing us toward Oneness. The irony is that while this can be hard and bring us much suffering if we attach to the ego polarity, it is also a hugely fun game for those of us who have done our inner work, cleared our emotional field, and have accessed both self-love and Divine love while learning to not take the goings on of this dimension too seriously. This allows us to enjoy the dance and laugh at our awkwardness, turn the music off or put on another tune.
I'm pretty disciplined in many ways, and the purpose of that discipline is to keep me connected to Spirit and the directives of my soul, but there are days when I just want to chuck it all and indulge in 3D. I want to give in to the petty desires of my ego and sit by the wood stove, read a good novel and sip brandy. I want to play Spider Solitaire rather than write. I want to do crossword puzzles rather than do yoga or meditate.
But isn't that the fun of it after all? If I were perfectly disciplined and always content in my discipline wouldn't that begin to turn me into a robot? Or so I say to myself. For those of you really paying attention, you'll notice this is no doubt the tricky voice of my ego creating excuses... or hmmm is it the tricky voice of my ego creating judgements, subtly chastising me for not doing better? Has this now become the tricky voice of my 3D ego being a "buzz kill," a term that my oldest daughter will put out in the context of "mom, stop being a buzz kill."
Along that line, there's the guilt-inductions my 3D ego also loves to put on me. They go something like this "wow, I have such incredible blessings in my life, what about all the people who don't?" (which is my ego's code for: "hmmmm, you better not feel too good.") Now I'm not suggesting it isn't a good thing to appreciate one's blessings and wish the same for others (which I fully do), but to diminish one's joy does not serve the greater good. Yes, I do believe that in 3D terms, "no one is truly free until we are all free." Yes, I do deeply honor that we are all One, and if you are suffering, you are a part of me and on some level, I must share in this for you. BUT, by that same token I know that if I am joyful it helps us all, my joy adds to the joyfulness of the whole, and when my life works perfectly for me, it helps your life work equally perfectly for you. So please consider joining me in putting "Having all the joy possible" into our 2012 resolutions.
From a multidimensional point of view, everything in 3D exists in some form in 6D. Remember, we create those 6D mists which then replicate back into 3D. So let's all join together this new year, and hold that frequency of gratitude, love and joy, and watch those 6D gratitude, love and joy mists grow bigger and bigger, fuller and fuller, showering us all with that energy.
And so my Sister and Brother Earthlings, as we say good-bye to 2011 and walk through the portal of the much-awaited year of 2012, remember to take time to grab some popcorn, put on your 6D glasses, sit on back and enjoy the Earth show.
Monday, December 19, 2011
Speaking Our 7th Dimensional Truth and other MultiD Ramblings
I have been revisiting and revising my second book Empowering the Spirit, because I'm planning to publish it on Kindle in the next few months. As I was looking over what I had written on the 5th chakra, I realized how this chakra is connected with the 7th Dimension and began as well to realize that as we heal this chakra, we amplify our ability to hold 7D frequency.
The 5th chakra is our throat chakra. To keep it functioning in a healthy way, we need to be able to both speak our truth and speak from our hearts. I wrote about the developmental task of teenagers needing to talk back when something feels unfair or wrong. As a society, we discourage this and therefore many of us reach adulthood repressing honest communication and therefore powerful self-expression. There's something even deeper and more insidious that begins to occur when we are trained to not speak from our heart, to not speak our truth, to not challenge convention: we begin to hold back speaking our inner wisdom which both disconnects us from our Spirit and creates obstacles to our collective evolution.
In 7D, higher dimensional light gets transduced into sound. Chanting, bird song, conscious music and poetry hold this resonance for us and keep us connected to the energy of this dimension. If one were to imagine that they could tune their vocal chords to vibrate in harmony, if not in exact frequency of 7D (I suspect we do not at this point have the physical capacity for our vocal chords to vibrate at that frequency although chanting the word OM, at just the right resonance, gets us close,) we would hold this level of consciousness in all our communications. Imagine spreading Divine resonance simply by speaking our truth and communicating our wisdom.
I always talk about the water crystals when I teach about 7D. Masaru Emoto in The Hidden Messages in Water ran experiments to show how sound (and even the written word) created different crystalline formations in water: some clearly beautiful and healing, and other's bleak and unappealing. Consciously sending loving words into the water would create these vibrant, healing water crystals while consciously sending angry, hateful words to the water would create structures that actually looked quite ill. Music did the same thing creating harmony or disharmony depending on the resonance (there are beautiful crystals from 1950's modern jazz, and some pretty ugly formations from some Heavy Metal music. Sounds from 7D (which are made up of higher vibrational light that has slowed down from 8D) create energetic crystalline structures in 6D pretty much the same way: this is sacred geometry. And for those of you following this multidimensional theory, you'll remember that everything in 6D replicates in 3D. You'll also remember that creation on the 9D vertical axis comes both from above and from below. There are gravitational waves in both 1D and 9D that create all that exists in between. Therefore not only does 6D replicate in 3D, 3D thoughts create mists in 6D that give rise to geometric configurations as well, which then will replicate on Earth. Given this, I would think that we send energy up to 7D, just as 7D sends energy down to us. This is the dance of creation. And sound plays a very important role.
As I wrote this, my mind immediately wandered over to the dark side of communication: Those infamous 4-letter words that personally I have found to hold some important wisdom on their own about the human experience. Am I taking myself away from that higher frequency every time "oh shit" falls out of my mouth. "Fuck yes!" I answer wryly. BUT, there is a cadence and humor, and even better, an overall passion, a teenage-style life force energy that is often encoded in these expletives. So lest I start thumping a new paradigm bible, and try to impose old rules of conduct, let me be clear. It is not the words, but the intent behind them, the energy behind them. If I start cursing you out, I am taking a negative feeling within me and projecting it onto you, this will keep me stuck in dense energies. I'll be creating "sick water crystals" so to speak. On the other hand, if I use expletives to express a passionate feeling, I may be opening that archetypal stream to higher dimensional portals and maybe end up creating a whole new geometric crystal structure that might have its own type of beauty. Remember we can use very proper words to spew bad energy, and not such proper ones to keep us in a good energy flow. So I suppose one really important criteria for healthy 5th chakra expression is authenticity and an open heart. From there all dramatic words have a positive purpose. My point is, that words and sounds that can hook us up to the spiritual energy of 7D might not always be the most "holy" and therefore the most obvious. It is not the word itself, but rather the feeling behind that word when it is uttered or written. (Now that would be an interesting water crystal experiment.)
Because authentic speech has been discouraged, suppressed and repressed in our culture, even the most developed human is likely to have some communication issues. I'd like to see a water crystal that develops when one uses words that avoid truth, that are indirect and full of innuendo. It is a good practice to think about how we were taught to communicate. Were we taught to hold back? Were we taught to speak aggressively? Were we taught to speak words we thought others would like us to say? It is interesting that the word phony, has "phon" (as in phonic) in it. Crystalline formations from inauthentic speech no matter how pretty the words, aren't going to create healing structures. And clear, direct and truthful words spoken with love will heal our hearts, our relationships and no doubt, our dimension.
So speak out, brother and sister Earthlings, tell it like it is, tell it like you feel it, and tell it like you vision it. Speak of love, and speak of pain. Imagine the words that begin in your heart, that move up into your brain, and let them roll out of your mouth. Sing your passion and sing us a new world... afterall, it's almost 2012.
I always talk about the water crystals when I teach about 7D. Masaru Emoto in The Hidden Messages in Water ran experiments to show how sound (and even the written word) created different crystalline formations in water: some clearly beautiful and healing, and other's bleak and unappealing. Consciously sending loving words into the water would create these vibrant, healing water crystals while consciously sending angry, hateful words to the water would create structures that actually looked quite ill. Music did the same thing creating harmony or disharmony depending on the resonance (there are beautiful crystals from 1950's modern jazz, and some pretty ugly formations from some Heavy Metal music. Sounds from 7D (which are made up of higher vibrational light that has slowed down from 8D) create energetic crystalline structures in 6D pretty much the same way: this is sacred geometry. And for those of you following this multidimensional theory, you'll remember that everything in 6D replicates in 3D. You'll also remember that creation on the 9D vertical axis comes both from above and from below. There are gravitational waves in both 1D and 9D that create all that exists in between. Therefore not only does 6D replicate in 3D, 3D thoughts create mists in 6D that give rise to geometric configurations as well, which then will replicate on Earth. Given this, I would think that we send energy up to 7D, just as 7D sends energy down to us. This is the dance of creation. And sound plays a very important role.
