My blog is a year old today. Just How Much Multidimensional Potential Am I Living?

I began this blog exactly a year ago.  I have been pretty faithful, and you, my readers, have been pretty faithful as well. Uncharacteristically, I only wrote one blog post in November. Lots of factors played into this, but the outcome was that I began to look more consciously at what this blog is really about, where it's been and where it might meander during its second year on the planet.

My intention in starting this blog was to give voice to the increasing awareness I was having about our multidimensional nature.  I saw this as an opportunity to share this information in a way that could both educate and activate an expanded view of who we really are, and why we are really here.  I imagined that we would all begin to experience ourselves as tuning forks, holding the frequencies of each of the 9 dimensions on the vertical axis, connecting with the full gamut of Divine intelligence implicit in this and creating a New Earth in the process.  I visualized myself vibrating this way in my daily practice through much of this year. I taught numerous workshops and classes where I took others through this experience.  I imagined we would all become super-beings, walking in our 3D bodies on planet Earth together, while operating simultaneously in all the other dimensions and that the ensuing magic would totally transform us and our world.  And that this would have happened by now, or at least that I would have seen visible progress.

I wrote a lot about time: its ending, its meaning, its mundane and esoteric functions -- how it swirls out of 9D in some inexplicable and mystical way to create long Earth cycles and then is no more.  I wrapped my mind around it.  I railed at how quickly it escaped my control and how much of it I found myself using just to put out these weekly words.  I turned 65 and wondered if I was running out of time or was, as I happily announced, only 1/2-way through adulthood and therefore still had plenty of time.  I spoke a lot about time and the Mayan calendar and Callemann's view of its meaning and its ending.  And I began to take a more serious look at the idea that we were all in the process of ascending from being 3rd dimensional beings to becoming 5th dimensional beings, stressing how important it is that we continue to open our hearts and release judgments.    

And then I woke up at 4 this morning, and I asked myself:  Just how much more of my multidimensional potential have I activated in this past year?  Have I made any progress at all?  I realized at that moment that I didn't have a clue, but it didn't seem like it was very much.  I also realized as my brain wandered and wondered about these things, that I was not feeling my ka body, or what I'm more recently beginning to think is my light body. (You know, when you get that wonderful sense of floating, being almost weightless, as if you barely have a physical body, but instead are this wonderful energy body that is in the midst of getting an etheric massage?).  I tried to call it in since I often feel it in the middle of the night, but to no avail.  Realizing I wasn't able to feel that light body made it all the more likely to me that perhaps I hadn't activated anything more at all;  that perhaps I would never be able to write another blog;  that perhaps I had jumped off the spiral path, and got caught on the hamster wheel, spinning aimlessly while under the illusion that something different was happening.  And then while I was in the midst of these rather dark and disturbing thoughts, my light body showed up.  It hadn't come to me when I tried to call it, although sometimes it will.  It popped in (or my awareness expanded to include it, for it must always be there) totally spontaneously, and even though I noticed that my thoughts continued - dense 4D thoughts - this energy body didn't care.  It stayed anyway.  I was having this amazingly pleasurable ongoing sensation while simultaneously watching myself still thinking these cumbersome thoughts. I found this fascinating and soon drifted back off to sleep.

When I got up this morning, I was feeling considerably more optimistic, but did not glean the significance of what occurred until I just wrote about it.  There I was holding several frequencies simultaneously and this happened with no effort on my part. The frequency I am vibrating at to experience that "light body" sensation is higher dimensional...(I'm not sure at this point just what dimension),and my thoughts were vibrating at a lower frequency and I was still in a 3D body lying in my bed, which was vibrating at still another frequency.  So there's my answer.  While I was having light body sensations before starting this blog last year, what has changed is that I can hold these multi-levels of consciousness in my awareness, and that is just happening on its own.

I find this pretty darn interesting.  First, as usual, I am shown that the Universe will always answer my call as long as I pay attention.  And then that I am being given a clear message something definitely has been changing within me, and it is about using more of my multidimensional potential and it has absolutely no intention of looking like what I might have anticipated.

