Spinning Ourselves "back" to The Garden

My lapse in regularity has made my re-entry to blogspot.com interesting.  It keeps changing its structure so there's a slight learning curve.  But so be it.  Everything is changing its structure.

Although I've suggested this before, this time it looks like I'm headed back to regular blogging.  My book, Empowering the Spirit:  A Process to Activate Your Soul Potential , first published in 2005, is now available on Kindle.  This reediting and re-formatting has been a 9-month process and now my time and focus are freed up enormously.

I am also almost finished with this season's workshop offerings, (there's information at the end of this blog entry about my upcoming 2-day workshop "Taking the Next Evolutionary Step:  A Multidimensional Journey to Shift Your Assemblage Point and Your Life," should you be interested,) and I do not plan to offer more until Spring.  Thus, my energies are fully available for new writing and I expect this blog will return to its earlier frequency.  Well at a higher frequency of course, since my development like all of yours, is accelerating quickly.

So, you may wonder, what have I been learning about my own multidimensional nature (and therefore our multidimensional nature) that I'm feeling compelled to share?  Well the insight I feel most Called to re-begin this blog with is this:  It is our nature, our natural state of being, to be 5th dimensional, not 3rd dimensional.  I have come to understand that we were 5th Dimensional beings in the first place.

We came to this planet from the star system that held this 5D frequency and we created amazing civilizations.  (Many of us also held 6D and 8D frequencies, but our biological structure was most aligned with the beings of 5D)  There are stories that say we mated with beings already here.  I have no idea about that.  But I know, because I can feel it in every fiber of my being, that after this initial "golden age" if you will, we went through a descension process on this planet.  I believe this is the biblical Fall... and it was not Eve's fault (but that's another blog.)

As we descended, we moved into duality. I think this occurred due to a series of choices we made collectively, agreeing perhaps to be part of this very interesting experience or experiment.  Of course, as you students of the vertical dimensions know, the 4th dimension is where the Light splits and polarity emerges.  Since the 4th dimension does not carry the frequency of embodiment, in order to keep our biological bodies, we descended further into 3D, the other polarized dimension.

As dynamic and dramatic as polarity might be, with it came attachment to the Light or the Dark, the yin or the yang, making wholeness impossible and propelling us to an even slower frequency.  Our cells became denser and denser and the vast majority of human life on planet Earth became stuck in this dysfunctional duality of operating physically in a dense 3D energy field, while being at the mercy of the emotional and archetypal whims of some of the darker 4D forces.  Wars and bloodshed became became the norm.  Harming each other began to take precedence over loving each other.  The more we were wounded, the more our heart chakra closed and the less access we had to our loving origins.

We are now at the agreed upon time to reverse this process.  (Could this be our Collective Plan B?)  We are both preparing for and in the process of Ascension.  We are becoming more and more skilled at healing our old wounds and navigating through this polarity.  We are opening codes within our cells to help us in this process.  We are also activating our merkaba to provide us with the vehicle for this remarkable journey.

It has been through meditating with and pondering the merkaba, that I have realized that 5D is our natural state.  The merkaba, (mer means light/ ka means Spirit/ ba means body) is an energy configuration that is a star tetrahedron, a 3 dimensional Star of David. It is made of light and the triangles are counter-rotating, so the top one is spinning in one direction and the bottom in another.  The picture below will give you a good idea of what I mean.

We all have the potential to activate this configuration in our own energy field.  When we do, the merkaba, which is also translated from the Hebrew to mean "chariot," becomes the vehicle to propel our biological bodies into the 5th dimension.  It is a part of our energy field in the same way that our chakras are.  And like the chakras, to function correctly, it must be spinning at a certain frequency.

Drunvalo Melchizedek believes that we almost lost the capacity to do this.  He says that the whole energetic configuration of the merkaba had almost been extinguished in the consciousness of humanity. Until recently that is.  But now it has a very strong hold.  More and more of us are reconnecting with our merkabas whether consciously or unconsciously. This field that surrounds us is becoming more and more functional.

While I have read that our base chakra is in the midpoint of this configuration, I don't think this is correct.  I think it is our heart chakra.  It is our heart energy that spins the merkaba. The more we open our hearts, the faster our cellular structure vibrates, which in turn activates our merkaba and transports us into the 5th dimension.  Just as the heart chakra is the center and the core of our physical chakras, the 5th dimension is the center and the core of the dimensional frequency we carry as 9D humans.  It will be from this dimension that we create the New Earth we have hoped for and dreamed of for so long.

And so Brother/Sister Earthings, there you have it.  This is what we are remembering.  This is what we are Re-Membering.  This is the center or the core of who we are.  We are the Creators;  We are vehicles for unconditional Love;  We are One with all that is.  So keep those merkabas spinning us all into the emerging consciousness.

Until We blog again, you are all in my heart, which is also your heart, and may those hearts feel lighter and lighter with each passing day.

If you are curious about my upcoming multidimensional workshop, August 20 and 21st,  or the link to my book:  Empowering the Spirit, please read below.

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Hmmm.  I'm new at this uploading, so the image is much bigger than anticipated, but since the photo and graphics were done by my oldest daughter, Rhiannon, this big image gets my "proud mama thing" going.

Resurrected yet again

It's been months since I posted my last blog.  Hopefully many of you have noticed.  I've been focusing on other things like rewriting Empowering the Spirit, readying it for publication on Kindle, preparing for and promoting a local workshop on staying Spirit-directed, enjoying prolonged visits with 2 of my out-of-town children, helping out with my in-town grandson just to name a few.  In the meantime, "Blogger.com" has changed on me. I imagine I'll adjust after some kicking and screaming about why would they change a perfectly good system. 

But that is not what this is about. This is about activating the new awarenesses that are hovering on the edges of my consciousness. This is about finding words that express the essence of these images which I believe will open us all to this next stage in our evolution. This is about finding concepts that are formed enough to seek words to explain them.  I've been doing daily multidimensional meditations on the Merkaba and Ascension on You Tube (who knew) but how this will all translate into my writing and teaching is still mysterious to me.  And the 3D clock is a-ticking:  I've got at least 6 different talks or workshops scheduled beginning in 3 weeks and when my ego is not panicking, my Spirit is suggesting I trust that I will pull it together and reminds me that one step in the process is to resurrect this blog.  

So off I go.  (Or do I? I want to go ON, but HA, not on and on.)
Ascension.  What does this really mean? Well first of all, let me demystify the image this conjures.  I do not see a chosen group suddenly finding ourselves in higher realms that have magically appeared on this planet.  I do not see huge numbers of us being lifted into higher dimensional realities en masse.  It is true that I have believed/known for decades we are collectively making an evolutionary leap, and this leap is more and more being referred to as Ascension.  To me this sounds unnecessarily dramatic. I lean toward a more subtle view of what is occurring. Despite the fact that I have lately experienced a magnetic tug that feels as if my consciousness is being pulled upward and so I can see there is some literal validity in the word, I prefer words like "Lightening" or "Quickening.  These are words that to me more accurately describe the evolutionary process in our midst.  

You and I know our cells are changing, they are vibrating faster.  Most of us can feel this. Our cells do this whether we know about it or not.  However, knowing about it allows us to feel more relaxed and more open to guidance about how to navigate through this process. This is a very intense experience in case you haven't noticed.  On one hand we watch our 3D world falling to pieces around us.  The veil that has kept us in our illusion is growing thinner and thinner, so that the truth of how we have all allowed ourselves to be manipulated is no longer hidden.  And yet the solutions, the birthing that follows this death is vague;  we can only intuit what we are becoming, and that feels like pretty shaky territory for the vast majority of us.