As I wrote this, my mind immediately wandered over to the dark side of communication: Those infamous 4-letter words that personally I have found to hold some important wisdom on their own about the human experience. Am I taking myself away from that higher frequency every time "oh shit" falls out of my mouth. "Fuck yes!" I answer wryly. BUT, there is a cadence and humor, and even better, an overall passion, a teenage-style life force energy that is often encoded in these expletives. So lest I start thumping a new paradigm bible, and try to impose old rules of conduct, let me be clear. It is not the words, but the intent behind them, the energy behind them. If I start cursing you out, I am taking a negative feeling within me and projecting it onto you, this will keep me stuck in dense energies. I'll be creating "sick water crystals" so to speak. On the other hand, if I use expletives to express a passionate feeling, I may be opening that archetypal stream to higher dimensional portals and maybe end up creating a whole new geometric crystal structure that might have its own type of beauty. Remember we can use very proper words to spew bad energy, and not such proper ones to keep us in a good energy flow. So I suppose one really important criteria for healthy 5th chakra expression is authenticity and an open heart. From there all dramatic words have a positive purpose. My point is, that words and sounds that can hook us up to the spiritual energy of 7D might not always be the most "holy" and therefore the most obvious. It is not the word itself, but rather the feeling behind that word when it is uttered or written. (Now that would be an interesting water crystal experiment.)
Because authentic speech has been discouraged, suppressed and repressed in our culture, even the most developed human is likely to have some communication issues. I'd like to see a water crystal that develops when one uses words that avoid truth, that are indirect and full of innuendo. It is a good practice to think about how we were taught to communicate. Were we taught to hold back? Were we taught to speak aggressively? Were we taught to speak words we thought others would like us to say? It is interesting that the word phony, has "phon" (as in phonic) in it. Crystalline formations from inauthentic speech no matter how pretty the words, aren't going to create healing structures. And clear, direct and truthful words spoken with love will heal our hearts, our relationships and no doubt, our dimension.
So speak out, brother and sister Earthlings, tell it like it is, tell it like you feel it, and tell it like you vision it. Speak of love, and speak of pain. Imagine the words that begin in your heart, that move up into your brain, and let them roll out of your mouth. Sing your passion and sing us a new world... afterall, it's almost 2012.
Monday, December 5, 2011
My blog is a year old today. Just How Much Multidimensional Potential Am I Living?
I began this blog exactly a year ago. I have been pretty faithful, and you, my readers, have been pretty faithful as well. Uncharacteristically, I only wrote one blog post in November. Lots of factors played into this, but the outcome was that I began to look more consciously at what this blog is really about, where it's been and where it might meander during its second year on the planet.
My intention in starting this blog was to give voice to the increasing awareness I was having about our multidimensional nature. I saw this as an opportunity to share this information in a way that could both educate and activate an expanded view of who we really are, and why we are really here. I imagined that we would all begin to experience ourselves as tuning forks, holding the frequencies of each of the 9 dimensions on the vertical axis, connecting with the full gamut of Divine intelligence implicit in this and creating a New Earth in the process. I visualized myself vibrating this way in my daily practice through much of this year. I taught numerous workshops and classes where I took others through this experience. I imagined we would all become super-beings, walking in our 3D bodies on planet Earth together, while operating simultaneously in all the other dimensions and that the ensuing magic would totally transform us and our world. And that this would have happened by now, or at least that I would have seen visible progress.
I wrote a lot about time: its ending, its meaning, its mundane and esoteric functions -- how it swirls out of 9D in some inexplicable and mystical way to create long Earth cycles and then is no more. I wrapped my mind around it. I railed at how quickly it escaped my control and how much of it I found myself using just to put out these weekly words. I turned 65 and wondered if I was running out of time or was, as I happily announced, only 1/2-way through adulthood and therefore still had plenty of time. I spoke a lot about time and the Mayan calendar and Callemann's view of its meaning and its ending. And I began to take a more serious look at the idea that we were all in the process of ascending from being 3rd dimensional beings to becoming 5th dimensional beings, stressing how important it is that we continue to open our hearts and release judgments.
And then I woke up at 4 this morning, and I asked myself: Just how much more of my multidimensional potential have I activated in this past year? Have I made any progress at all? I realized at that moment that I didn't have a clue, but it didn't seem like it was very much. I also realized as my brain wandered and wondered about these things, that I was not feeling my ka body, or what I'm more recently beginning to think is my light body. (You know, when you get that wonderful sense of floating, being almost weightless, as if you barely have a physical body, but instead are this wonderful energy body that is in the midst of getting an etheric massage?). I tried to call it in since I often feel it in the middle of the night, but to no avail. Realizing I wasn't able to feel that light body made it all the more likely to me that perhaps I hadn't activated anything more at all; that perhaps I would never be able to write another blog; that perhaps I had jumped off the spiral path, and got caught on the hamster wheel, spinning aimlessly while under the illusion that something different was happening. And then while I was in the midst of these rather dark and disturbing thoughts, my light body showed up. It hadn't come to me when I tried to call it, although sometimes it will. It popped in (or my awareness expanded to include it, for it must always be there) totally spontaneously, and even though I noticed that my thoughts continued - dense 4D thoughts - this energy body didn't care. It stayed anyway. I was having this amazingly pleasurable ongoing sensation while simultaneously watching myself still thinking these cumbersome thoughts. I found this fascinating and soon drifted back off to sleep.
When I got up this morning, I was feeling considerably more optimistic, but did not glean the significance of what occurred until I just wrote about it. There I was holding several frequencies simultaneously and this happened with no effort on my part. The frequency I am vibrating at to experience that "light body" sensation is higher dimensional...(I'm not sure at this point just what dimension),and my thoughts were vibrating at a lower frequency and I was still in a 3D body lying in my bed, which was vibrating at still another frequency. So there's my answer. While I was having light body sensations before starting this blog last year, what has changed is that I can hold these multi-levels of consciousness in my awareness, and that is just happening on its own.
I find this pretty darn interesting. First, as usual, I am shown that the Universe will always answer my call as long as I pay attention. And then that I am being given a clear message something definitely has been changing within me, and it is about using more of my multidimensional potential and it has absolutely no intention of looking like what I might have anticipated.
Now that I'm able to take a more objective look at my growth than I was at 4 this morning, I see that of late I have been experiencing a power in my teachings that has not been there before. I've always been a gifted teacher with great access to intuitive wisdom, as well as the ability to engage and flow with my audience, but this year, I can feel the Divine coming through me in a new way; a stronger and louder way and it has been primarily as I've taught multidimensionality.
Then there's the last, but in no way "least" change, and that has to do with my heart. Last year at this time, my heart was generally pretty open. Now, however, when I tune into my heart, I can feel my heart energy expand throughout my entire chest from one side of my body to the other. This doesn't mean I don't have to deal with judgments that arise for myself and others, but the growth is palpable.
When I was standing in the middle of our Blue Star Medicine wheel the other day on my daily walk up the mountain to our Spirit Temple, I asked for guidance about where this blog was supposed to go. What I got was assurance that it should continue and that it was going to veer slightly in a new direction. What that will look like will have to evolve over time, but let me assure you, Brother and Sister Earthlings, I will continue sending these words out to you and will hold you in my ever expanding heart. Together we can shift both ourselves and this dying world out of the 3rd dimensional crises it is stuck in and into something vibrant and miraculous. We just need to release expectations and pay attention.
My intention in starting this blog was to give voice to the increasing awareness I was having about our multidimensional nature. I saw this as an opportunity to share this information in a way that could both educate and activate an expanded view of who we really are, and why we are really here. I imagined that we would all begin to experience ourselves as tuning forks, holding the frequencies of each of the 9 dimensions on the vertical axis, connecting with the full gamut of Divine intelligence implicit in this and creating a New Earth in the process. I visualized myself vibrating this way in my daily practice through much of this year. I taught numerous workshops and classes where I took others through this experience. I imagined we would all become super-beings, walking in our 3D bodies on planet Earth together, while operating simultaneously in all the other dimensions and that the ensuing magic would totally transform us and our world. And that this would have happened by now, or at least that I would have seen visible progress.