Now that I'm able to take a more objective look at my growth than I was at 4 this morning, I see that of late I have been experiencing a power in my teachings that has not been there before.  I've always been a gifted teacher with great access to intuitive wisdom, as well as the ability to engage and flow with my audience, but this year, I can feel the Divine coming through me in a new way; a stronger and louder way and it has been primarily as I've taught multidimensionality.

Then there's the last, but in no way "least" change, and that has to do with my heart.  Last year at this time, my heart was generally pretty open.  Now, however, when I tune into my heart, I can feel my heart energy expand throughout my entire chest from one side of my body to the other.  This doesn't mean I don't have to deal with judgments that arise for myself and others, but the growth is palpable.

When I was standing in the middle of our Blue Star Medicine wheel the other day on my daily walk up  the mountain to our Spirit Temple, I asked for guidance about where this blog was supposed to go. What I got was assurance that it should continue and that it was going to veer slightly in a new direction.  What that will look like will have to evolve over time, but let me assure you, Brother and Sister Earthlings, I will continue sending these words out to you and will hold you in my ever expanding heart.  Together we can shift both ourselves and this dying world out of the 3rd dimensional crises it is stuck in and into something vibrant and miraculous.  We just need to release expectations and pay attention.

More "Time-ly" Ramblings

If time, as we know it, stops at the end of the Mayan Calendar (10/28/11 for those of us that like the calculations of Carl Johan Calleman), then I, for one, can't wait!  Of course the whole idea of waiting or not waiting, "wait" or "can't wait" is all about our outdated concept of time.

I've been in frequent duress these days about time:  its speeding, its slowing, its passing. I'm even remembering my early grade school report cards that had a category:  "Makes good use of time"  ... seems like that was the one marked "N" for "needs improvement." What did those teachers know about time speeding up and a 16.4 billion year cycle ending?  Still, those "time" injunctions remain in my psyche and I frequently notice my belief that I deserve "time out" for not feeling as if I have enough time to enjoy time, utilize time, stretch time and even waste time.

It's beginning to feel like my life is timed:  I don't mean those large cycles like birth and death, but rather like a game where they turn the timer on and if you don't go fast enough, you lose.  Getting older doesn't help, although a few days ago I came up with what I thought was a brilliant reframe for that.  Instead of thinking that since I was in my mid-60's, I was running out of time, I decided, (and you are all more than welcome to decide with me,) that people in my age group are only halfway through adulthood.  HA... maybe even less of the way for those of us that didn't seem to grow up until we were near 40.  Think of it this way. If my lifespan is going to last well into my 90's and I must admit, I'm quite sure that it will, than I am barely half way through.  I still have plenty of time to get good at this adulthood thing.  Anyway, that was a comforting thought for a minute (note the clock reference) but as soon as more time passed, so did that comfort.

My life is actually much less on a time schedule than most people in our culture.  I don't have to get up at a certain time, except the time I set in my own head. I don't have to be anywhere at a certain time, except if I decide to schedule appointments. I don't have to finish by any time except for my own timelines.  Is this insanity with time just the death throes of left brain civilization?  Once I surrender, will this all just melt away like a Salvador Dali clock?  I can be out of time if I would just take the time to figure it out.  And that double-entendre wasn't lost on me, although I feel like I'm losing time just thinking about it.

When we are in multidimensional consciousness, we really are out of time (or outside of linear time for a more descriptive way to put it.)  Think about those deep meditations, those wonderful Yoga retreats, those Shamanic Breathwork experiences, those psychedelic experiences of our youth (well maybe just my youth): time stops, time stretches, time goes away, time doesn't exist, and best of all, time doesn't matter.  We stop worrying about doing, about achieving, about posting our blog (well maybe just my blog), writing those book proposals (well maybe just my book proposals), and we just get to be.  We enter the Now.  And inside that Now, life can live itself.