The vibrational field of the planet is shifting as well. Since our definition of dimensions has relied on the idea that each dimension is vibrating at a certain frequency and that frequency is calibrated in

octaves, (just like the keys on a piano,) we tend to imagine that when we vibrate at a certain speed (high C for instance) we will find ourselves in a specific dimension.  But since we are multidimensional, this may not be accurate.  It makes scientific sense that our consciousness, not limited by the casing of our physical bodies, easily operates in several dimensions at one time.  Most of us who have meditated or done certain kinds of Yoga or who took psychedelic drugs for that matter, can understand this.  What is different now is that this "ascension" or quickening, is actually about our bodies and the brains they house, being able to operate in several dimensions simultaneously.  As if our lives aren't complicated enough!  But remember this is about feeling into it, not thinking into it.  When we take a deep cleansing breath and allow our awareness to be in the Now, in the Present, we become able to hold multidimensional consciousness with ease.  And what we notice on a kinesthetic level is that our hearts are filled with love, our psyches are calm and our quickening cells provide us with the sensation of being much lighter.

Most of the information that is being channeled in about this evolution assures us that we have only wonderful things to look forward to. We are moving out of the dimensions of duality and therefore out of the suffering of always feeling separated from Divine Source. We are moving into a world of Unity and Love.  Yet even for the most advanced of us, we are being continually met with the energetic challenges of this transition.  The term "quickening" which I'm getting attached to using to describe this evolutionary process, is a term that is used to describe the first discernible movement of the fetus in pregnancy. We've got a way before this rebirth gets to full term, but we are in the stages where we truly can feel the reality of this shift.

Many of you reading this are actually working on this dimensional shift in your dreams according to information from Suzanne Lie.  Her Guides are saying that we, as light workers, have been working to stop the negative forces of control that have wielded power over our planet for eons. For many of us, this is going on when we are asleep and not only do we not remember, it is also making us pretty darn tired.

And then there's the task of getting our Merkaba tuned up.  Our Merkaba is the energetic vehicle that forms a star tetrahedron around us.  Getting each of these 3-D triangles spinning with the fluidity needed to transport us, body as well as soul, into higher dimensions appears to be no easy task.  

Yet in my heart, I know we are up to it, and that those of us who are travelling through the dimensional portals first, are being asked to hold space for all those that follow.  I see us forming two lines facing each other and metaphorically arching our arms at full stretch, touching the finger- tips of whoever stands across from us.  We are sending love and ease to those who pass through our energy tunnel, holding the portals open for more and more souls as they embark on this evolutionary passage.

And so Brother and Sister Earthlings, I'm inspired to speak to you once again with our cells no doubt moving a little faster than they were when last you signed on.  Huge and interesting growth is occurring within us. So remember to take those prenatal vitamins, keep your sense of humor and trust that this coming birth will bring great joy to us and our planet.

All Together Now... UNDULATE AS ONE

For those of you who have noticed and wondered where my blog has disappeared to, I would love to explain it simply is getting published in the higher dimensions and tell you what the link is, but alas best I can tell, that would be a lie, and I definitely don't know the link.  In 3D, I just backed off.  I had a multitude of reasons, the most important of which is that I wasn't feeling that multidimensional connection for a while, and had to get re-inspired.

Other reasons, should you be on the edge of your seat, include needing to refocus on and reenter the experience of my book EMPOWERING THE SPIRIT: A Process to Activate Our Soul's Potential. This is my book that came out the end of 2005 and which I'm now getting ready to publish on Kindle.  I had spent 2011 pretty much immersed in teaching and writing about multidimensionality, and now I am returning to my earlier writing that teaches many tools to release ourselves from ego and let our Spirits lead the way which moves us into our multidimensional potential and living on the New Earth.

And then there was the readers' stats (speaking of that ongoing practice of releasing oneself from ego).  Those of you who blog on blogspot know what I'm talking about:  the graphs which let you know how many people are really going to your blog and therefore probably reading it.  Stats can be addicting by the way, our egos crave the good ones, but I had pretty much released myself from that.  Still I would check.  It let me know if my blog readership was growing, and while my public followers were continuing to grow, I noticed some decline rather than growth for the blog as we moved into the new year.  I took that as a sign, released myself from almost-weekly blogging, and simultaneously incorporated watching multidimensional meditations on YouTube (mostly Suzanne Lie's) as part of my daily practice.  My intention was to reconnect multidimensionally at a deeper level, and it is working.

Now I'm meandering back to the blog, nudged of course by Spirit and an email or two from folks wondering if I was still going to be writing it.  Since I'm scheduled to teach about our Ascension into 5D and how to make that connection, which is our next evolutionary step, at a large gathering in May and a workshop in June, I've got to integrate this into my own life. Thankfully, I'm finally feeling like I've moved up a notch in comprehending or apprehending what this process really is and what it means.  So now it's time to share this with you, Brother/Sister Earthlings.  Perhaps this will begin a series on the experience of Ascension.

We know that the primary attributes of 5D are Unity Consciousness, Unconditional Love and Creativity.  We also know that every time we move into a higher dimension, we do so because we are able to alter our frequency by speeding up our cells and activating our light bodies.  But what does this really mean?  How does this begin to play out in our psyches? How does this play out in our emotional bodies?  How does this play out in our lives?  If I am ONE, am I still I??  Is the "I" still relevant?  And if not, can I release it?  And if I release it, is that not me doing this from the "I".  (which brings up a Yiddish aye yie aye... roughly translated of course.)  Can I be both?  Isn't that what multidimensionality really is... being all of it???

I've understood, little by little, that we are on a journey to being Collective, to quite literally becoming ONE.  And yet, we do have our individual expression at least at this stage in our evolution.   Suzanne Lie speaks of her experience merging with her 5D self in a star ship, which is a living, breathing entity in itself, and how her 5D self was both separate and part of a giant undulating consciousness that was guiding the ship which was also part of this consciousness.  Individuals on the ship had unique jobs to perform and yet they could also perform the jobs of all others because they were all the others.  I suppose that's like the particle/wave that underlies all matter;  the particle being our individual selves and the wave, our Oneness.  I've been trying to glean what this would feel like; trying to imagine myself as both separate and merged.

I woke up one morning with an "aha!".  We have been a part of that 5D undulating wave perhaps forever.  Jung called it the Collective Unconscious and the Collective Supraconscious.  We know that great inventions would show up all over the globe, in different parts of the world that had no communication with each other, pretty much in the same window of 3D time.  I've been writing and speaking a lot about how in the last 15 or 20 years, I had incorporated a heart meditation in my workshops which I thought was "original" but found out that there were numerous teachers around the world, teaching almost the exact same thing, done in almost the exact same way.  To me this meant that we were all hooked into the same source of information, but now I see that this happens because we are already part of a great undulating wave that holds all that is.

As we move into Unity Consciousness, it will feel totally normal to experience this undulating wave and perhaps it will begin to ultimately feel strange when we experience moments of individual awareness; moments of separateness.  Because wasn't that the great experiment on the planet -- to create 3D humans that could experience the separateness and eventually figure out how to get back to what has always been in our DNA, being One with that undulating wave?