I wrote a lot about time: its ending, its meaning, its mundane and esoteric functions -- how it swirls out of 9D in some inexplicable and mystical way to create long Earth cycles and then is no more. I wrapped my mind around it. I railed at how quickly it escaped my control and how much of it I found myself using just to put out these weekly words. I turned 65 and wondered if I was running out of time or was, as I happily announced, only 1/2-way through adulthood and therefore still had plenty of time. I spoke a lot about time and the Mayan calendar and Callemann's view of its meaning and its ending. And I began to take a more serious look at the idea that we were all in the process of ascending from being 3rd dimensional beings to becoming 5th dimensional beings, stressing how important it is that we continue to open our hearts and release judgments.
And then I woke up at 4 this morning, and I asked myself: Just how much more of my multidimensional potential have I activated in this past year? Have I made any progress at all? I realized at that moment that I didn't have a clue, but it didn't seem like it was very much. I also realized as my brain wandered and wondered about these things, that I was not feeling my ka body, or what I'm more recently beginning to think is my light body. (You know, when you get that wonderful sense of floating, being almost weightless, as if you barely have a physical body, but instead are this wonderful energy body that is in the midst of getting an etheric massage?). I tried to call it in since I often feel it in the middle of the night, but to no avail. Realizing I wasn't able to feel that light body made it all the more likely to me that perhaps I hadn't activated anything more at all; that perhaps I would never be able to write another blog; that perhaps I had jumped off the spiral path, and got caught on the hamster wheel, spinning aimlessly while under the illusion that something different was happening. And then while I was in the midst of these rather dark and disturbing thoughts, my light body showed up. It hadn't come to me when I tried to call it, although sometimes it will. It popped in (or my awareness expanded to include it, for it must always be there) totally spontaneously, and even though I noticed that my thoughts continued - dense 4D thoughts - this energy body didn't care. It stayed anyway. I was having this amazingly pleasurable ongoing sensation while simultaneously watching myself still thinking these cumbersome thoughts. I found this fascinating and soon drifted back off to sleep.
When I got up this morning, I was feeling considerably more optimistic, but did not glean the significance of what occurred until I just wrote about it. There I was holding several frequencies simultaneously and this happened with no effort on my part. The frequency I am vibrating at to experience that "light body" sensation is higher dimensional...(I'm not sure at this point just what dimension),and my thoughts were vibrating at a lower frequency and I was still in a 3D body lying in my bed, which was vibrating at still another frequency. So there's my answer. While I was having light body sensations before starting this blog last year, what has changed is that I can hold these multi-levels of consciousness in my awareness, and that is just happening on its own.
I find this pretty darn interesting. First, as usual, I am shown that the Universe will always answer my call as long as I pay attention. And then that I am being given a clear message something definitely has been changing within me, and it is about using more of my multidimensional potential and it has absolutely no intention of looking like what I might have anticipated.
Now that I'm able to take a more objective look at my growth than I was at 4 this morning, I see that of late I have been experiencing a power in my teachings that has not been there before. I've always been a gifted teacher with great access to intuitive wisdom, as well as the ability to engage and flow with my audience, but this year, I can feel the Divine coming through me in a new way; a stronger and louder way and it has been primarily as I've taught multidimensionality.
Then there's the last, but in no way "least" change, and that has to do with my heart. Last year at this time, my heart was generally pretty open. Now, however, when I tune into my heart, I can feel my heart energy expand throughout my entire chest from one side of my body to the other. This doesn't mean I don't have to deal with judgments that arise for myself and others, but the growth is palpable.
When I was standing in the middle of our Blue Star Medicine wheel the other day on my daily walk up the mountain to our Spirit Temple, I asked for guidance about where this blog was supposed to go. What I got was assurance that it should continue and that it was going to veer slightly in a new direction. What that will look like will have to evolve over time, but let me assure you, Brother and Sister Earthlings, I will continue sending these words out to you and will hold you in my ever expanding heart. Together we can shift both ourselves and this dying world out of the 3rd dimensional crises it is stuck in and into something vibrant and miraculous. We just need to release expectations and pay attention.
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
The Heart (Chakra) of the Matter
I've been really focused these days on what this process of Ascension really means, as well as how to get through kindergarten and get promoted to 1st grade at Ascension Academy. As I've written before, we are at a time in our evolutionary development when we are going from being 3rd dimensional to 5th dimensional beings. Gaia, our Earth and our true mother, is doing the same. That gets more complicated for me, but one thing it tells me: We will still be Earthlings... just 5D Earthlings instead of 3D ones.
The fastest way to accelerating our frequency in order to align us with our 5D selves is to keep opening our hearts, catching our judgments of self and others, and looking deeply at, and working to transform, all other shadow issues as they arise. Transforming shadow, whether it comes as judgment or in another form, happens by observing and naming the shadow, owning the energy and sending it unconditional love. This will shift us from an egoic state into the energy of our heart. 5D is the dimension of LOVE, CREATIVITY and UNITY CONSCIOUSNESS. We cannot hold that frequency without continuously transforming our shadow and clearing our hearts blockages.
It is no surprise then, that all spiritual teachers these days seem to be upping their focus on love as well as on shadow issues that arise with our heart opening. Over the weekend, I attended a wonderful Yoga workshop offered by the lovely, deep and uplifting Laura Wolf. While I attended the workshop because I love Laura and she was back in our area for just a short time, what I had not paid much attention to until the day before, was that the theme of the workshop was about love: specifically about keeping our hearts open even when we are feeling most triggered. Okay then, who doesn't need work on this!
I've noticed in this latest spiral of our evolutionary activation, as we are being challenged to open our hearts, old emotional issues are coming back up for me and for many others in order to get resolved at a new level. As this happens we tend to get triggered more easily than usual, making Laura's theme deeply relevant to our evolutionary imperative. Remember we have to navigate through the 4th dimension in order to get to the 5th. Any unhealed wounding and any undealt with shadow, stays in our energy field and makes the higher dimensional light less accessible. I do not believe this is totally black and white. Who knows if it is even humanly possible to heal all old wounding. (Maybe I'll have that answer when I get into 2nd grade.) Most of us have returned for this incarnation as very old souls. We have multi-layered wounds which is why even after decades of work, they still arise again in one form or the other. Every time we experience an emotional wound, most of us have learned to put up walls over our hearts. We become a little less loving and/or a little more closed down. Sometimes people who have experienced traumatic abuse have been able to keep their hearts open to give love to others, but without healing they are not able to receive love from others, which is equally important.
My old wounds have resurfaced. I first began to get in touch with this about a year ago when I had just started this blog. I was writing about bringing our KA bodies in more fully, and as I was practicing this myself, I noticed a blockage in my back heart chakra. Back heart chakra blockages are old stuck feelings. And sure enough, as time went by, my mother-wounding resurfaced. At first it arose in the same old way. My mother passed away at 92 close to a decade ago. But the wounding for me was so deep, that even without her around to say something unkind or to remind me of her perception that I was a rotten daughter, I still had to process this relationship. (So far this processing has gone on for over 40 years! And I'm a diligent and effective emotional processor.) Still, my habitual strategy which had served me reasonably well, was to re experience my anger... not in a vengeful or resentful way, but in a way that honored the energy around how I had been treated. It released me from any feelings of victimization, and allowed me to energetically set boundaries so that I could honor my own essence.
What I had not fully processed though was the sadness. As a child, like all children, I deeply loved my mother, but what I realized in a new way lately, was that my inner child who was not always treated fairly, was in deep turmoil and grief because as much as she loved her mother, there were also times when she hated her. Since, there was no permission for this child to own any piece of the negative feelings, she was very confused and heart-broken. She was holding the emotional pain of her family, and as I understand now, the emotional pain of the collective. This was both hers and all of the billions of other children on the planet that feel both the depth of this pain and their powerlessness to heal it. In order to survive, this child had to begin to close her heart down. When I recently reconnected with her, I realized that while she still had some anger work that needed to be done, (and I could do this easily,) the most vital, the most important piece of work was to own and honor that excruciating grief. I was able to do both through visualization, felt the release and and knew I had made progress.