When we are stuck in 3D time/space co-ordinates, it's a whole different life-game.  It took me until I was 50 to realize that I was always running late because I wasn't factoring in the time it took to travel from one place to the other. Once I got the very elementary concept that in 3D it takes time to transverse space (only took 6 decades this lifetime around), my timeliness improved greatly...  But did that improve my relationship with time?  Only in 3D.  My ego gave me an 'A' for getting that lesson but that has nothing to do with my ability or lack of, to be in the flow of time. 

Then we have the 4D drama that rolls in when we struggle (ok, when I struggle) with time.  Those "not-going-fast-enough" demon archetypes that adore grabbing hold of us humans.  "HA HA" they say, shimmering with delight "Look at those goofy 3D beings spinning themselves into a tizzy about not going fast enough, jumping high enough... hee hee hee... let's prod them again with our electric time rods and watch them freak out."  So lately, I’ve provided much entertainment for those 4D time-demons.

Now that time has passed since I began to write this blog post, I’m tempted not to give it the time of day.  But perhaps the Universe is asking us all to do this assignment -- thinking and listing every cultural cliché we have about time as preparation for entering into timelessness.  Of course, thinking and listing every cultural cliché would take up way too much time.

Remember that time waves are spun out of 9D.  And since 9D spun out the Mayan Calendar, I don’t imagine it’s intending to stop spinning at the end of October.  So what is it going to create for us?  That might be worth taking the time to ponder.  And if we understand that we are all One, then we hold that 9D consciousness that will be doing the time-spinning...we will be creating the next great time cycle, ready or not.

For now however, you might want to repeat after me:  "I have plenty of time"  "All in due time" "There’s no time like the present"  "There's no time in the present"  May we all succeed at just being present, and remember to have a good time.

Farewell for now, fellow Earthlings.  I'm just hoping I have time to post this today.

It's About Time and I think I'm "Getting" the 9th Dimension

In time.  On time.  Out of time.  Is it time?  What does it mean that time is ending?
What does it mean that 9D spins time waves out of Galactic Center and that the Mayan Calendar is based on these 9th-dimensional waves? And should I be taking the time to blog about this especially when I am feeling frustrated that I seem to have so little time to blog and write in general?  Am I wasting my time?  And since time is pretty much an illusion anyway, why don't I stretch time and then everything will fall neatly into place -- just in time. Ahhh... the contradictions and the predilections of the inquiring mind.

Last blog, I talked about how time is quite literally speeding up.  We've known this.  Way before I knew about how this connected to the Mayan calendar, I was having discussions with friends and students about this phenomenon.  Eckhart Tolle's The Power of Now, which I read too long ago to remember exactly how time was handled (and of course, I'm feeling I don't have enough time right now to check into it,) helped us experience the clarity/reality that if we just get in the Now, there is always plenty of time.

This is bringing up the model we used to use in the 70's to show the illusion of scarcity;  a story about how there was a belief that there were only so many "warm fuzzies" to go around.   We all learned even back then that the too-little-money-too-little-time-too-little-love-model was just part of the old paradigm, of The System, of Capitalism, of the Patriarchy. There is always abundant time, resources and love to go around if we stop feeding into this illusion.  Here we are, could it actually be 40 years later!!!!  We are still learning the same lesson.  It seems to be taking a long time ...and it is still feeling timely.

Okay... let me get a bit more focused, and stop rushing despite what time the clock is telling me it is.  I'm remembering the time in my life, in the mid 60's, when I was an English major studying Faulkner.  Faulkner had a strong awareness of the difference between Heart Time and Clock Time. For those of you who haven't read Faulkner, you might not know about this.  He wrote of the South.  The segregated/post-slavery South.  He understood that the "Negros," as African-Americans were called in his time, were connected to something that white people weren't, and it had to do with time.  He tuned into their wisdom about the natural rhythms and natural cycles of things and lamented being stuck in a culture that used clock time as a standard and demanded that its participants rule their lives by it.

