Growing into our Ka Body and Spontaneous Ka-bustion

I think about my ka body a lot these days.  I have come to realize that the more fully my ka is able to permeate me at a cellular level, the better I feel, and the closer I move toward enlightenment, toward operating at my full multi-dimensional potential.  Enlightenment, in the way that I am using this term, is having full awareness that we are light beings;  allowing ourselves to fully embody light.  When we reach this point, our cells are able to vibrate at both the frequency and speed of light which gives us the power of dematerializing and re-materializing.  Of course as I sit here typing this, I can feel resistance in my body and realize, once again, how long a way I have to go. 

But that's not the issue.

Decades ago, I started to spontaneously embody my ka when I was doing therapy sessions.  It wasn't anything I was thinking about.  I didn't even know the word or the concept.  It was something that just happened.  It happened because I was fully present with my client and listening to them with my heart, instead of my intellect.  This wasn't a technique taught in graduate school, this was a state of presence that occurred simply because I deeply cared about my clients and their well-being, and had an innate gift for bi-passing my thoughts and ego agendas in order to be in sync with them.

In thinking about my experience with my ka, I have come to realize it is not unique.  Whenever we are involved in something that fully engages our Spirit, we naturally go into a state that allows our ka to permeate us at the cellular level.  Ponder something you truly love to do.  It can be as simple as sitting by the ocean or playing with your dog or singing a soulful song.  When anything has your full awareness, when your intellect takes a backseat, and you feel joyful and fulfilled, I believe your ka is engaged. 

There were two clear signs which let me know that I was strongly connected to my ka in therapy sessions.  The first was that linear time lost its relevance.  I kept track of when to stop a session, but for most of the session, I would have no sense of time passing:  To use Eckart Tolle's terms:  I was in the "Now."  The second sign was I began to pick up on my clients' feelings, kinesthetically.  I would feel their feelings in my physical body.  I could say "I'm picking up some anger coming up for you"  or "I'm feeling some sadness..."  And that would put my client's attention on what they were feeling, and from there, deep healing could occur.  I also had to train myself to not use that gift when I was out in public since I did not want to absorb others' pain.  It was only when I read about the ka and learned that it brings us the gift to both filter others' energy, and read others' energy, that I realized this had been happening to me for a long time.  I read energy kinesthetically, in other words through feelings, but for you it might happen through getting visual images or auditory messages.  Or just a vague sense.  Pay attention.

Since our ka body originates in the 6th Dimension we have to energetically allow it to join us in 3D.  We have been culturally programmed, and it has been suggested that the electro-magnetic field of the Earth has been manipulated, so that it is difficult for most of us to be joined with our ka body... but that doesn't mean it can't show up when we might least expect it.  And when you can, recognize when it is with you, then you can develop more powerful techniques to keep more connected.

To connect more strongly to mine, I spend at least a few minutes daily doing a visualization where I call my ka in.  What I have begun to notice is that I can feel where my ka can more freely hook up with my 3D body and I can feel where there is resistance.  Some of my cells refuse to merge with my ka's energy.  For me, this is in the area of the back heart chakra, a sign I am holding on to old wounding.  It is my ego that is doing the "holding on to..." and by paying attention, I am getting a clear message that I still have an attachment to this wounding, still feel an energetic need to "protect" myself by closing down a bit of my heart.  Now that I have that awareness, I can begin to work with this in a conscious way, which hopefully will result in that area healing, and more of my cells welcoming my 6D energy body.

While some teachers talk about the ka as being the same size as the physical body, I think that is an inaccurate image.  As we grow into our ka bodies, we have to expand, not on the physical level (no weight gain called for,) but in the energetic space we occupy.  I was talking about this the other day with my friend Linda Star Wolf.  She and Nicki Scully wrote about the ka in their book Shamanic Mysteries of Egypt.  Star Wolf had a wonderful image of the ka coming around us like a larger nesting doll of ourselves... and as we embody the ka, our energy becomes bigger -- we fill up the bigger field.

You might want to work with that image.  Invite your ka in and visualize and feel it surrounding you as a larger, more perfected version of yourself.  Notice the boundaries of your physical body before you expand into your ka.  Take a deep exhale, let those physical boundaries soften and feel yourself becoming spacious enough to fill that larger energetic space.  Stay with that experience for a few minutes.  Remember to feel gratitude for this magnificent part of yourself and imagine walking through your life in this state.

The more we pay attention, the more we work with our cells to open to this wonderful 6D energy, we just might ka-bust ourselves into a whole new reality.  Now that would be some light-show.