The night after the Yoga workshop, I had a very vivid dream. In writing about the dream the next day, I found, much to my surprise, that not only was I grieving for the pain in my immediate family, but that another part of my back heart chakra issue was grief from a disconnection with my extended family, and with two aunts in particular. When I broke away from my mother's expectations in my 20's in order to follow my own spiritual Path, not only did she project her judgments onto me, but she insisted that the rest of the family felt the same. Even though on some level, I knew that wasn't accurate, emotionally I unconsciously bought into this, and in effect lost my connection with my extended family as well as with my mother. Since I was far away geographically, and one of my aunts passed away shortly after this, I didn't give this disconnect much importance at the time. But in processing the dream, I found that I had deep sadness about it, and it was part of my back heart charka blockage. The tears came up suddenly and totally unexpectedly, a sure sign that my heart had opened more. I don't know that all my work is done here, but certainly I have my assignment laid out before me in a much clearer way: maybe my final kindergarten project.
AND, I also see how this works metaphorically for the greater whole. I had to be true to myself and my path. Within my own essence there was no room that allowed me to not chose growth and compromise my truth in order to be accepted. I paid a big price for this. But this is really what we all need to do: We need to be willing to lose it all to be ourselves. And we need to be willing to feel and honor the excruciating grief that may get unleashed in the process.
I'm thinking that maybe I'm getting closer to that 1st grade classroom. This awareness coupled with the experience I had last night and today, while being in a small group led by Andrew Harvey, an amazing mystic, teacher and transformer, has taught me all sorts of things about myself and about our current evolution. This will be the focus of my next blog and I'm quite sure the focus of my 1st grade curriculum. But, what I now can see more clearly than ever, is that as our 3D world dissolves, we do not have the luxury or the right to disown that 3D self. We are multi-dimensional beings and while we may be ascending into 5D, part of what is being asked of us is to heal and strenghten that 3D self as well. As the 3D we know falls apart, we must tend to its pain and wounds as we are simultaneously attending to shifting into the love frequency that will bring us all great joy.
Enough for now, my brother and sisters. But stay tuned. I have a lot more verses coming for this song.
The fastest way to accelerating our frequency in order to align us with our 5D selves is to keep opening our hearts, catching our judgments of self and others, and looking deeply at, and working to transform, all other shadow issues as they arise. Transforming shadow, whether it comes as judgment or in another form, happens by observing and naming the shadow, owning the energy and sending it unconditional love. This will shift us from an egoic state into the energy of our heart. 5D is the dimension of LOVE, CREATIVITY and UNITY CONSCIOUSNESS. We cannot hold that frequency without continuously transforming our shadow and clearing our hearts blockages.
It is no surprise then, that all spiritual teachers these days seem to be upping their focus on love as well as on shadow issues that arise with our heart opening. Over the weekend, I attended a wonderful Yoga workshop offered by the lovely, deep and uplifting Laura Wolf. While I attended the workshop because I love Laura and she was back in our area for just a short time, what I had not paid much attention to until the day before, was that the theme of the workshop was about love: specifically about keeping our hearts open even when we are feeling most triggered. Okay then, who doesn't need work on this!
I've noticed in this latest spiral of our evolutionary activation, as we are being challenged to open our hearts, old emotional issues are coming back up for me and for many others in order to get resolved at a new level. As this happens we tend to get triggered more easily than usual, making Laura's theme deeply relevant to our evolutionary imperative. Remember we have to navigate through the 4th dimension in order to get to the 5th. Any unhealed wounding and any undealt with shadow, stays in our energy field and makes the higher dimensional light less accessible. I do not believe this is totally black and white. Who knows if it is even humanly possible to heal all old wounding. (Maybe I'll have that answer when I get into 2nd grade.) Most of us have returned for this incarnation as very old souls. We have multi-layered wounds which is why even after decades of work, they still arise again in one form or the other. Every time we experience an emotional wound, most of us have learned to put up walls over our hearts. We become a little less loving and/or a little more closed down. Sometimes people who have experienced traumatic abuse have been able to keep their hearts open to give love to others, but without healing they are not able to receive love from others, which is equally important.
My old wounds have resurfaced. I first began to get in touch with this about a year ago when I had just started this blog. I was writing about bringing our KA bodies in more fully, and as I was practicing this myself, I noticed a blockage in my back heart chakra. Back heart chakra blockages are old stuck feelings. And sure enough, as time went by, my mother-wounding resurfaced. At first it arose in the same old way. My mother passed away at 92 close to a decade ago. But the wounding for me was so deep, that even without her around to say something unkind or to remind me of her perception that I was a rotten daughter, I still had to process this relationship. (So far this processing has gone on for over 40 years! And I'm a diligent and effective emotional processor.) Still, my habitual strategy which had served me reasonably well, was to re experience my anger... not in a vengeful or resentful way, but in a way that honored the energy around how I had been treated. It released me from any feelings of victimization, and allowed me to energetically set boundaries so that I could honor my own essence.
What I had not fully processed though was the sadness. As a child, like all children, I deeply loved my mother, but what I realized in a new way lately, was that my inner child who was not always treated fairly, was in deep turmoil and grief because as much as she loved her mother, there were also times when she hated her. Since, there was no permission for this child to own any piece of the negative feelings, she was very confused and heart-broken. She was holding the emotional pain of her family, and as I understand now, the emotional pain of the collective. This was both hers and all of the billions of other children on the planet that feel both the depth of this pain and their powerlessness to heal it. In order to survive, this child had to begin to close her heart down. When I recently reconnected with her, I realized that while she still had some anger work that needed to be done, (and I could do this easily,) the most vital, the most important piece of work was to own and honor that excruciating grief. I was able to do both through visualization, felt the release and and knew I had made progress.
The night after the Yoga workshop, I had a very vivid dream. In writing about the dream the next day, I found, much to my surprise, that not only was I grieving for the pain in my immediate family, but that another part of my back heart chakra issue was grief from a disconnection with my extended family, and with two aunts in particular. When I broke away from my mother's expectations in my 20's in order to follow my own spiritual Path, not only did she project her judgments onto me, but she insisted that the rest of the family felt the same. Even though on some level, I knew that wasn't accurate, emotionally I unconsciously bought into this, and in effect lost my connection with my extended family as well as with my mother. Since I was far away geographically, and one of my aunts passed away shortly after this, I didn't give this disconnect much importance at the time. But in processing the dream, I found that I had deep sadness about it, and it was part of my back heart charka blockage. The tears came up suddenly and totally unexpectedly, a sure sign that my heart had opened more. I don't know that all my work is done here, but certainly I have my assignment laid out before me in a much clearer way: maybe my final kindergarten project.
AND, I also see how this works metaphorically for the greater whole. I had to be true to myself and my path. Within my own essence there was no room that allowed me to not chose growth and compromise my truth in order to be accepted. I paid a big price for this. But this is really what we all need to do: We need to be willing to lose it all to be ourselves. And we need to be willing to feel and honor the excruciating grief that may get unleashed in the process.
I'm thinking that maybe I'm getting closer to that 1st grade classroom. This awareness coupled with the experience I had last night and today, while being in a small group led by Andrew Harvey, an amazing mystic, teacher and transformer, has taught me all sorts of things about myself and about our current evolution. This will be the focus of my next blog and I'm quite sure the focus of my 1st grade curriculum. But, what I now can see more clearly than ever, is that as our 3D world dissolves, we do not have the luxury or the right to disown that 3D self. We are multi-dimensional beings and while we may be ascending into 5D, part of what is being asked of us is to heal and strenghten that 3D self as well. As the 3D we know falls apart, we must tend to its pain and wounds as we are simultaneously attending to shifting into the love frequency that will bring us all great joy.
Enough for now, my brother and sisters. But stay tuned. I have a lot more verses coming for this song.
Monday, September 19, 2011
More "Time-ly" Ramblings
If time, as we know it, stops at the end of the Mayan Calendar (10/28/11 for those of us that like the calculations of Carl Johan Calleman), then I, for one, can't wait! Of course the whole idea of waiting or not waiting, "wait" or "can't wait" is all about our outdated concept of time.
I've been in frequent duress these days about time: its speeding, its slowing, its passing. I'm even remembering my early grade school report cards that had a category: "Makes good use of time" ... seems like that was the one marked "N" for "needs improvement." What did those teachers know about time speeding up and a 16.4 billion year cycle ending? Still, those "time" injunctions remain in my psyche and I frequently notice my belief that I deserve "time out" for not feeling as if I have enough time to enjoy time, utilize time, stretch time and even waste time.