Do you understand that you are me writing this blog, and I am you, reading this blog?  Can you allow yourself to experience fully that each of us holds everything within our consciousness and that everything in our consciousness contains all of us?

This is taught in every tradition on the planet, and has been for Millenniums.  The most holy prayer in Judaism, one that dates back at least 5000 years and that is supposed to be said upon waking each day, translates to "Hear O Israel, the Lord our God, the Lord is One." I was taught the watered-down interpretation in Sunday school -- that this was about the Jews believing in the one God, as opposed to having many deities.  Even as a child, I could never figure out what was so holy about that idea. Then many decades later, far removed from my Jewish roots, it came to me in a flash.  It is the most holy prayer because it tells us we are ONE.  The "Lord" is really the great unified undulating mass of Consciousness, not the One Guy in the sky.

I recently read a fascinating memoir of an Iranian woman and learned that all traditional Persian stories begin with the words "All is One, One is All."  The ancient Egyptians, the really ancient Egyptians, those that were star-seeded over 12,000 years ago, taught how to unify Upper Egypt and Lower Egypt within their own psyches as a way of becoming whole.  My friend and colleague, Linda Star Wolf frequently quotes one of her indigenous teachers, Wolf Clan Grandmother Twylah Nitsch who reminded her students often that this was about: "All for One and One for All."

We see this in nature -- swarms of bees are perhaps the most dramatic because they are small enough for us to see how they blend in with each other and they create this visual undulating pattern while floating through the air.  There are schools of fish and flocks of birds.  All separate and One at the same time.

So Sister/Brother Earthlings, what do you think of the blog we've all written today?  Stay tuned for the next wave, hopefully in the not to distant future.

2012 and All is Well

It's here: this much prophesied and awaited year.  No weather disasters so far.  No nuclear disasters, no collapsing buildings, no comets hitting the planet.  The stock market has soared.  And while my belief for many years has been that nothing dramatic would happen externally as we enter the last phase of this portal, (which I see as having begun in earnest on 10/28/11), I still find the calm we are experiencing right now, to be interesting.  We have grown quite used to intense storms, earthquakes and the like.  Could that be on the wane? Could the worst be over?

Logically of course, that would make no sense.  We have not done what is necessary to repair the damage we Earthlings have done to our planet.  Yet, perhaps we have really reached the tipping point where our consciousness is creating a new, non-linear reality, bypassing the mechanics of physics.  Or put another way, we are creating a new, multidimensional reality that we can live in, still in human form but released from 3D limitation; a multidimensional reality where we solve our problems simply by surrounding them with the consciousness of the solution.

The energy of 2012 for me personally, has been one of going deeper inside.  It hit me like a bolt of lightening on the 31st, that it was time to take off that extra 10 lbs I've been carrying around, and that I was going to do this by going on a liver-cleanse diet. This means I have to put a lot of focus on when I eat, and how to create meals and snacks that are slightly different than normal, and make sure I get certain supplements and proscribed juices throughout the day.  Simultaneously, as 2012 rolled in, I made good on my commitment to do daily multidimensional meditations in addition to my spiritual practice.

I have no sessions scheduled and nowhere to teach this week.  I have total space for this cleansing and clearing of the old and opening to the new.  I find myself in a new place of quiet.  I'm being more mindful of not just what I eat, but about the experience of eating, so that I go more deeply into tasting the essence of this wonderful healthy food.  Since the meditations I've been doing are not very conducive to articulation, I am just sitting in the energy of them rather than trying to write about it. And while we've had an easy winter this year in Western North Carolina, since the new year the temperatures have suddenly dropped and my appreciation of watching and feeling the fire of our wood stove has concurrently risen. Our first small snow fall intensified this and the stillness of life in the depths of winter is all around me, peaceful, beautiful, slow... and helping me reconnect with the larger Stillness.

Perhaps this is what 2012 is about after-all.  As we release the concept of time, we find Stillness in these natural rhythms, in these gentle waves that correspond to the time waves of 9D or to the eternal Now. The essential energy of this Stillness is love.  When I sit in this Stillness, I experience love flowing through every cell of my body.  Any thoughts that arise from this place within me can only create that which is calm, compassionate and joyful. Realizing there are people just like me all over our beautiful planet that are sitting in the same Stillness, holding the same frequency of Divine Love, then I cease to doubt that we are creating a New Earth, that we are in the portal that will ultimately end wars and famine and cruelty and suffering; that will change all of our 3D reality.  Certainly it feels as if it is changing mine.

Planet Earth is a most amazing being, and the celestial lights that surround her are equally amazing.  She is the magnet that draws all the intelligence of those lights to her.  She has a vastness of Spirit that allows her to hold within her cells the mystery of all that is, all that was, all that may come to be. And just like our mother planet, we have the same abilities. But we need to be very quiet, we need to go deep inside, we need to keep opening our heart and our high heart ever wider.

So Brother and Sister Earthlings, join me in entering the Stillness.  Take those deep centering quiet breaths.  Let yourself release those old limited beliefs.  Release all those feelings you may have been holding from old wounds.  Release all the pressures you have put on yourself;  release those worries;  release those fears; release your ambitions.  Just for Now.  And give yourself a moment, for that's all it really takes, to go in and access that fertile Silence that resides in us all; that creative Stillness that is nothing and everything simultaneously.  And hey, should you happen to release a few unneeded pounds in the process, all the better.








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Strolling the Multidimensional Path in 3D

It dawned on me when I was pondering what I wanted to blog about, that I rarely talk about the blessings and intelligence of 3D.  Ironic, since this is the dimension that hosts our bodies and where we spend most of our waking life.  3D according to Hand Clow, is the dimension where the physical and the non-physical meet.  That's pretty magical all by itself.

Every morning I wake up to the amazing magnificence of the blue ridged Smoky Mountains. Sometimes the smoke-like fog cloaks the peaks and the mountains become invisible, only to then reappear more glorious than ever a few hours later. Whether walking or driving in my part of the world, my 3D eyes consistently feast upon the most incredible beauty and I can feel this shifting something in my energy field.  It is like I can drink in the beauty of 3D and this beauty connects me to the vibrational frequencies of the higher dimensions.

3D is the realm of our physical senses.  This world is full of sensuality:  beautiful color, shapes, texture, sweet and savory tastes, fragrances, soothing touch, pleasurable touch, sexual touch, sounds from birds and animals, from water and the wind.  A world of light and dark.  All of this has the capacity to propel us into those higher realms, but 3D is typically our access point and deserves a place of honor for that.  The cycles of nature are always with us here:  seeds are planted, stems emerge from the earth, buds form and flower, and then we can watch as it all dies away, only to come back in different form. Isn't that a perfect prototype for the journey of our souls?

The challenges of the 3rd dimension are always upon us, as our egos develop to help us navigate physical survival, and our Spirits push us to release ego and develop spiritually. Another way to look at this is that our egos develop to help us navigate in the duality of 3D, while our Spirits keep pushing us toward Oneness.  The irony is that while this can be hard and bring us much suffering if we attach to the ego polarity, it is also a hugely fun game for those of us who have done our inner work, cleared our emotional field, and have accessed both self-love and Divine love while learning to not take the goings on of this dimension too seriously.  This allows us to enjoy the dance and laugh at our awkwardness, turn the music off or put on another tune.