Indigenous people have had this time thing figured out.  In Mutant Message Down Under, the Maori went into a sacred cave on their walk-about and checked in with some powerful time portal that their whole culture was based on.  It was above my head (which no doubt is why we tend to see 9D as Up) but I got a sense of it.  If only I could find my copy of that book, I bet I'd understand their quest in a much more profound way, which might in itself unlock the answers to questions that I'm posing.  But I gave several copies away a long time ago.

I was in Morocco for a few weeks in the early 70's and learned another interesting lesson about pre-industrial cultures and time.  When you made an agreement for someone to come to dinner or to meet at a particular "time," to the Moroccan at least in those days, that meant they could show up any time after that agreement was made... it could be days later.  I guess they would come whenever it felt right.  I was fascinated that a society could operate like that; this was such a foreign concept.

We are being challenged in a new way right now on Planet Earth.  How does one live in the Now which was easy for indigenous cultures, and one of the hardest lessons for industrial and  post-industrial cultures, and still maintain a connection to clocks and appointment books and deadlines (now there's a word for you)?  And do we still want to have clocks and appointment books and deadlines as we enter this ascension portal that is awaiting us between Oct. 28th of this year, and Dec. 21, 2012; this ascension portal at the end of this 16.4 billion year evolutionary cycle?

At this point in time, I believe that we will.  I see that we will still have our clocks and our calenders, and that we will still plan activities around them.  However, what will be different will be our relationship to them.  They become our tools rather than enslaving us.  We will find ourselves living in the larger evolutionary cycles of things, because isn't that what really spins out of 9D?  We will hold that 9D consciousness while we go about our daily lives and we will ultimately refuse time-tables that interfere with this.  We will no longer just have "biological" clocks, but we will have spiritual/emotional clocks that will ultimately be what makes us tick.  And all that we do will be Divinely timed.

Okay, I'm timed-out.  I'm in the future thinking of unopened and/or unanswered emails.  So let me take time for a few deep breaths which will usher me back into the Now and help me realize this blog will be posted, of course, right on time.

It's Darkest Just before Dawn: And that just might go on for 3 Days

There could be a dramatic initiation coming just before the dawning of a planetary-wide transformation:  more dramatic than most of us could conjure in our wildest imaginations.  Three days of darkness has been prophesied from several sources, and Swedish scientist Carl Johan Calleman wrote an interesting article that makes the possibility of this actually happening, seem more plausible.  What's more, since this planetary transformation corresponds to the end of the Mayan Calendar,  we just might have to mark off a new date in our cosmic appointment books.  While popular thought has the Mayan Calendar ending on December 21, 2012, Calleman, a former toxicologist and cancer researcher who has devoted many years to studying the Mayan calendar, says it really ends on October 28, 2011.  Coming right up folks!

Calleman was drawn into Mayan culture in the late 70's because it connected him with deeper levels of meaning and activated his spiritual development.  He became so fascinated with it, he gave up Cancer research and made "Calendar research" his full time job. In studying the Mayan calendar, he uses a scientific approach to come up with significant dates, rather than channeling the information.  He understands that the calendar essentially charts the evolution of consciousness on our planet, and he makes compelling arguments for it ending on October 28 of this year.  (www.calleman.com) 

Using the visual representation of a Mayan Pyramid, he shows how the Mayans calibrated the pyramid to symbolically represent this ascension process.

He has calculated that the calendar started 16.4 billion years BC. with the 1st Wave or Underworld.  This is represented by the pyramid's lowest tier.  There are 9 evolutionary Waves or Underworlds in all.  Each level up the pyramid corresponds to the next wave or next evolutionary step.  We are at the 9th or top level now.  Each Wave is further divided into 7 periods of light (called days) and 6 periods of darkness (called nights).  In the 1st Wave, the Cellular Underworld, each day and night lasted 1.26 billion years each.  Each consecutive wave is 5% shorter than the prior one, and the pyramid's shape gives a visual and proportional representation of this.  The 9th Wave which is the Universal Underworld and brings us to Unity Consciousness, began on March 9th of this year.  Anyone remember that?  That was the day of the huge earthquake in Japan and its resulting tsunami and nuclear power plant disasters.