It's beginning to feel like my life is timed: I don't mean those large cycles like birth and death, but rather like a game where they turn the timer on and if you don't go fast enough, you lose. Getting older doesn't help, although a few days ago I came up with what I thought was a brilliant reframe for that. Instead of thinking that since I was in my mid-60's, I was running out of time, I decided, (and you are all more than welcome to decide with me,) that people in my age group are only halfway through adulthood. HA... maybe even less of the way for those of us that didn't seem to grow up until we were near 40. Think of it this way. If my lifespan is going to last well into my 90's and I must admit, I'm quite sure that it will, than I am barely half way through. I still have plenty of time to get good at this adulthood thing. Anyway, that was a comforting thought for a minute (note the clock reference) but as soon as more time passed, so did that comfort.
My life is actually much less on a time schedule than most people in our culture. I don't have to get up at a certain time, except the time I set in my own head. I don't have to be anywhere at a certain time, except if I decide to schedule appointments. I don't have to finish by any time except for my own timelines. Is this insanity with time just the death throes of left brain civilization? Once I surrender, will this all just melt away like a Salvador Dali clock? I can be out of time if I would just take the time to figure it out. And that double-entendre wasn't lost on me, although I feel like I'm losing time just thinking about it.
When we are in multidimensional consciousness, we really are out of time (or outside of linear time for a more descriptive way to put it.) Think about those deep meditations, those wonderful Yoga retreats, those Shamanic Breathwork experiences, those psychedelic experiences of our youth (well maybe just my youth): time stops, time stretches, time goes away, time doesn't exist, and best of all, time doesn't matter. We stop worrying about doing, about achieving, about posting our blog (well maybe just my blog), writing those book proposals (well maybe just my book proposals), and we just get to be. We enter the Now. And inside that Now, life can live itself.
When we are stuck in 3D time/space co-ordinates, it's a whole different life-game. It took me until I was 50 to realize that I was always running late because I wasn't factoring in the time it took to travel from one place to the other. Once I got the very elementary concept that in 3D it takes time to transverse space (only took 6 decades this lifetime around), my timeliness improved greatly... But did that improve my relationship with time? Only in 3D. My ego gave me an 'A' for getting that lesson but that has nothing to do with my ability or lack of, to be in the flow of time.
Then we have the 4D drama that rolls in when we struggle (ok, when I struggle) with time. Those "not-going-fast-enough" demon archetypes that adore grabbing hold of us humans. "HA HA" they say, shimmering with delight "Look at those goofy 3D beings spinning themselves into a tizzy about not going fast enough, jumping high enough... hee hee hee... let's prod them again with our electric time rods and watch them freak out." So lately, I’ve provided much entertainment for those 4D time-demons.
Now that time has passed since I began to write this blog post, I’m tempted not to give it the time of day. But perhaps the Universe is asking us all to do this assignment -- thinking and listing every cultural cliché we have about time as preparation for entering into timelessness. Of course, thinking and listing every cultural cliché would take up way too much time.
Remember that time waves are spun out of 9D. And since 9D spun out the Mayan Calendar, I don’t imagine it’s intending to stop spinning at the end of October. So what is it going to create for us? That might be worth taking the time to ponder. And if we understand that we are all One, then we hold that 9D consciousness that will be doing the time-spinning...we will be creating the next great time cycle, ready or not.
For now however, you might want to repeat after me: "I have plenty of time" "All in due time" "There’s no time like the present" "There's no time in the present" May we all succeed at just being present, and remember to have a good time.
Farewell for now, fellow Earthlings. I'm just hoping I have time to post this today.
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Oh Blue Star Kachina, You trickster You.
Okay for those of you who haven't heard, scientists think that Comet Elenin is disintegrating and is, at this point, no longer a comet. Hearing this news was a bit of a shock for me. In the last blog, I had a conversation with Elenin, a fascinating conversation where I was given a strong awareness of the energetic functions comets can play for us and in particular what the purpose of this comet, that I believed to be the Blue Star Kachina, was. Now with this new information, all sorts of doubts arose for me.
Was this just my imagination? Why did I get the message to talk to Elenin in the first place, (that's not typical of the intuitive messages I get) and why, when I checked in with Elenin, was it so easy? Is this all illusion? Am I writing incorrect information? Do I have too many rigid opinions that need to get kicked around a bit? Once I got this new information, I tried to check in with the comet again, but to no avail.
Then as I was going on my daily walk up the mountain, a thought came through that kachinas were associated with coyote medicine or tricksters. I wasn't sure about this, and certainly didn't want to risk putting forth any more potential "dis-information". When I got back, I checked the internet to learn that kachinas were often seen as twins of coyote, (noted for their wily jokes and games) and both had a connection with trickster energy. Well that was a relief! Or at least it gives me a plausible explanation.
Still this leaves more questions than answers. If you look at the photos of Elenin after it disintegrated some, you can see its blue-ness much more vividly. It looked just like I would imagine the Blue Star Kachina should look. So does that mean that Elenin is the Blue Star Kachina, and our consciousness reached a point where it no longer had to keep heading in this direction? Does it mean that all we need now is the fragments of Elenin which left small bursts of its energy around for us as a reminder? Yes, of course, I would like to think that. But the reality is I don't know.
This morning when I woke up, all I could remember from my dreams was the color blue. This color remained in my mind's eye. Then I realized it was a message about the Blue Star. And after another moment, it dawned on me, it was a message about the Blue Star Kachina. Next the awareness came that the color in my dream was the same color as the photos of Elenin disintegrating...
So here I go, out on another limb. I believe that former comet, Elenin, was the Blue Star Kachina of the prophesies, not here to forebode catastrophic harm to the planet (I never bought into that and anyway, we don't need any big cosmic signs to let us know how poorly we've treated Mother Earth and how she is now in desperate need of our loving attention, stewardship and healing), but to herald the new consciousness that is being activated in all of us. ("For those with eyes to see, and ears to hear.") I can feel in my heart that enough souls on the planet have shifted. Despite all the environmental chaos, I strongly believe there is a positive planetary rebirth that will happen and is happening. Therefore, perhaps that wake-up call so many saw us needing, wasn't needed, at least not in dramatic comet form.
It amuses me that I couldn't connect with Comet Elenin after it disintegrated... but of course that is totally logical -- its essence has transformed and fragmented. It is the trickster helping us (okay me) not hold on to rigid views of what this was all supposed to look like. It also interests me that 3 of the friends that I immediately mentioned the comet's disintegration to, all had the same response. "Good!" They did not share my dilemma about whether Elenin was or wasn't the Blue Star kachina, but rather were relieved that this comet would bring no harm to the planet.
As I've gone through this process over the last week, what I realize is most important for me, and for humanity as a whole, is not that this gets figured out, but instead to remember that we access our multidimensional potential through opening our heart, through activating unconditional love for ourselves and all other beings, which in turn, creates a frequency that aligns us with the 5th dimension. For those of you who have been following this blog or in other ways familiarizing yourself with the 9D vertical axis that Hand Clow brought forth for us, you will see how unconditional love with its 5D frequency allows us to bi-pass 4D and its potential blockages. When we are fully in the energy of unconditional love, our egos cannot keep us stuck in any 4D polarity. We are released from attachments to all dramas that drain us, put us into victim consciousness and lower our frequency. When we are in unconditional love, these dramas simply have no power over us. We become automatically open to all higher dimensional parts of ourselves.
So the lesson here for me is clear. It doesn't matter if Elenin is the Blue Star Kachina. It only matters that I bathe myself and all I come in contact with, with as much unconditional love as possible, for it is only this that truly create the New Earth.
I'm also clear that should I have ever have the impulse to interview Elenin again, the only response I'll get is "No comet."
Keep opening your hearts brother and sister Earthlings, and just when you think they are open as far as they can be, open them even more. And keep showering yourselves with love. It helps us all.
Was this just my imagination? Why did I get the message to talk to Elenin in the first place, (that's not typical of the intuitive messages I get) and why, when I checked in with Elenin, was it so easy? Is this all illusion? Am I writing incorrect information? Do I have too many rigid opinions that need to get kicked around a bit? Once I got this new information, I tried to check in with the comet again, but to no avail.