I'm pretty disciplined in many ways, and the purpose of that discipline is to keep me connected to Spirit and the directives of my soul, but there are days when I just want to chuck it all and indulge in 3D.  I want to give in to the petty desires of my ego and sit by the wood stove, read a good novel and sip brandy.  I want to play Spider Solitaire rather than write.  I want to do crossword puzzles rather than do yoga or meditate.

But isn't that the fun of it after all?  If I were perfectly disciplined and always content in my discipline wouldn't that begin to turn me into a robot?  Or so I say to myself.  For those of you really paying attention, you'll notice this is no doubt the tricky voice of my ego creating excuses... or hmmm is it the tricky voice of my ego creating judgements, subtly chastising me for not doing better?  Has this now become the tricky voice of my 3D ego being a "buzz kill," a term that my oldest daughter will put out in the context of "mom, stop being a buzz kill."

Along that line, there's the guilt-inductions my 3D ego also loves to put on me. They go something like this "wow, I have such incredible blessings in my life, what about all the people who don't?"  (which is my ego's code for:  "hmmmm, you better not feel too good.") Now I'm not suggesting it isn't a good thing to appreciate one's blessings and wish the same for others (which I fully do), but to diminish one's joy does not serve the greater good. Yes, I do believe that in 3D terms, "no one is truly free until we are all free."  Yes, I do deeply honor that we are all One, and if you are suffering, you are a part of me and on some level, I must share in this for you.  BUT, by that same token I know that if I am joyful it helps us all, my joy adds to the joyfulness of the whole, and when my life works perfectly for me, it helps your life work equally perfectly for you. So please consider joining me in putting "Having all the joy possible" into our 2012 resolutions.

From a multidimensional point of view, everything in 3D exists in some form in 6D. Remember, we create those 6D mists which then replicate back into 3D.  So let's all join together this new year, and hold that frequency of gratitude, love and joy, and watch those 6D gratitude, love and joy mists grow bigger and bigger, fuller and fuller, showering us all with that energy.

And so my Sister and Brother Earthlings, as we say good-bye to 2011 and walk through the portal of the much-awaited year of 2012, remember to take time to grab some popcorn, put on your 6D glasses, sit on back and enjoy the Earth show.

The Heart (Chakra) of the Matter

I've been really focused these days on what this process of Ascension really means, as well as how to get through kindergarten and get promoted to 1st grade at Ascension Academy. As I've written before, we are at a time in our evolutionary development when we are going from being 3rd dimensional to 5th dimensional beings. Gaia, our Earth and our true mother, is doing the same. That gets more complicated for me, but one thing it tells me: We will still be Earthlings... just 5D Earthlings instead of 3D ones.

The fastest way to accelerating our frequency in order to align us with our 5D selves is to keep opening our hearts, catching our judgments of self and others, and looking deeply at, and working to transform, all other shadow issues as they arise. Transforming shadow, whether it comes as judgment or in another form, happens by observing and naming the shadow, owning the energy and sending it unconditional love. This will shift us from an egoic state into the energy of our heart. 5D is the dimension of LOVE, CREATIVITY and UNITY CONSCIOUSNESS. We cannot hold that frequency without continuously transforming our shadow and clearing our hearts blockages.

It is no surprise then, that all spiritual teachers these days seem to be upping their focus on love as well as on shadow issues that arise with our heart opening. Over the weekend, I attended a wonderful Yoga workshop offered by the lovely, deep and uplifting Laura Wolf. While I attended the workshop because I love Laura and she was back in our area for just a short time, what I had not paid much attention to until the day before, was that the theme of the workshop was about love: specifically about keeping our hearts open even when we are feeling most triggered. Okay then, who doesn't need work on this!

I've noticed in this latest spiral of our evolutionary activation, as we are being challenged to open our hearts, old emotional issues are coming back up for me and for many others in order to get resolved at a new level. As this happens we tend to get triggered more easily than usual, making Laura's theme deeply relevant to our evolutionary imperative. Remember we have to navigate through the 4th dimension in order to get to the 5th. Any unhealed wounding and any undealt with shadow, stays in our energy field and makes the higher dimensional light less accessible. I do not believe this is totally black and white. Who knows if it is even humanly possible to heal all old wounding. (Maybe I'll have that answer when I get into 2nd grade.) Most of us have returned for this incarnation as very old souls. We have multi-layered wounds which is why even after decades of work, they still arise again in one form or the other. Every time we experience an emotional wound, most of us have learned to put up walls over our hearts. We become a little less loving and/or a little more closed down. Sometimes people who have experienced traumatic abuse have been able to keep their hearts open to give love to others, but without healing they are not able to receive love from others, which is equally important.

My old wounds have resurfaced. I first began to get in touch with this about a year ago when I had just started this blog. I was writing about bringing our KA bodies in more fully, and as I was practicing this myself, I noticed a blockage in my back heart chakra. Back heart chakra blockages are old stuck feelings. And sure enough, as time went by, my mother-wounding resurfaced. At first it arose in the same old way. My mother passed away at 92 close to a decade ago. But the wounding for me was so deep, that even without her around to say something unkind or to remind me of her perception that I was a rotten daughter, I still had to process this relationship. (So far this processing has gone on for over 40 years! And I'm a diligent and effective emotional processor.) Still, my habitual strategy which had served me reasonably well, was to re experience my anger... not in a vengeful or resentful way, but in a way that honored the energy around how I had been treated. It released me from any feelings of victimization, and allowed me to energetically set boundaries so that I could honor my own essence.

What I had not fully processed though was the sadness. As a child, like all children, I deeply loved my mother, but what I realized in a new way lately, was that my inner child who was not always treated fairly, was in deep turmoil and grief because as much as she loved her mother, there were also times when she hated her. Since, there was no permission for this child to own any piece of the negative feelings, she was very confused and heart-broken. She was holding the emotional pain of her family, and as I understand now, the emotional pain of the collective. This was both hers and all of the billions of other children on the planet that feel both the depth of this pain and their powerlessness to heal it. In order to survive, this child had to begin to close her heart down. When I recently reconnected with her, I realized that while she still had some anger work that needed to be done, (and I could do this easily,) the most vital, the most important piece of work was to own and honor that excruciating grief. I was able to do both through visualization, felt the release and and knew I had made progress.

The night after the Yoga workshop, I had a very vivid dream. In writing about the dream the next day, I found, much to my surprise, that not only was I grieving for the pain in my immediate family, but that another part of my back heart chakra issue was grief from a disconnection with my extended family, and with two aunts in particular. When I broke away from my mother's expectations in my 20's in order to follow my own spiritual Path, not only did she project her judgments onto me, but she insisted that the rest of the family felt the same. Even though on some level, I knew that wasn't accurate, emotionally I unconsciously bought into this, and in effect lost my connection with my extended family as well as with my mother. Since I was far away geographically, and one of my aunts passed away shortly after this, I didn't give this disconnect much importance at the time. But in processing the dream, I found that I had deep sadness about it, and it was part of my back heart charka blockage. The tears came up suddenly and totally unexpectedly, a sure sign that my heart had opened more. I don't know that all my work is done here, but certainly I have my assignment laid out before me in a much clearer way: maybe my final kindergarten project.

AND, I also see how this works metaphorically for the greater whole. I had to be true to myself and my path. Within my own essence there was no room that allowed me to not chose growth and compromise my truth in order to be accepted. I paid a big price for this. But this is really what we all need to do: We need to be willing to lose it all to be ourselves. And we need to be willing to feel and honor the excruciating grief that may get unleashed in the process.