In this 9th Underworld, the light and dark periods (the Mayan days and night) only last 18 days each!  Now there's some validation for our perception of time flying.  And the final day of this Underworld ends on October 28th.  That's all, folks.  By that time, the Mayans believed this shift of planetary consciousness which began those several billions years ago, will be complete.


Beyond that, the calendar is blank.  Neither Hand Clow or Calleman see this as the end of the world, but rather as the end of time.  When one moves into Unity Consciousness, we are no longer at the mercy of linear or left brain time, but rather can flow with the natural time rhythms as they are being spun out of 9D.  It's not that we will stop using clocks, it is just that their significance in our lives will be greatly diminished.  The resonance of our earth changes with each new Wave, and this final Wave is the highest frequency of all.  Remember that 5D holds the frequency of Unity consciousness so of course, this final Wave is going to correspond to the ascension process.  We will have learned to fully embody the vibrational field of the 5th dimension while still hanging out and living our lives on planet Earth.


But wait, you might say.  "How in the world are we going to get to Unity Consciousness on our planet in a mere few months?  Have you seen the news lately?"  I have a few potential answers.  The simplest being, the news is only reporting the death throes and while it may not look all that different for a while, millions of us are moving to Unity consciousness internally and it will ultimately take over our planet.  Another additional answer is "hmmmmm, what if it really did get dark for 3 days, that could really change things quickly."

Scientifically there are two comets approaching our planet this Fall.  These comets have also been part of "end-time" prophesies. Toward the end of September, the comet Elenin moves between the Sun and the Earth.   While at this point, the scientific community thinks this will be a small comet without much impact, Calleman is not so sure.  He believes that Elenin is the Blue Star Kachina from the Hopi prophesy and that it will greatly affect us.  There have been several documented earth quakes associated with these evolutionary Waves, and of course the 9th Wave last March began with an intense earthquake.  As the frequency of consciousness is shifting, it affects the vibration of the Earth's core, which is1D, or the 1st Dimension.. ( remember, there is always a gravitational interplay between 1D and 9D).  This in turn, creates significant seismic activity, the conditions for a lot of earthquakes.  If the Mayans and Calleman are correct, this 9th Wave frequency is the most powerful ever experienced on our planet and therefore will rock the planetary core dramatically.  Callaman writes:


"This very culmination of the Mayan calendar could mean a need for quite a dramatic adjustment of the inner core of the earth and as a consequence massive seismic activity on the surface of the earth.  The arrival of Elenin, quite possibly the Blue Star, would then simply "happen:" to occur in synchrony with earthquakes, which in reality result from a fine-tuning of the global brain to create resonance with the new field of unity consciousness.  The geological activity expected as the calendar comes to an end would then generate so many eruptions and gases that the sky would become dark for 3 days."

He goes on to quote prophesies that talk about the need to sit by candle light and pray during these 3 days, in order to clear out remaining vestiges of inner darkness that are keeping us from fully embracing Unity Consciousness.  This would be a purification time and an essential part of our preparation.  Whether these 3 days of darkness are literal or figurative (I think they might be about the last 3 days of the 9th Wave which will begin on July 31st and end on Oct. 28th,) it seems to me that what we are being asked to do is clear:  Light those candles and look even more deeply into our areas of darkness, transforming them as we become aware of them.

BUT, if it really does go dark for 3 earth days -- well that should shake things up quite a bit ... maybe so intensely that Unity Consciousness will prevail by Halloween.  Those folks on the fence, so to speak, just might find themselves releasing their skepticism and resistance as they activate their inner resources to cope with such a strange physical phenomenon.

Still that leaves the mystery of the Winter Solstice portal of 2012.   I still believe this will be a cosmic "flood" time. We will have had almost 14 months of practice holding this new consciousness in place,  and this might be just what is needed to enable us to use the Light blasting our planet that day, in amazingly loving and powerful ways.