Then as I was going on my daily walk up the mountain, a thought came through that kachinas were associated with coyote medicine or tricksters. I wasn't sure about this, and certainly didn't want to risk putting forth any more potential "dis-information". When I got back, I checked the internet to learn that kachinas were often seen as twins of coyote, (noted for their wily jokes and games) and both had a connection with trickster energy. Well that was a relief! Or at least it gives me a plausible explanation.
Still this leaves more questions than answers. If you look at the photos of Elenin after it disintegrated some, you can see its blue-ness much more vividly. It looked just like I would imagine the Blue Star Kachina should look. So does that mean that Elenin is the Blue Star Kachina, and our consciousness reached a point where it no longer had to keep heading in this direction? Does it mean that all we need now is the fragments of Elenin which left small bursts of its energy around for us as a reminder? Yes, of course, I would like to think that. But the reality is I don't know.
This morning when I woke up, all I could remember from my dreams was the color blue. This color remained in my mind's eye. Then I realized it was a message about the Blue Star. And after another moment, it dawned on me, it was a message about the Blue Star Kachina. Next the awareness came that the color in my dream was the same color as the photos of Elenin disintegrating...
So here I go, out on another limb. I believe that former comet, Elenin, was the Blue Star Kachina of the prophesies, not here to forebode catastrophic harm to the planet (I never bought into that and anyway, we don't need any big cosmic signs to let us know how poorly we've treated Mother Earth and how she is now in desperate need of our loving attention, stewardship and healing), but to herald the new consciousness that is being activated in all of us. ("For those with eyes to see, and ears to hear.") I can feel in my heart that enough souls on the planet have shifted. Despite all the environmental chaos, I strongly believe there is a positive planetary rebirth that will happen and is happening. Therefore, perhaps that wake-up call so many saw us needing, wasn't needed, at least not in dramatic comet form.
It amuses me that I couldn't connect with Comet Elenin after it disintegrated... but of course that is totally logical -- its essence has transformed and fragmented. It is the trickster helping us (okay me) not hold on to rigid views of what this was all supposed to look like. It also interests me that 3 of the friends that I immediately mentioned the comet's disintegration to, all had the same response. "Good!" They did not share my dilemma about whether Elenin was or wasn't the Blue Star kachina, but rather were relieved that this comet would bring no harm to the planet.
As I've gone through this process over the last week, what I realize is most important for me, and for humanity as a whole, is not that this gets figured out, but instead to remember that we access our multidimensional potential through opening our heart, through activating unconditional love for ourselves and all other beings, which in turn, creates a frequency that aligns us with the 5th dimension. For those of you who have been following this blog or in other ways familiarizing yourself with the 9D vertical axis that Hand Clow brought forth for us, you will see how unconditional love with its 5D frequency allows us to bi-pass 4D and its potential blockages. When we are fully in the energy of unconditional love, our egos cannot keep us stuck in any 4D polarity. We are released from attachments to all dramas that drain us, put us into victim consciousness and lower our frequency. When we are in unconditional love, these dramas simply have no power over us. We become automatically open to all higher dimensional parts of ourselves.
So the lesson here for me is clear. It doesn't matter if Elenin is the Blue Star Kachina. It only matters that I bathe myself and all I come in contact with, with as much unconditional love as possible, for it is only this that truly create the New Earth.
I'm also clear that should I have ever have the impulse to interview Elenin again, the only response I'll get is "No comet."
Keep opening your hearts brother and sister Earthlings, and just when you think they are open as far as they can be, open them even more. And keep showering yourselves with love. It helps us all.
Friday, August 19, 2011
Engaging Our High Heart: Our Multidimensional Internet Connection
The seasons feel like they are changing right now. The last few days have been brisk, and even though summery weather is sure to make a return, there is no stopping the momentum of the coming change. Summer must give way to Fall, and Fall to Winter: but it is not just the way of the lower dimensions. The higher dimensional shifts, those processions of cycles in the higher dimensions, are just as inevitable. And these are energy shifts that bring far more powerful change than leaves falling and temperatures dropping. These energy shifts swirl into our consciousness and activate each and every one of us. They insist that we leave behind the season that is dying and we open to that which must come next whether we feel ready or not.
All things in the Universe grow, die, and grow again. While this has been eternally true, our current times are unique and amazing; the energy being opened for the human species is extraordinary. Each of us now has the potential for having direct access to Source and in that direct access, we also will access our multidimensional nature. It is this nature that allows us to fully understand and become conscious of the communication links from Source, to be part of the Cosmic Internet if you will.
So what is Source from a multidimensional perspective? Suzan Carrol (also known as Suzanne Lie), in her August 11th newsletter, (www.multidimensions.com) presents a beautiful inter-dimensional map. She delineates 12D as our Source dimension, and channels the Arcturians saying: "...You on Earth began as twelfth dimensional Stellar Elohim who were, and still are ONE with the Source. Elohim are the holders of form in the Multiverse..." This means that all we know as form is essentially spun out from the energy of 12D. That goes way beyond the 9D vertical axis, but fully informs 9D which in turn informs all of the lower dimensions. AND, just like the 9D model, this is an interactive process with growth occurring both from above downward, and below, upward. The guiding principal as always, is Unconditional Love.
Which brings me to the essence of today's blog. The most direct way to access communication from the higher dimensions is through our high hearts. Carroll in her channeling, points out that the "messages from the higher dimensions enter your Opened Third Eye (your Crown and Brow Chakras working as ONE), but the meaning of that message is perceived through your High Heart. It is through your High Heart that you and your higher expressions of SELF can bond into ONE."
This means to fully activate our multidimensional potential, we need to fully open our High Heart. The High heart rests between our heart chakra and our throat chakra. For those of you who have not experienced this before, stop for a moment and take some deep centering breaths until you feel yourself in a state of openness and relaxation. Notice the energy flow (or blockage) in your heart chakra and send gratitude and healing there. You are likely to feel warmth and a sense of swirling energy. Now bring your awareness up to the center of your chest. If you are able to sense energy, you will realize that while there is also warmth and swirling energy in the high heart, the energy is lighter, even more joyful... This is our energetic link to Source or the Divine. Notice too if there are any walled off parts, heavy places or other blockages that are asking to be transformed.
As humans, even very evolved loving humans, it is a tall order at best to stay in a consistent state of unconditional love. From my observation, part of this 9th Wave of the Mayan calendar is spiralling anything within us that is unhealed up to the surface yet again. This often takes those of us who have been working on our healing for decades by surprise... wondering why we still find ourselves dealing with old dysfunctional patterns of behavior and outmoded old paradigm beliefs. We tend to forget that we are holographic. Remember holograms contain the whole in every part. So if you were to break off a piece of a holographic plate that contains an image of a cat, each piece will also contain that image, but in fainter form. So it is with our old patterns. As we heal them they don't disappear, but rather become fainter so they have less and less power in our lives. In my experience, when we are in a growth spurt about to move up to a higher place on the evolutionary spiral, these old patterns resurface for deeper healing. The energy of the Universal Underworld (or 9th Wave) is activating growth spurts in all of us, so that these old patterns have to come up.
Most if not all of these beliefs and patterns we have been carrying, have caused emotional wounding. This in turn, has caused many of us to wall off parts of our hearts as self-protection. While this is a reflexive process for us humans, it is totally counterproductive to our growth and certainly to our multidimensional growth. Collectively we have been working to heal our heart charka blockages and pain for the last 3 decades, but now, we are being prodded to heal our high heart blockages as well. It certainly is normal that when we are wounded, we also feel abandoned by the Divine and then end up holding anger and grief around this. This can turn into resentment, depression, and/or a sense of powerlessness. We know inside of ourselves that we have this potential to connect, download and transmit messages from the 12D Elohim (even if we had no conscious idea they existed). We intuitively can feel a sense of something missing, a sense of being cut off from an important part of ourselves. The problem is that we cannot fully open this high heart unless we can step into full self love. If you are being re-visited by old patterns (whether the signals are coming from inside of you or from events in your outer life,) this is an invitation from your 12D Self to identify areas where you still need to love yourself more, and to do the necessary emotional work to heal this at yet another level.
Once we do this, we will find ourselves able to communicate and use the wisdom from all of the dimensions,
and simultaneously keep balanced in our day to day life. The old behavior patterns and beliefs that have developed from both our individual and collective wounds will grow fainter yet again. And our loving energy will be freed up more profoundly than ever before, as will our intuitive and spiritual powers.