I'm thinking that maybe I'm getting closer to that 1st grade classroom. This awareness coupled with the experience I had last night and today, while being in a small group led by Andrew Harvey, an amazing mystic, teacher and transformer, has taught me all sorts of things about myself and about our current evolution. This will be the focus of my next blog and I'm quite sure the focus of my 1st grade curriculum. But, what I now can see more clearly than ever, is that as our 3D world dissolves, we do not have the luxury or the right to disown that 3D self. We are multi-dimensional beings and while we may be ascending into 5D, part of what is being asked of us is to heal and strenghten that 3D self as well. As the 3D we know falls apart, we must tend to its pain and wounds as we are simultaneously attending to shifting into the love frequency that will bring us all great joy.

Enough for now, my brother and sisters. But stay tuned. I have a lot more verses coming for this song.

Being a 3D/5D person on the old/New Earth

It's been an interesting ride the past few days.  Right now my creativity is surging and my multidimensional connection feels more integrated than ever.  After diving into concern and confusion about what my work was truly to be and become, if it was to be and become anything more at all, Spirit tapped me on the shoulder and said "HA!  Ye of little trust... haven't you learned anything!"  Okay.  Okay.  Spirit did tap me on the shoulder and give me some very clear Guidance about the next step of my sacred work, and I simultaneously felt Her loving and gentle humor about the mental/emotional gyrations I've been putting myself through.  But somehow I don't think She would have phrased things quite like that. "Haven't you learned anything!" sounds like my inner 3D judge who, masquerading as Spirit, sneaked right in.

As we are riding this first wave of our ascension process from 3D beings to 5D beings, I'm suspecting I'm not the only one going through some bi-polar dances.  Here's what I wrote a few days ago when I first began this posting:
        
       Feeling stuck back in 3D again... but that's okay.  I know on some level it's part of my process.  As I expand energetically, there seems to be an almost equal period of contraction.  Interesting huh since that is one of the main laws of Newtonian physics, (for every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction) or put differently, a primary physical law of the third dimension.
       I was surprised though as this contracted state almost immediately followed a lovely one-day workshop that I taught with Anyaa McAndrew on Activating Our Multidimensional Potential.  We have been getting plenty of emails from our students saying how good they feel -- but, hmmmmm, at least this teacher is experiencing something quite different.

Now that I am at the manic pole, (or at least I was until my husband walked in and we started bickering about ridiculous stuff, which put me momentarily back in the depressive pole,)  I see the magical interweaving of energy; I feel the perfection of the Universe I live in. And I see, yet again, this ecstatic dance is much more fun than doing the bi-polar jig that likes to spin us around and around.

So what's up here?  I know that it is optimum to maintain that lovely sense of equanimity and presence. I know being reactive to all outer stimulation simply disconnects me from my center and Divine wisdom.  And certainly I have worked long and hard at this, practicing over and over the joy of non- reactivity.  SO, why have I been recently so reactive?

As one of those human creatures that I share the planet with, I realize that we never just learn a lesson and then are done with it at least not in the 3rd dimension.  When we are talking about emotional and spiritual healing and development, we are talking about learning the same lesson over and over in a multitude of variations.  AND, while on an individual level I have Saturn transiting my natal Jupiter which is rather a bi-polar energy to start with, I feel this is part of the larger and more generalizable cycle which we are all passing through on our way to Unity Consciousness.

The Mayan calendar ends in 14 days.  We are in the final day of the final underworld:  an 18 day period which is the very last segment of a 16.4 billion year evolutionary cycle.  On the 28th of this month, all of the 9 major cycles or underworlds of the last 16.4 billion years are scheduled to culminate.  How can we not all be feeling this? Our cellular memories are amped up to the max, while the demands of daily life seems to match the intensity of this vibration.

What I have been consistently bringing my awareness back to is the 2 cardinal rules of our present evolution into 5D beings:  1.  Keep opening both the heart and the high heart   2.  Notice and release judgement.  Are you rolling in the aisles yet??  Piece of cake you say?  Surely the evolution-gods and goddesses are yukking it up watching us Earthlings struggle with things that are to become as normal as breathing. But the reality is that these are the biggest challenges for pretty much all of us.  

Let's start with the first concept... that of an open heart and high heart that is filled with unconditional Divine love.  The state that is guaranteed to bring us ongoing bliss.  How many of you were given unconditional love as children?  How many of you had parents who were themselves loved unconditionally, and therefore had a model, or in those days, even the concept of what unconditional love is?   When we have not experienced unconditional love as children, we don't have the natural ability to give this to ourselves.  It's far easier for us to feel unworthy than to feel totally and completely deserving of that magnificent love which we all do deserve. It's far easier for us to feel not good enough than to embrace the perfection of who we really are.  It's far easier for us to get stuck in our egos and therefore in 4D duality, than in the flow of Divine light.

I had an interesting intuitive reading about 10 years ago when I went to a 1/2day workshop on how to publish your spiritual book.  I was told that I wasn't ready to really get out there because I didn't love myself.  I was shocked.  I thought I loved myself.  I thought I had worked all that stuff through years before.  But as I sat with it and really connected with the information, I realized that liking myself and loving myself were not the same.  I had a positive self-concept, but I had not even begun to allow myself to feel the energy of full self-love.  I've had many more moments of that since then, but certainly it has not been consistent... and I'm a pretty together person.  If I've been struggling with it, I would say there's a pretty darn good chance that you have been struggling with this as well.

Unconditional love is an energy.  It's a frequency.  It probably gets swirled out of 9D in some form, gets revved up in 8D, the dimension where Divine love resides, and seeps into the cellular structure of the beings in 5D.  These 5D beings are filled with unconditional love.  It is their nature.  They have, thus far existed above the 4D canopy of duality.  BUT, times are changing.  We Earthlings are ascending, so this has to be shaking up the 9D vertical axis, in addition to shaking up our world.  We are turning into 5D beings but different from the existing 5D beings because we have not always loved ourselves and therefore do not come to unconditional love easily.

Here's some questions to ponder as you go through this process.  Can you love yourself for having to struggle with loving yourself unconditionally?  Can you love yourself for having to struggle with loving others unconditionally?  WHAT does that feel like when you are in a state of pure unconditional love?  Make a mental note when you are there... that will help this show up in your energy field and therefore in your life, more and more frequently.

And what about judgment?!  See if you can go for a day without judging yourself or someone else.  Let me know if you succeed.  Judgments are like clouds in our dimension. They just keep coming.  But unlike clouds, they create tension and constriction and ego inflation.  We want to notice them, which begins to neutralize their energy, but then we might be inclined to judge the tension and constriction and ego inflation as soon as we notice it, and on and on it goes. Like clouds, however, I believe we can learn to just notice the judgments and watch them pass with out getting stuck in their energy.  But these days there sure seem to be a lot of them and I have to really be on my toes, and go very gently with myself.

So how about you out there my fellow Earthlings?  Have the judgments on yourself and others seem to have shown up more frequently?    Do you judge the judgments?  Do you judge yourself judging the judgments?  Wouldn't it be lovely if we could just let all of this fall away like the autumn leaves as they float down on the wind, no longer needed by the trees.

We are in the seesaw/teeter totter time:  up and down, down and up, and ahhhhhh.... there it is -- that moment we find the perfect balance, effortlessly suspended in grace and harmony.  Breathe deep.  Enjoy.  And hold the awareness that at some point, we are likely to make a move that shifts the balance yet again.  We are just in Ascension kindergarten after all.

Frequency for a New Earth

Lately there have been many writings by spiritual intuitives and teachers asserting that we have reached a positive tipping point on our planet; that the creation of a New Earth filled with conscious, loving, spiritually awake people is truly coming to pass.  They also say the frequency of this New Earth will be vibrating at the speed of the 5th dimension.  When we match our vibrations to 5D, we spontaneously find ourselves in the realm of unconditional love and Unity consciousness.  This process of moving from the density of 3D to the lighter form of 5D is called ascension.

For many decades I have perceived that there would be a split occurring on Earth as we entered this new age.  On one hand there would be people who were committed to growth, love and healing, operating cooperatively with each other and understanding and honoring the interconnection of all; on the other hand there would be people stuck in fear and the old patriarchal models of force and exploitation, still operating out of a competitive, dog-eat-dog paradigm.  I understood this was connected to a difference in our vibrational frequency, that one group's cells would literally be vibrating faster than the other, but I didn't understand then, how that was related to the different dimensions.

Probably about 10 years ago it began to dawn on me that this split was beginning to take place, and a few years ago things became really clear.  I saw that open-hearted, healed people were able to live open-hearted and therefore satisfying lives, while fear-based people were stuck in very painful dramas.  That doesn't mean there were no challenges for the first group or no moments of pleasure for the second... but rather that on a vibrational level, we already were literally living on two very different planets that share the same physical space. Since everything is electro-magnetic, our fields were drawing to us people of the same frequency, i.e. people who's cells were vibrating at a similar rate to ours. It became more rare for the two groups to converge.

As the Mayan calendar, the 16.4 billion year cycle of evolution on planet Earth, is coming to a end, the split has become more and more distinct.  This by no means suggests that those living in a fear paradigm won't have options to shift... certainly I believe that choice will always exist.  But perhaps it will become more difficult because the difference in frequency between the groups is continually becoming greater.  So essentially there is one group of people on the planet who are in the process of actively ascending into 5th dimensional consciousness and another group that is still resisting or in some cases fighting against this process.

Suzan Caroll just wrote a wonderful account of her own most recent process of ascension, describing what she experiences when she holds this 5D multidimensional frequency.  Her image of the groups I spoke about above was slightly different and no doubt more accurate. She sees the world now with 3 groups.  She divides the "fear" group I spoke of, into two parts:  those who are really desiring change, wanting to lift themselves out of the old way, but still very scared and therefore attracting many 3D challenges as a way to promote growth, and a darker group of souls who believe they have benefited from the low frequency in the world and want to keep things the way they are.  She believes both groups are being activated to some degree, but the latter group is much more entrenched in the old ways. We help both group by sending unconditional love to all, which keeps their options open.

The other really important piece that Caroll speaks of, is her own story of connecting, or more accurately reconnecting, with her 5D self.  For those of you who are intrigued, I really encourage you to go to www.multidimensions.com and click on the September 26th newsletter.  It is a brave and fascinating account of her personal journey and I believe that many of you may find a deep activation within you when you read her story.

From my perspective, it is key to remember that we are talking about reconnecting with parts of ourselves that are operating in different dimensions.  Pay attention to the fact the we are "re"-connecting.  Our souls know the experience of being multidimensional, and so once we have achieved a bit of mastery here, there is an amazing sense of wholeness.  Our present ascension happens when we reconnect with our 5D self, but I suspect once we raise our vibrations to merge with that frequency, we will then learn to merge with the higher dimensions as well. And we will ultimately be able to hold these dimensional frequencies concurrently.

Holding different dimensional frequencies concurrently might be a difficult concept for some of you but it is really important one.  As I teach in my multidimensional workshops, we are potentially capable of holding at least 9 dimensions of consciousness at one time (9 different frequencies).  This is the encoding that is being released in our DNA as part of our current evolution.  Since each dimension corresponds to certain a vibrational frequency, when we are able to match our frequency with the frequency of our selves that operate in other dimensions, we begin to merge with these parts.  Suzan Caroll writes of her own experience merging her 3D self with her 5D self and actually holding two different 5D realities at one time:  one being the experience of the 5D frequency on the New Earth, and the other merging with her 5D self that is working with other 5D beings to help Gaia

I learned I could do this from practicing Richard Miller's meditations on Yoga Nidra.  Yoga Nidra is the yoga of non-duality (ie Oneness), and teaches us that we are all everything, not as an intellectual concept but as an embodied experience.  One of the ways these meditations do this is by leading us to notice and hold two or more emotional states at one time.  So it is with holding different dimensional frequencies.  From Caroll's account, and she is very evolved energetically, we have to begin slowly.  While we can intuit the 9 frequencies at once, we cannot really live them yet.  But we can begin to live 2 frequencies at once which will bring us into a deeper sense of our multidimensionality.

I began this blog a few days ago while feeling sorely stuck in 3D.  In some ways it's not a bad place to be on a brilliant Fall day in the beautiful blue-ridged Smoky Mountains.  My 3D life is a good one.  But what happens for me is that when I'm stuck in 3D, I'm not vibrating with joy.  From my experience, in order to fully feel joy, our hearts must be open enough to vibrate at what must be a 5D frequency.  When that happens it doesn't matter where you are or what your 3D life is like.  St. Francis of Assisi was able to do this while confined to a dungeon for a year.  So my heart was back in 3D, open but not enough to carry the 5D frequency of that full unconditional love, and while I did some meditation, and lots of journal writing, I couldn't seem to change this.  Then, little by little, the stuckness began to melt as did some old habits and beliefs that kept my vibratory rate moving slower than usual. The joy has seeped back in for however long I can sustain it this time. Remember it is an ongoing process.  We do not grow in a linear way.

So brother and sister Earthlings, you too might find your yourself feeling expansive and connected to your 5D frequency one day, stuck in 3D the next, and back to 5D the day after.  Pay attention to your vibrational field, be gentle with yourself and put out the intent to meet and merge with your 5th dimensional self.  And that's only beginning of the wonders that await us.

Engaging Our High Heart: Our Multidimensional Internet Connection

The seasons feel like they are changing right now.  The last few days have been brisk, and even though summery weather is sure to make a return, there is no stopping the momentum of the coming change.  Summer must give way to Fall, and Fall to Winter: but it is not just the way of the lower dimensions.  The higher dimensional shifts, those processions of cycles in the higher dimensions, are just as inevitable.  And these are energy shifts that bring far more powerful change than leaves falling and temperatures dropping.  These energy shifts swirl into our consciousness and activate each and every one of us.  They insist that we leave behind the season that is dying and we open to that which must come next whether we feel ready or not.

All things in the Universe grow, die, and grow again.  While this has been eternally true, our current times are unique and amazing;  the energy being opened for the human species is extraordinary.  Each of us now has the potential for having direct access to Source and in that direct access, we also will access our multidimensional nature.  It is this nature that allows us to fully understand and become conscious of the communication links from Source, to be part of the Cosmic Internet if you will.