As Fall and Winter open to Spring and Summer, and Spring and Summer open to Fall and Winter, so black holes open to white holes and white holes to black holes. It is Hand Clow's contention that in the 9th Dimension at Galactic Center, which is a black hole itself, a white hole of a new Universe is about to be birthed in 2012. As multidimensional beings, part of our psyches holds all the energy of these profound transformative cycles, but I do think it makes sense to look first for the black holes within us, and know that as we move into them with love and consciousness, a remarkable new birth is about to come forth.
Let those old belief and behavioral patterns release as the trees release their leaves. Work to heal and transform any heart and High Heart wounding, and remember to breathe through those contractions. Once your labor is over, you'll be amazed at the miracle that is You.
All things in the Universe grow, die, and grow again. While this has been eternally true, our current times are unique and amazing; the energy being opened for the human species is extraordinary. Each of us now has the potential for having direct access to Source and in that direct access, we also will access our multidimensional nature. It is this nature that allows us to fully understand and become conscious of the communication links from Source, to be part of the Cosmic Internet if you will.
So what is Source from a multidimensional perspective? Suzan Carrol (also known as Suzanne Lie), in her August 11th newsletter, (www.multidimensions.com) presents a beautiful inter-dimensional map. She delineates 12D as our Source dimension, and channels the Arcturians saying: "...You on Earth began as twelfth dimensional Stellar Elohim who were, and still are ONE with the Source. Elohim are the holders of form in the Multiverse..." This means that all we know as form is essentially spun out from the energy of 12D. That goes way beyond the 9D vertical axis, but fully informs 9D which in turn informs all of the lower dimensions. AND, just like the 9D model, this is an interactive process with growth occurring both from above downward, and below, upward. The guiding principal as always, is Unconditional Love.
Which brings me to the essence of today's blog. The most direct way to access communication from the higher dimensions is through our high hearts. Carroll in her channeling, points out that the "messages from the higher dimensions enter your Opened Third Eye (your Crown and Brow Chakras working as ONE), but the meaning of that message is perceived through your High Heart. It is through your High Heart that you and your higher expressions of SELF can bond into ONE."
This means to fully activate our multidimensional potential, we need to fully open our High Heart. The High heart rests between our heart chakra and our throat chakra. For those of you who have not experienced this before, stop for a moment and take some deep centering breaths until you feel yourself in a state of openness and relaxation. Notice the energy flow (or blockage) in your heart chakra and send gratitude and healing there. You are likely to feel warmth and a sense of swirling energy. Now bring your awareness up to the center of your chest. If you are able to sense energy, you will realize that while there is also warmth and swirling energy in the high heart, the energy is lighter, even more joyful... This is our energetic link to Source or the Divine. Notice too if there are any walled off parts, heavy places or other blockages that are asking to be transformed.
As humans, even very evolved loving humans, it is a tall order at best to stay in a consistent state of unconditional love. From my observation, part of this 9th Wave of the Mayan calendar is spiralling anything within us that is unhealed up to the surface yet again. This often takes those of us who have been working on our healing for decades by surprise... wondering why we still find ourselves dealing with old dysfunctional patterns of behavior and outmoded old paradigm beliefs. We tend to forget that we are holographic. Remember holograms contain the whole in every part. So if you were to break off a piece of a holographic plate that contains an image of a cat, each piece will also contain that image, but in fainter form. So it is with our old patterns. As we heal them they don't disappear, but rather become fainter so they have less and less power in our lives. In my experience, when we are in a growth spurt about to move up to a higher place on the evolutionary spiral, these old patterns resurface for deeper healing. The energy of the Universal Underworld (or 9th Wave) is activating growth spurts in all of us, so that these old patterns have to come up.
Most if not all of these beliefs and patterns we have been carrying, have caused emotional wounding. This in turn, has caused many of us to wall off parts of our hearts as self-protection. While this is a reflexive process for us humans, it is totally counterproductive to our growth and certainly to our multidimensional growth. Collectively we have been working to heal our heart charka blockages and pain for the last 3 decades, but now, we are being prodded to heal our high heart blockages as well. It certainly is normal that when we are wounded, we also feel abandoned by the Divine and then end up holding anger and grief around this. This can turn into resentment, depression, and/or a sense of powerlessness. We know inside of ourselves that we have this potential to connect, download and transmit messages from the 12D Elohim (even if we had no conscious idea they existed). We intuitively can feel a sense of something missing, a sense of being cut off from an important part of ourselves. The problem is that we cannot fully open this high heart unless we can step into full self love. If you are being re-visited by old patterns (whether the signals are coming from inside of you or from events in your outer life,) this is an invitation from your 12D Self to identify areas where you still need to love yourself more, and to do the necessary emotional work to heal this at yet another level.
Once we do this, we will find ourselves able to communicate and use the wisdom from all of the dimensions,
and simultaneously keep balanced in our day to day life. The old behavior patterns and beliefs that have developed from both our individual and collective wounds will grow fainter yet again. And our loving energy will be freed up more profoundly than ever before, as will our intuitive and spiritual powers.
As Fall and Winter open to Spring and Summer, and Spring and Summer open to Fall and Winter, so black holes open to white holes and white holes to black holes. It is Hand Clow's contention that in the 9th Dimension at Galactic Center, which is a black hole itself, a white hole of a new Universe is about to be birthed in 2012. As multidimensional beings, part of our psyches holds all the energy of these profound transformative cycles, but I do think it makes sense to look first for the black holes within us, and know that as we move into them with love and consciousness, a remarkable new birth is about to come forth.
Let those old belief and behavioral patterns release as the trees release their leaves. Work to heal and transform any heart and High Heart wounding, and remember to breathe through those contractions. Once your labor is over, you'll be amazed at the miracle that is You.
Thursday, July 14, 2011
It's Darkest Just before Dawn: And that just might go on for 3 Days
There could be a dramatic initiation coming just before the dawning of a planetary-wide transformation: more dramatic than most of us could conjure in our wildest imaginations. Three days of darkness has been prophesied from several sources, and Swedish scientist Carl Johan Calleman wrote an interesting article that makes the possibility of this actually happening, seem more plausible. What's more, since this planetary transformation corresponds to the end of the Mayan Calendar, we just might have to mark off a new date in our cosmic appointment books. While popular thought has the Mayan Calendar ending on December 21, 2012, Calleman, a former toxicologist and cancer researcher who has devoted many years to studying the Mayan calendar, says it really ends on October 28, 2011. Coming right up folks!
Calleman was drawn into Mayan culture in the late 70's because it connected him with deeper levels of meaning and activated his spiritual development. He became so fascinated with it, he gave up Cancer research and made "Calendar research" his full time job. In studying the Mayan calendar, he uses a scientific approach to come up with significant dates, rather than channeling the information. He understands that the calendar essentially charts the evolution of consciousness on our planet, and he makes compelling arguments for it ending on October 28 of this year. (www.calleman.com)
Using the visual representation of a Mayan Pyramid, he shows how the Mayans calibrated the pyramid to symbolically represent this ascension process.
He has calculated that the calendar started 16.4 billion years BC. with the 1st Wave or Underworld. This is represented by the pyramid's lowest tier. There are 9 evolutionary Waves or Underworlds in all. Each level up the pyramid corresponds to the next wave or next evolutionary step. We are at the 9th or top level now. Each Wave is further divided into 7 periods of light (called days) and 6 periods of darkness (called nights). In the 1st Wave, the Cellular Underworld, each day and night lasted 1.26 billion years each. Each consecutive wave is 5% shorter than the prior one, and the pyramid's shape gives a visual and proportional representation of this. The 9th Wave which is the Universal Underworld and brings us to Unity Consciousness, began on March 9th of this year. Anyone remember that? That was the day of the huge earthquake in Japan and its resulting tsunami and nuclear power plant disasters.
In this 9th Underworld, the light and dark periods (the Mayan days and night) only last 18 days each! Now there's some validation for our perception of time flying. And the final day of this Underworld ends on October 28th. That's all, folks. By that time, the Mayans believed this shift of planetary consciousness which began those several billions years ago, will be complete.