So what is Source from a multidimensional perspective?  Suzan Carrol (also known as Suzanne Lie),  in her August 11th newsletter, (www.multidimensions.com) presents a beautiful inter-dimensional map. She delineates 12D as our Source dimension, and channels the Arcturians saying:  "...You on Earth began as twelfth dimensional Stellar Elohim who were, and still are ONE with the Source.  Elohim are the holders of form in the Multiverse..."   This means that all we know as form is essentially spun out from the energy of 12D.  That goes way beyond the 9D vertical axis, but fully informs 9D which in turn informs all of the lower dimensions.  AND, just like the 9D model, this is an interactive process with growth occurring both from above downward, and below, upward.  The guiding principal as always, is Unconditional Love.

Which brings me to the essence of today's blog.  The most direct way to access communication from the higher dimensions is through our high hearts.  Carroll in her channeling, points out that the "messages from the higher dimensions enter your Opened Third Eye (your Crown and Brow Chakras working as ONE), but the meaning of that message is perceived through your High Heart.  It is through your High Heart that you and your higher expressions of SELF can bond into ONE."

This means to fully activate our multidimensional potential, we need to fully open our High Heart.  The High heart rests between our heart chakra and our throat chakra.  For those of you who have not experienced this before, stop for a moment and take some deep centering breaths until you feel yourself in a state of openness and relaxation.  Notice the energy flow (or blockage) in your heart chakra and send gratitude and healing there.  You are likely to feel warmth and a sense of swirling energy.  Now bring your awareness up to the center of your chest.  If you are able to sense energy, you will realize that while there is also warmth and swirling energy in the high heart, the energy is lighter, even more joyful...  This is our energetic link to Source or the Divine.  Notice too if there are any walled off parts, heavy places or other blockages that are asking to be transformed.

As humans, even very evolved loving humans, it is a tall order at best to stay in a consistent state of unconditional love.  From my observation, part of this 9th Wave of the Mayan calendar is spiralling anything within us that is unhealed up to the surface yet again.  This often takes those of us who have been working on our healing for decades by surprise... wondering why we still find ourselves dealing with old dysfunctional patterns of behavior and outmoded old paradigm beliefs.  We tend to forget that we are holographic.  Remember holograms contain the whole in every part.  So if you were to break off a piece of a holographic plate that contains an image of a cat, each piece will also contain that image, but in fainter form.  So it is with our old patterns.  As we heal them they don't disappear, but rather become fainter so they have less and less power in our lives.  In my experience,  when we are in a growth spurt about to move up to a higher place on the evolutionary spiral, these old patterns resurface for deeper healing.  The energy of the Universal Underworld (or 9th Wave) is activating growth spurts in all of us, so that these old patterns have to come up.

Most if not all of these beliefs and patterns we have been carrying, have caused emotional wounding.  This in turn, has caused many of us to wall off parts of our hearts as self-protection.  While this is a reflexive process for us humans, it is totally counterproductive to our growth and certainly to our multidimensional growth.  Collectively we have been working to heal our heart charka blockages and pain for the last 3 decades, but now, we are being prodded to heal our high heart blockages as well.  It certainly is normal that when we are wounded, we also feel abandoned by the Divine and then end up holding anger and grief around this.  This can turn into resentment, depression, and/or a sense of powerlessness.  We know inside of ourselves that we have this potential to connect, download and transmit messages from the 12D Elohim (even if we had no conscious idea they existed).  We intuitively can feel a sense of something missing, a sense of being cut off from an important part of ourselves.  The problem is that we cannot fully open this high heart unless we can step into full self love.  If you are being re-visited by old patterns (whether the signals are coming from inside of you or from events in your outer life,) this is an invitation from your 12D Self to identify areas where you still need to love yourself more, and to do the necessary emotional work to heal this at yet another level.

Once we do this, we will find ourselves able to communicate and use the wisdom from all of the dimensions,
and simultaneously keep balanced in our day to day life.  The old behavior patterns and beliefs that have developed from both our individual and collective wounds will grow fainter yet again.  And our loving energy will be freed up more profoundly than ever before, as will our intuitive and spiritual powers.

As Fall and Winter open to Spring and Summer, and Spring and Summer open to Fall and Winter, so black holes open to white holes and white holes to black holes.  It is Hand Clow's contention that in the 9th Dimension at Galactic Center, which is a black hole itself, a white hole of a new Universe is about to be birthed in 2012.  As multidimensional beings, part of our psyches holds all the energy of these profound transformative cycles, but I do think it makes sense to look first for the black holes within us, and know that as we move into them with love and consciousness, a remarkable new birth is about to come forth.

Let those old belief and behavioral patterns release as the trees release their leaves.  Work to heal and transform any heart and High Heart wounding, and remember to breathe through those contractions.  Once your labor is over, you'll be amazed at the miracle that is You.

More Mind (and Mind-less) Meanderings

I have blogger's block it seems.  nothing immediately comes through for what to write about this week.  I'm aware that we are finishing up a moon cycle today which began on July 1st with a new moon and powerful eclipse.  And within a day, all the plans I had for this lunar cycle shifted, and I've never quite been able to retrieve them.  Is this blogger's block connected?

And what does this have to do with my multidimensional being?  In listening to a Hand Clow interview last week, I heard Barbara say that we really had to keep expecting the unexpected:  to stay in fluidity and listen to our 8D Guidance and be willing to change plans at the last minute.  Always good advice of course. On an inner level this helps us let go of the rigid old paradigm beliefs we are all carrying.  I have a lot of Virgo in my astrological chart and I enjoy an orderly life.  So there's an illusion and old belief that is beginning to crumble.  I am being asked to learn how I can make my life work whether it is orderly or not.

The interviewer, Jim Self, another teacher and healer, spoke often of time collapsing as we near the end of the calendar.  He noted that all of our memories are being altered.  It is taking everyone longer to remember the past, even the immediate past like what we had for dinner last night.  (OK, my mind is very linear about food and I'm easily remembering the sauteed trout with brown basmati rice and vegetables from our garden.  But I do get his point.)  He feels that this is part of our old beliefs dissolving and of finding ourselves more and more in present moment.

To prove his point, each new moon I write out some intentions to complete during the cycle.  One of the intentions for this last cycle was to let go of self-defeating beliefs about my work.  Apparently I set about that one immediately after the July 1st new moon, since I just found a note card where I had written these limited beliefs down. Not only did I forget I had done this, but when I read over those beliefs, they seemed light years from how I was thinking about things now... yet they were written only 27 or so days ago.  Now it seems I have a whole different set of beliefs to work with.

The most important piece that I gleaned from this interview is that we are collectively shifting our relationship to 4D, which means that we are shifting our relationship to the Collective Mind since 4D holds the Collective Mind.  In the past, we have been controlled by these collective beliefs and the more of us who bought into these beliefs and the more frequently this occurred, the less we were using our own creative potential and the easier it was for the power elite to manipulate us.  Even when we knew these beliefs to be untrue, beliefs for instance like we are all sinners and therefore unworthy, we often found ourselves still operating as if they were and therefore never truly connected with our Selves.  In turn, we never empowered ourselves to step into full Co-Creation.

While many of us have worked with these self-defeating beliefs for decades and have transformed them reasonably well, the Collective Mind has not fully transformed.  This is what currently is in great flux:  there is a collective clearing of  "Who we are not" as a species.   You might want to start with phrase  "who I am not,"and journal on it.  This will move you more intensely into who you are.  When we really know who we are, we are no longer "controllable"  If you remember some blogs back, when I wrote about the old pyramidal structures collapsing, embracing who we really are, embracing our powerful multidimensional nature, is the driving force behind that collapse because it activates unlimited resourcefulness within us.

It gets a bit more complicated however.  The Oneness movement on this planet is huge right now.  It is part of our entry point into our collective Ascension.  What we understand from this concept of Oneness (or if you prefer, non-dualism) is that everything we are not, we also are.  (Is your left brain going crazy from this yet?) But using the other, even more important entry portal, that of our hearts, allows us to release attachment to this untrue-self, or cultural self, to integrate and therefore neutralize its energy.  Everything we are and everything we are not, is a manifestation of the Divine, since everything is energy.  But if we want to create a New Earth based on higher consciousness and love, we need to stop feeding "who we are not."  Instead, we need to breathe more life into our true expression.  As we do this, we bring in our ka bodies more fully and an unstoppable vibration rolls out from us and aligns us with whole new frequencies and thins the collective 4D muck, so more and more high vibrational light shines through.  This in turn allows us to connect with all 9 dimensions of ourselves... we become a very different species living on a very different planet.

Okay.  Can't say I feel the blogger's block fully gone, but the words are on the page, and a few days have passed.  We are now being activated by this Leo new moon.  Here's our opportunity to be imbued with courage, creativity and heart-centered awarenesses, and if that's not enough for you, today, July 31st, we begin Day 5 of the Universal Underworld on the Mayan Calendar.  Watch for what buds are developing within you because within weeks, these will begin to flower.  I'll probably write about it then, that is if I can remember.

It's Darkest Just before Dawn: And that just might go on for 3 Days

There could be a dramatic initiation coming just before the dawning of a planetary-wide transformation:  more dramatic than most of us could conjure in our wildest imaginations.  Three days of darkness has been prophesied from several sources, and Swedish scientist Carl Johan Calleman wrote an interesting article that makes the possibility of this actually happening, seem more plausible.  What's more, since this planetary transformation corresponds to the end of the Mayan Calendar,  we just might have to mark off a new date in our cosmic appointment books.  While popular thought has the Mayan Calendar ending on December 21, 2012, Calleman, a former toxicologist and cancer researcher who has devoted many years to studying the Mayan calendar, says it really ends on October 28, 2011.  Coming right up folks!

Calleman was drawn into Mayan culture in the late 70's because it connected him with deeper levels of meaning and activated his spiritual development.  He became so fascinated with it, he gave up Cancer research and made "Calendar research" his full time job. In studying the Mayan calendar, he uses a scientific approach to come up with significant dates, rather than channeling the information.  He understands that the calendar essentially charts the evolution of consciousness on our planet, and he makes compelling arguments for it ending on October 28 of this year.  (www.calleman.com) 

Using the visual representation of a Mayan Pyramid, he shows how the Mayans calibrated the pyramid to symbolically represent this ascension process.

He has calculated that the calendar started 16.4 billion years BC. with the 1st Wave or Underworld.  This is represented by the pyramid's lowest tier.  There are 9 evolutionary Waves or Underworlds in all.  Each level up the pyramid corresponds to the next wave or next evolutionary step.  We are at the 9th or top level now.  Each Wave is further divided into 7 periods of light (called days) and 6 periods of darkness (called nights).  In the 1st Wave, the Cellular Underworld, each day and night lasted 1.26 billion years each.  Each consecutive wave is 5% shorter than the prior one, and the pyramid's shape gives a visual and proportional representation of this.  The 9th Wave which is the Universal Underworld and brings us to Unity Consciousness, began on March 9th of this year.  Anyone remember that?  That was the day of the huge earthquake in Japan and its resulting tsunami and nuclear power plant disasters.

In this 9th Underworld, the light and dark periods (the Mayan days and night) only last 18 days each!  Now there's some validation for our perception of time flying.  And the final day of this Underworld ends on October 28th.  That's all, folks.  By that time, the Mayans believed this shift of planetary consciousness which began those several billions years ago, will be complete.


Beyond that, the calendar is blank.  Neither Hand Clow or Calleman see this as the end of the world, but rather as the end of time.  When one moves into Unity Consciousness, we are no longer at the mercy of linear or left brain time, but rather can flow with the natural time rhythms as they are being spun out of 9D.  It's not that we will stop using clocks, it is just that their significance in our lives will be greatly diminished.  The resonance of our earth changes with each new Wave, and this final Wave is the highest frequency of all.  Remember that 5D holds the frequency of Unity consciousness so of course, this final Wave is going to correspond to the ascension process.  We will have learned to fully embody the vibrational field of the 5th dimension while still hanging out and living our lives on planet Earth.


But wait, you might say.  "How in the world are we going to get to Unity Consciousness on our planet in a mere few months?  Have you seen the news lately?"  I have a few potential answers.  The simplest being, the news is only reporting the death throes and while it may not look all that different for a while, millions of us are moving to Unity consciousness internally and it will ultimately take over our planet.  Another additional answer is "hmmmmm, what if it really did get dark for 3 days, that could really change things quickly."

Scientifically there are two comets approaching our planet this Fall.  These comets have also been part of "end-time" prophesies. Toward the end of September, the comet Elenin moves between the Sun and the Earth.   While at this point, the scientific community thinks this will be a small comet without much impact, Calleman is not so sure.  He believes that Elenin is the Blue Star Kachina from the Hopi prophesy and that it will greatly affect us.  There have been several documented earth quakes associated with these evolutionary Waves, and of course the 9th Wave last March began with an intense earthquake.  As the frequency of consciousness is shifting, it affects the vibration of the Earth's core, which is1D, or the 1st Dimension.. ( remember, there is always a gravitational interplay between 1D and 9D).  This in turn, creates significant seismic activity, the conditions for a lot of earthquakes.  If the Mayans and Calleman are correct, this 9th Wave frequency is the most powerful ever experienced on our planet and therefore will rock the planetary core dramatically.  Callaman writes:


"This very culmination of the Mayan calendar could mean a need for quite a dramatic adjustment of the inner core of the earth and as a consequence massive seismic activity on the surface of the earth.  The arrival of Elenin, quite possibly the Blue Star, would then simply "happen:" to occur in synchrony with earthquakes, which in reality result from a fine-tuning of the global brain to create resonance with the new field of unity consciousness.  The geological activity expected as the calendar comes to an end would then generate so many eruptions and gases that the sky would become dark for 3 days."

He goes on to quote prophesies that talk about the need to sit by candle light and pray during these 3 days, in order to clear out remaining vestiges of inner darkness that are keeping us from fully embracing Unity Consciousness.  This would be a purification time and an essential part of our preparation.  Whether these 3 days of darkness are literal or figurative (I think they might be about the last 3 days of the 9th Wave which will begin on July 31st and end on Oct. 28th,) it seems to me that what we are being asked to do is clear:  Light those candles and look even more deeply into our areas of darkness, transforming them as we become aware of them.

BUT, if it really does go dark for 3 earth days -- well that should shake things up quite a bit ... maybe so intensely that Unity Consciousness will prevail by Halloween.  Those folks on the fence, so to speak, just might find themselves releasing their skepticism and resistance as they activate their inner resources to cope with such a strange physical phenomenon.

Still that leaves the mystery of the Winter Solstice portal of 2012.   I still believe this will be a cosmic "flood" time. We will have had almost 14 months of practice holding this new consciousness in place,  and this might be just what is needed to enable us to use the Light blasting our planet that day, in amazingly loving and powerful ways.