Beyond that, the calendar is blank. Neither Hand Clow or Calleman see this as the end of the world, but rather as the end of time. When one moves into Unity Consciousness, we are no longer at the mercy of linear or left brain time, but rather can flow with the natural time rhythms as they are being spun out of 9D. It's not that we will stop using clocks, it is just that their significance in our lives will be greatly diminished. The resonance of our earth changes with each new Wave, and this final Wave is the highest frequency of all. Remember that 5D holds the frequency of Unity consciousness so of course, this final Wave is going to correspond to the ascension process. We will have learned to fully embody the vibrational field of the 5th dimension while still hanging out and living our lives on planet Earth.
But wait, you might say. "How in the world are we going to get to Unity Consciousness on our planet in a mere few months? Have you seen the news lately?" I have a few potential answers. The simplest being, the news is only reporting the death throes and while it may not look all that different for a while, millions of us are moving to Unity consciousness internally and it will ultimately take over our planet. Another additional answer is "hmmmmm, what if it really did get dark for 3 days, that could really change things quickly."
Scientifically there are two comets approaching our planet this Fall. These comets have also been part of "end-time" prophesies. Toward the end of September, the comet Elenin moves between the Sun and the Earth. While at this point, the scientific community thinks this will be a small comet without much impact, Calleman is not so sure. He believes that Elenin is the Blue Star Kachina from the Hopi prophesy and that it will greatly affect us. There have been several documented earth quakes associated with these evolutionary Waves, and of course the 9th Wave last March began with an intense earthquake. As the frequency of consciousness is shifting, it affects the vibration of the Earth's core, which is1D, or the 1st Dimension.. ( remember, there is always a gravitational interplay between 1D and 9D). This in turn, creates significant seismic activity, the conditions for a lot of earthquakes. If the Mayans and Calleman are correct, this 9th Wave frequency is the most powerful ever experienced on our planet and therefore will rock the planetary core dramatically. Callaman writes:
"This very culmination of the Mayan calendar could mean a need for quite a dramatic adjustment of the inner core of the earth and as a consequence massive seismic activity on the surface of the earth. The arrival of Elenin, quite possibly the Blue Star, would then simply "happen:" to occur in synchrony with earthquakes, which in reality result from a fine-tuning of the global brain to create resonance with the new field of unity consciousness. The geological activity expected as the calendar comes to an end would then generate so many eruptions and gases that the sky would become dark for 3 days."
He goes on to quote prophesies that talk about the need to sit by candle light and pray during these 3 days, in order to clear out remaining vestiges of inner darkness that are keeping us from fully embracing Unity Consciousness. This would be a purification time and an essential part of our preparation. Whether these 3 days of darkness are literal or figurative (I think they might be about the last 3 days of the 9th Wave which will begin on July 31st and end on Oct. 28th,) it seems to me that what we are being asked to do is clear: Light those candles and look even more deeply into our areas of darkness, transforming them as we become aware of them.
BUT, if it really does go dark for 3 earth days -- well that should shake things up quite a bit ... maybe so intensely that Unity Consciousness will prevail by Halloween. Those folks on the fence, so to speak, just might find themselves releasing their skepticism and resistance as they activate their inner resources to cope with such a strange physical phenomenon.
Still that leaves the mystery of the Winter Solstice portal of 2012. I still believe this will be a cosmic "flood" time. We will have had almost 14 months of practice holding this new consciousness in place, and this might be just what is needed to enable us to use the Light blasting our planet that day, in amazingly loving and powerful ways.
Calleman was drawn into Mayan culture in the late 70's because it connected him with deeper levels of meaning and activated his spiritual development. He became so fascinated with it, he gave up Cancer research and made "Calendar research" his full time job. In studying the Mayan calendar, he uses a scientific approach to come up with significant dates, rather than channeling the information. He understands that the calendar essentially charts the evolution of consciousness on our planet, and he makes compelling arguments for it ending on October 28 of this year. (www.calleman.com)
Using the visual representation of a Mayan Pyramid, he shows how the Mayans calibrated the pyramid to symbolically represent this ascension process.
He has calculated that the calendar started 16.4 billion years BC. with the 1st Wave or Underworld. This is represented by the pyramid's lowest tier. There are 9 evolutionary Waves or Underworlds in all. Each level up the pyramid corresponds to the next wave or next evolutionary step. We are at the 9th or top level now. Each Wave is further divided into 7 periods of light (called days) and 6 periods of darkness (called nights). In the 1st Wave, the Cellular Underworld, each day and night lasted 1.26 billion years each. Each consecutive wave is 5% shorter than the prior one, and the pyramid's shape gives a visual and proportional representation of this. The 9th Wave which is the Universal Underworld and brings us to Unity Consciousness, began on March 9th of this year. Anyone remember that? That was the day of the huge earthquake in Japan and its resulting tsunami and nuclear power plant disasters.
In this 9th Underworld, the light and dark periods (the Mayan days and night) only last 18 days each! Now there's some validation for our perception of time flying. And the final day of this Underworld ends on October 28th. That's all, folks. By that time, the Mayans believed this shift of planetary consciousness which began those several billions years ago, will be complete.
Beyond that, the calendar is blank. Neither Hand Clow or Calleman see this as the end of the world, but rather as the end of time. When one moves into Unity Consciousness, we are no longer at the mercy of linear or left brain time, but rather can flow with the natural time rhythms as they are being spun out of 9D. It's not that we will stop using clocks, it is just that their significance in our lives will be greatly diminished. The resonance of our earth changes with each new Wave, and this final Wave is the highest frequency of all. Remember that 5D holds the frequency of Unity consciousness so of course, this final Wave is going to correspond to the ascension process. We will have learned to fully embody the vibrational field of the 5th dimension while still hanging out and living our lives on planet Earth.
But wait, you might say. "How in the world are we going to get to Unity Consciousness on our planet in a mere few months? Have you seen the news lately?" I have a few potential answers. The simplest being, the news is only reporting the death throes and while it may not look all that different for a while, millions of us are moving to Unity consciousness internally and it will ultimately take over our planet. Another additional answer is "hmmmmm, what if it really did get dark for 3 days, that could really change things quickly."
Scientifically there are two comets approaching our planet this Fall. These comets have also been part of "end-time" prophesies. Toward the end of September, the comet Elenin moves between the Sun and the Earth. While at this point, the scientific community thinks this will be a small comet without much impact, Calleman is not so sure. He believes that Elenin is the Blue Star Kachina from the Hopi prophesy and that it will greatly affect us. There have been several documented earth quakes associated with these evolutionary Waves, and of course the 9th Wave last March began with an intense earthquake. As the frequency of consciousness is shifting, it affects the vibration of the Earth's core, which is1D, or the 1st Dimension.. ( remember, there is always a gravitational interplay between 1D and 9D). This in turn, creates significant seismic activity, the conditions for a lot of earthquakes. If the Mayans and Calleman are correct, this 9th Wave frequency is the most powerful ever experienced on our planet and therefore will rock the planetary core dramatically. Callaman writes:
"This very culmination of the Mayan calendar could mean a need for quite a dramatic adjustment of the inner core of the earth and as a consequence massive seismic activity on the surface of the earth. The arrival of Elenin, quite possibly the Blue Star, would then simply "happen:" to occur in synchrony with earthquakes, which in reality result from a fine-tuning of the global brain to create resonance with the new field of unity consciousness. The geological activity expected as the calendar comes to an end would then generate so many eruptions and gases that the sky would become dark for 3 days."
He goes on to quote prophesies that talk about the need to sit by candle light and pray during these 3 days, in order to clear out remaining vestiges of inner darkness that are keeping us from fully embracing Unity Consciousness. This would be a purification time and an essential part of our preparation. Whether these 3 days of darkness are literal or figurative (I think they might be about the last 3 days of the 9th Wave which will begin on July 31st and end on Oct. 28th,) it seems to me that what we are being asked to do is clear: Light those candles and look even more deeply into our areas of darkness, transforming them as we become aware of them.
BUT, if it really does go dark for 3 earth days -- well that should shake things up quite a bit ... maybe so intensely that Unity Consciousness will prevail by Halloween. Those folks on the fence, so to speak, just might find themselves releasing their skepticism and resistance as they activate their inner resources to cope with such a strange physical phenomenon.
Still that leaves the mystery of the Winter Solstice portal of 2012. I still believe this will be a cosmic "flood" time. We will have had almost 14 months of practice holding this new consciousness in place, and this might be just what is needed to enable us to use the Light blasting our planet that day, in amazingly loving and powerful ways.
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